
"Gue can't comment anything, because you know what's best for you to walk, you know" said Filla patted Reya on the shoulder.
Reya smiled at Filla, "Lo wasn't angry because I didn't tell you before?" ask Reya.
Filla smiled, "What do we do, we are both adults to be one thing, overthinking only makes life more complicated."
"If lo? Still can not escape Rangga until now?"
Filla looked at Reya and smiled, "It's harder than I imagined."
Reya sighed, "Gue wants to be honest with you," said Reya.
Filla turned to Reya with a curious look.
"In all this time, Rangga still hopes a lot of the same lo Fill, I do not mean to make you a dilemma or anything like that, only if I keep continuing to feel uncomfortable."
Filla steeled her heart not to make Reya's remarks a wish and wasted her efforts all along.
"Rangga is always wondering about lo, I think it's temporary because he's shocked to lose you suddenly, but almost 3 years never a day Rangga absent nanyain about lo to me."
Filla sighed, "Why did you tell this to me?"
Reya turned to Filla, "It's not about Rangga, but about lo Fill, three years is a long time, and you still dream of him in the heart, I wanted this secret, I wanted this secret, but I think you should know, it's not just you who's still standing in the same place."
"Gue does not want to be disappointed again Rey, tired," said Filla.
Reya nodded, "Gue just wanted to say, if you can't erase about him until now, it means something is not finished" Reya said confidently.
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Filla threw her body on the mattress, Reya's words were too imprintful for her.
The message notification made Filla stare at her phone lying next to her.
From Iren
So I already miss the same lo, you use Fill pellets?
Filla laughed reading a message from Iren, herself typing a few words replying to Iren's message.
Iren
Say kangen, even recriminate again.
Without waiting for long Filla got a vidio call from Iren, Iren is indeed the type of person who is lazy to type long if chatting, he calls more often after chatting for a while.
"Assalamualaikum," said Filla as Iren's face filled the screen of his phone.
"Waalaikumslam, what's up to vidcall?"
Filla stared lazily at Iren, "Lo who ngajak vidcall do not start deh acute amnesia lo," said Filla.
Iren laughed, "Lo doesn't miss me? We haven't seen each other in two days" said Iren.
"Lebay**, new yesterday vidcall."
Iren laughed again, "Lo still owes me the same story, how is the Jakarta-Bandung trip the same doi? Did the seed of love grow again?"
"No need to restless, I have moved on," said Filla although his deepest heart was not able to say firmly able to get close to Rangga without feeling stubborn.
"Sounding the tones of lies," said Iren from across the street. "Oiya, this morning I've checked the building for the event, just a little bit more done, you to Jakarta on what date?" asked Iren enthusiastically.
Filla thought for a moment, "Maybe 3 or 2 days before the event, we've also been preparing for a long time."
Iren nodded, "Gue wait anyway," Iren said. "Yaudah Fill, want to design clothes first, continue sketching yesterday," said Iren.
Filla nodded, "Don't be forced not funny lo sick when the show is already deket," joked Filla.
"Ready boss," said Iren. "Lo too, just take a break from the single lo status," ledek Iren.
"Lo's camcorder."
"Rather than getting amok, da. dream beautiful temen kosan," said Iren made Filla laugh.
Filla put down her phone after Iren's vidcall connection was completed.
"Aren't you asleep?" mama asked, looking behind the door.
Filla smiled, "Not Ma, just go in" said Filla.
Mama smiled and then stepped into Filla's room, "Where was she meeting? Exclaim?" asked Mama who was sitting on Filla's bedside.
Filla nodded, "Ma's habit, nothing has changed, still on the joking like before. Just been unable to hang out for a long time because his partner in ngantri parked," said Filla then laughed.
Mama laughed, "It's only natural that it's sister" she picked up Filla's book lying on the table. "Mama can see?" ask mama.
Filla nodded.
"It's very good, brother, it's different if you've been a graduate abroad," said Mama while opening sheet by sheet sketchbook owned by Filla.
"Obviously Ma, Filla still needs a lot to learn" said Filla.
"You're a descendant of Mama Kak" said the mother proudly.
Filla laughed, "Udah would have dong if it was."
Mama put the sketchbook back on the table, "Tomorrow what would you like for breakfast?" ask mama.
Filla seemed to think for a moment, "Sit down," said Filla enthusiastically. "Long time Filla wanted to eat that."
Mama nodded, "Yaudah Mama buyin in the market."
Filla nodded, "Give me Ma," said Filla who grabbed a smile and nodded at her mother.
"Yaudah, there you sleep, Mama will sleep, too" said Mama then moved and walked out of the room after kissing Filla's forehead.
Filla's phone rang making her phone screen on, Filla grabbed her phone and focused her gaze on the message notification of an unknown number on her phone screen.
From 08xxxxxxxxxx
It's me Rangga, Fill.
Filla frowned and tried to focus her eyesight on rereading the message she received.
Filla throws her phone up the bed leaving the screen on, "Where's she got my number?" ask Filla to herself.
What's on his phone screen right now is a message from someone who for almost three years never showed up.
Filla caught her breath and slowly grabbed her phone, "Okay calm Filla, just a regular message, most ask save number," said Filla calm herself.
To 08xxxxxxxx
Yes, what's wrong?
Without waiting for a long time, there was a message sent back by Rangga, as if Rangga was waiting for a reply from Filla.
From 08xxxxxxxxxx
Have you reached home?
Filla frowned, she just couldn't figure out how Rangga knew she was out of the house today.
To 08xxxxxxxx
Yes, what's up?
From 08xxxxxxxxxx
No, just want to check you've come home safe or not, yaudah, good night.
This time Filla actually threw her phone tight on the bed, "Where can I move on to try? What the hell?" Filla ruffled her hair with a whiff.
Filla lay down her body and pulled the blanket, sometimes she saw the phone lying a bit away from her, then shuddered in horror, but kept repeating as if she was curious if there was still a new message from Rangga.
"Filla was aware," he said, slapping his own cheek," then pulled the blanket over his head, leaving all his curiosity about Rangga quite up here.
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