Filla And Rangga (The Perfect Dream)
Chapter 92

The clear weather was inversely proportional to the face of Filla and her parents, Filla sat while holding a tombstone with the name Fanny on it, Filla held her tears not to fall, and she held her tears, he had promised himself not to cry in front of Fanny, that was the least he could do to atone for Fanny's guilt.

"Dek, I'm sorry, just found you," said Filla then throw the face to the left, he tried to hold back his crying, Filla did not want Fanny to see him cry. "Sister Promise will live better," said Filla while forcing her smile.

Papa sat down next to Filla, holding onto Filla's shoulder trying to win.

Filla placed the bouquet of flowers she prepared on top of Fanny's grave, "Sister Promise will often come here," Filla said with a smile.

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Filla laid her body on the bed, she had just returned home after various dramas on the campus, Filla reached into her phone in a bag lying next to her.

Filla was shocked to see Rangga's post, he occupied himself, tried to look more carefully, convincing his vision that the screen was right Rangga and Kania who posed romantic, Rangga kissed Kania's forehead.

Filla closed her mouth, the caption that Rangga wrote really caused the extreme tightness for Filla, only the caption of love stickers listed under their photo, but managed to make Filla shed tears.

For a famous Rangga cold, everyone will know for sure it is not commonplace Rangga post photos of women especially with caption love.

Filla hit his chest, the tightness he felt now was different from the tightness he felt normally, this time Rangga owned, but owned by others.

Filla throws her phone out of bed, then hides her face between her knees, now she really has to accept the pain of her real heartbreak.

The sound of Rangga's motorbike makes Filla run immune to his room, a stupid habit that Filla often do, looking at Rangga from the balcony of his room, but now not an enthusiastic smile as usual.

Rangga hugged Kania into the house, Filla was still standing in her balcony staring at the happy smile of the two.

The eyes of Rangga and Filla met, Filla threw away her face, however she did not want to look cute in front of anyone. Filla chose to go into his room, perhaps the last time he set foot on the balcony.

"Do I have to stop?" asked Filla to herself while staring at the glass, she chose to sit in front of her dresser, deliberately wanting to see her hopeless face because of love.

Filla smiled forcibly, "Stupid," he said, whether for how many times he gave himself and his life, this is the reality.

"Lo can Fill," he said bracing himself, then forcing his smile.

"Sister" called the mother who walked into Filla's room, Filla forgot the door she didn't close.

Filla threw away her face, she did not want to look sad in front of her mother for her insignificant business, "Yes Ma," replied Filla while wiping off her tears quickly.

Mama held onto Filla's shoulder, "Why?" asked Mama while sitting next to Filla.

Filla shook her head and tried to smile, "No, no" replied Filla.

Mama took Filla in her arms, "You know when you're lying?"

Filla couldn't help but cry, she hugged Mama tightly, "Why is Ma this hard?" he said while crying.

Mama stroked Filla's back, "Sometimes life is not always on our side, brother, who lives not only we, all are divided, there are happy and you should not forget the name is sad," Mama took off her hug from Filla and smiled.

Filla wiped the tears.

Mama stroked Filla's face, "You know why you can never throw the dress away?" ask mama while pointing at the small dress that is still neatly stored in the frame that mama deliberately made

Filla shook her head while staring at her dress as a child which to this day is still attached to the walls of her room.

"Because Mama first saw you laughing off while wearing that shirt, Mama always said the same papa, if later you are sad, Mama will proudly say, you once laughed off," say mama.

Filla smiled, "Still Ma," Filla pulled the mama ledalm in her arms.

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Filla focused on the film he watched in the family room, accompanied by a glass of milk and his favorite snack.

"So, can Mama ask for help?" mama asked as she passed behind Filla towards the kitchen.

"Yes Ma" Filla was still staring at the TV screen.

Mama brought the bushel to stand next to Filla.

Filla turned to look at my mother's face and alternately, "Anter to mother?" ask Filla who can guess where the bushel will be anchored.

Mama nodded, "Yes, Mama cooks a lot," said Mama while showing a loud ya he brought.

"But..," Filla had not been able to refuse, "Yes Ma, Filla anterin," he said with a smile, he could not always avoid, he could not always avoid, he must be determined to meet Rangga and discuss what is going on.

"Thank you, yes" said the mother then gave a bushel to Filla and returned to the kitchen.

Filla turned off the film that she set and then walked to Rangga's house, Filla had stopped for a moment when she found Kania's shoes in front of the door of Rangga's house.

Filla turned around, hesitant to enter if there is Kania in there, but only a few steps he turned back to look at Rangga's house.

"Lo can Fill," he said encouraging himself.

Filla walked into the house whose door was wide open, "Assalamualaikum, Mommy," called Filla and walked into the house, had become his habit in and out of the mother's house, but this time it felt very different.

"Waalaikumsalam," said the mother from the kitchen. "Come on, sister" cried the mother.

Filla walked towards the kitchen, she stopped in front of the entrance between the kitchen and the dining table, Kania and Mommy were cooking together.

"Sister," call mother.

Filla smiled and then approached the mother, "From Mama, she said cook a lot," said Filla while putting the bushel she brought on the table. Filla replied to Kania who threw a smile at her.

"That reason, your mama must have deliberately shown off her new recipe" poked the mother with a laugh.

Filla laughed, "Kayaknya Bun," Filla approached mother. "What cooking is Bun? The cake is the same as Kania."

"This is Kania learning to cook he said," said Mother while stroking the top of Kania's head.

Filla had been silent to see it, but returned to smiling, usually mother will do that to him but now he became a spectator, "Jaudah Filla back yes," said Filla while greeting mother.

"That's a big shot? Usually play first," mother put on a face of wonder. "Again the same Rangga?" ask mother.

Filla laughed, "Gak Bun, Filla has a promise with Ola," said Filla was forced to lie.

Mother nodded, "Jaudah, be careful not to go home," Mother's advice as usual exceeds the mother.

Filla nodded, "Gue first Kania," said Filla's stale base and walked out of the kitchen, Filla had seen the back of the mother and Kania, they look familiar make Filla a little envious for this time.

Filla cross paths with Rangga, it looks like Rangga headed to the kitchen, Filla threw a smile, but this time there is no enthusiastic greeting as usual, he passed Rangga without a word.

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