Filla And Rangga (The Perfect Dream)
Chapter 79

Filla opened her eyes and spread her gaze around the room, she furrowed her eyebrows, this room is her room, wasn't she just in the hospital's back yard? Now another game?

Filla recalled her mother removing the blanket that covered her legs and ran out of the room down the stairs.

"Papa" said Filla still confused by the situation.

"Sister, breakfast first, you are built instead of waking up and sleeping again" said papa while enjoying bread with chocolate jam in his hand.

Filla held her head, a situation that really confused her, "Which mama?" ask Filla in front of papa.

"Mama in the kitchen, akak" replied Tita who suddenly came out of the kitchen with a glass of milk in her hand.

"Mama's healed?" asked Filla while looking at the situation of the mother in front of her.

"Cure what brother? Mama is not sick," said mama confused while releasing Filla's hand on her shoulder and put the bread she had baked on the table.

Filla occupied herself in the chair, translating all that was completely absurd.

"Big brother why?" asked the curious mother with the face of Filla. who was like thinking about many things.

Filla smiled, trying to calm mama, now is not the time to worry about this absurd thing, the important thing is that you are in front of her and in good health.

"It's okay Ma, just woke up still dazed," said Filla while taking a piece of bread.

"Where were the roads yesterday? You said there were two friends at High School in a dream," said the enthusiastic mama.

Filla frowned, "I told Mama?" ask Filla curiously.

Mama nodded quickly, "You said you're watching together and going for a walk up the mallem," said Mama as she sipped her cold tea.

Filla stared at mama intensely, "Rangga?" ask Filla.

"What did your sister do to him? You said you want to move on," said Mama seen a change of face because talking about Rangga.

Filla frowned, she became confused by this all, meaning nothing changed until yesterday only Rangga who was not in his place.

"Who am I going home with?" asked Filla curious, if it is true that Rangga who was erased from every incident Filla must ensure that.

"You forgot brother?" ask mama curious.

"Know ah Kak, senile mengalahin Papa," ledek papa.

"Papa don't do Akak" said Tita, clenching her lips.

Papa also made a sulking face in front of Tita, "Tita just love Brother," said papa deliberately teasing Tita.

Tita walked closer to papa, "Not Papa's vessel, ndak can mock sister, Tita loved her sneer," said Tita while hugging papa's waist.

Papa laughed then rubbed repeatedly the top of Tita's head.

"So who's coming home with me?" tanya Filla looked at mama expectantly.

Mama frowned, "Reya and Ola who else?"

Filla tendered her back the seat tenderness, her guess was right Rangga was erased in every incident that Filla went through with her.

"Filla wants to call them" Filla said as she ran into the room, she had to make sure that this was all her estimation.

Ola is the first person Filla will call, "Ola," call Filla quickly when Ola has picked up the phone.

"Hello Fill, what's wrong? Early in the morning," said Ola, a little laugh.

"Gue wants it, then who's going to go for a walk?"

Ola was silent making Filla impatiently wait.

"La," call Filla again.

"Oh yeah, lo senile or what? We went with Reya, Dinda and Freya" Ola said.

"The ladder?" ask Filla expectantly.

"Yes La, you've been acquainted yesterday," said Filla frustrated.

"When acquaintance? I saw him for the first time, logigo early in the morning?" ola said while laughing across the street.

Filla scratched her head that did not itch, she was annoyed by the situation she would face continuously.

"Jaudah La, thank you," said Filla.

"Ready together" said Ola and the call was interrupted.

Filla sighed trying to calm down and think positively, Reya, she must be inget, Filla's inner.

"Fill, what'd you call me in the morning?" asked Reya in her usual casual style.

"La, Rangga's the same, right?" ask Filla expectantly.

Reya was silent for a moment, "Since when he wants to be with us Filla, let alone with us, breakfast from you is given to the stomach of other people," said Reya.

"Because he is the same as us Reya," said Filla upset, why only he always remembers things that happen.

"Ngigo ni son, he said you want to move on from Rangga, only 2 weeks I am very proud, eh now back again?" said Reya lazy.

Filla cupped her face, it all felt strange, everyone forgot. "Judah, I want to go to the House of Rangga aja," said Filla.

"Foolish this kid, woy move on, lo-," Filla hung up on him one-sidedly, Reya's babble isn't what she needs right now.

Filla ran down the stairs, now only Rangga's only answer about his mind now.

"Sister, the breakfast is over," cried mama.

"Later Ma," Filla kept running, out of the house.

Filla saw Rangga who as usual washed his bike in the yard, looking fine with a cold face and sharp gaze.

"Ngga," called Filla while he was near Rangga.

Rangga looked lazy, the gaze that Filla had always received all this time back, an annoyed and disgusted look at Filla being near him.

"Gga, please don't forget too," said Filla expectantly.

"Lo what the hell is that talking? Lo's dream? Crazy early this morning child," said Rangga then walked away from Filla.

Filla could not hold back her tears, why only she was confined in these memories, Filla was no longer able to pass Rangga's attitude, no longer able to walk alone with memories that only belonged to her. Filla's tired.

Filla wiped her tears and turned back to walk into her house.

"Why are you crying?" mama asked to hold Filla's body when Filla ran into the house.

Filla shook her head, she didn't want to worry Mama.

"Sister, why? Story Sister," Mama hugged Filla tightly.

"I'm tired of Ma, why should I," said Filla regretting every thing that happened in his life

"The ladder? What's he doing to you?" ask the mother who is getting upset.

"It's not Ma, it's me who's crazy" Filla said, leaving her.

Filla ran up the stairs leaving mom with a worried cry, Filla sat in front of the door when she managed to close it hard.

"Why me?" asked Filla in an annoyed tone that was clearly visible.

Filla stared at the dreamcatcher and lily on her dresser, Filla irritatedly walked over and grabbed the two and threw them away to make her lily pot break into pieces.

"You who? Toying with my life," cried Filla then sat on the edge of her bed, leaning her body up and down in sobbing.

"Reverse my life" he said weakly almost inaudibly.

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