
Filla sighed, "I don't think it's fair you turn me who never want to be pursued with your husband, and again, you think I don't feel disturbed? Moreover, you come bring your child to make it an excuse."
Salsa stared intently at Filla, "Lo was wrong, since there was lo, Kak Vino changed and often came home drunk, he did not care about his own son."
Filla sighed, "You want what? I don't have time to take care of your household problems," said Filla firmly, he did not stop thinking with the mind of Salsa.
"Go from here, it's up to you to go to college or anything abroad never come back to Indonesia" said Salsa.
Filla laughed cynically, "I don't understand what you mean, I want in Indonesia or abroad it has nothing to do with you, it's my choice, you just need to snot, I'm not interested, take it with me, Brother Vino, without disturbing my life" said Filla.
"What's so hard about Fill, getting out of Indonesia so I live quietly with my family?"
"I have no shame, I swear this time I met a human like lo, I do not know my blood has been boiling," Iren snapped suddenly out of the house.
Salsa was a little surprised, "It's not your business" said Salsa.
"Certain Filla has something to do with your broken household?" tanya Iren is warming up.
Salsa stood up, "Not to be destroyed, watch your words."
"Lo who keep your trash mouth, come to the house of people do not use manners, lo who are plaques from the beginning, do not try to make a victim," said Iren firmly.
"Ren already," Filla pulled Iren's body back.
"Here you are, Sa, I signed never had any relationship with Vino after the betrayal that you guys did, I also have the pride to accept the former someone like you?" the words of Filla made Iren smile.
Salsa looked into Filla's eyes, "I mean you're the one who received the marks?" ask Iren.
"Lo value yourself lo, I told you after your last arrival to my house, never inject another foot here, never again, regardless of any consequences that you can get because of your own actions never lavish on me, you should think why three years can not make Vino choose lo."
"Mam, acute," said Salsa's son.
Filla was actually very close to the little boy, but seeing Salsa's attitude, Filla could not just be silent.
"Gue just asked you to go Filla," said Salsa weakly.
"That's so," grumbled Iren who was behind Filla.
"Lo don't have the right to manage my life, your household problems, solve it yourself, I won't interfere, you can leave now, this is the last time I see your face, you know, until you come here again, I don't hesitate to report to the police," said Filla firmly, then pulled Iren and closed the door, leaving Salsa still there.
Filla sat in the guest room and sighed.
Iren sighed, "It's not your fault, so stop beating yourself up" Iren said.
Filla turned her head, she was really met with a friend who always understood her feelings without being told.
"Sister, should Mama ask Mr. Hafidz to kick him out?" ask mama.
Filla shook her head, "Biarin went by himself Ma, kasian son," said Filla made mama nod.
"Lo very good Fill," said Iren.
Filla cupped her face, "Thank you my life is so tiring, I'm tired," said Filla could not help but cry.
Iren embraces Filla's body and rubs her gently, "Why are you crying anyway?" asked Iren who was crying to see Filla, even though he knew Filla not long enough, Iren knew how hard Filla was going through her days.
Filla wiped her tears, "Capek, just don't think, all my pain, my feelings are hurt," said Filla honestly.
Iren nodded, "Don't mistake yourself for someone else's fault, Fill, they're just people who don't know themselves to act as victims" said Iren.
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The night was still the same as usual, only the cool that Filla felt when she was exposed to the night wind why her body, letting her hair wobble in the wind.
"Come yuk, cold," Iren asked as he hugged his own body.
Filla smiled, "Lo first, I still want to be here" said Filla.
Iren nodded, "Gue first, inget not for long, let's catch a cold added fuss," said Iren reminded.
"Yes" said Filla.
Iren walked into the room letting Filla stay on the balcony with all her thoughts.
Filla looked at the sky then closed her eyes, felt a gust of wind, allowed her body to rest for a moment, forgetting all the problems that actually did not need to make her fall back.
"Finally, there's you."
Filla turned to the source of the voice, as she guessed Rangga was standing in the balcony of her room, "I mean?" ask Filla.
Rangga smiled, "Yes, after a long time I was alone on the balcony and waiting for you, you finally came back" said Rangga.
Filla nodded, "Sama means, I used to wait alone on the balcony just to hope you will open the door," said Filla pointed to the door of the room that connects the balcony and room Rangga.
Rangga smiled, "I think I have karma" said Rangga.
Filla smiled, "Thank you for making me smile" Filla said without looking back.
Rangga quickly turned his head, he knew Filla had a problem that made him moody since earlier, "What problem?" ask Rangga to the point.
Filla sighed, "I don't know, it feels like there's no day without problems in my life" Filla said.
"Life is not always straight" said Rangga. "But we have the right to enjoy it or try to solve the problem" said Rangga while offering Filla's favorite chocolate.
Filla turned to the chocolate that Rangga offered.
"Don't be rejected, I'm sure you need this" Rangga said.
Without a second thought Filla took it, "Still," said Filla.
Rangga smiled, "You better rest, you'll catch a cold, but if you still want to be here," Rangga threw his jacket making Filla catch it by reflex. "The cake, I went in first," said Rangga who immediately left Filla.
Filla was still standing sculpting, then staring at Rangga's jacket in his hand, the corner of his lips was attracted to form a smile.
You have a way of making me smile again, but I forgot how to go back, Inner Filla.
Filla walked into her room, Iren was asleep making Filla sit slowly on her bed not want to disturb Iren's sleep.
Filla stared at Rangga's jacket and chocolate, then smiled, Filla opened the drawer next to her bed and put the jacket and chocolate there.
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