
"I don't answer" Filla asked firmly when she saw Vino who was at home with his silence.
Vino held onto Filla's shoulders, "It's not for Big Brother Fill that story" said Vino.
"Who needs to tell? Brother knows something, right? Why am I the only one who doesn't know?" Filla yelled at Vino.
Vino looked down and then looked at Filla, "Jaudah Anter sister to Mama and Papa you, let them tell the story," suggested Vino while wiping Filla's tears.
Filla brushed off Vino's hand, "I can do it myself," Filla ran away leaving Vino still yelling at him.
In a crowded corridor, Filla ran towards the parking lot, she was inexhaustible with everyone, what was actually hidden from her for a long time. Filla's disappointed now.
BRAAAAK...
"Walk can you have an eye?" rangga snapped when he found Filla sitting down because of colliding with him.
Filla chose to stay in position and cried.
Rangga looked down at Filla, "Lo can't stand alone?" rangga asked still in his unfriendly tone.
Filla tried to collect the book scattered after standing, "Sorry," said Filla then wipe his tears with his hands and pass Rangga.
Filla's hand was restrained by Rangga's grasp, "Lo why?" rangga asked, beginning to worry.
Filla took off Rangga's grip on his arm slowly, "Gue first," said Filla then completely left Rangga towards the parking lot.
Rangga looked at Filla's back that was going up and down from crying, there was a sense of worry that greeted her now.
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The road looks crowded, Filla with a feeling of dread ahead of each car in front of him.
Fanny's name continues to spin in her brain, remembering that Filla feels terrible guilt but does not know why, she only wants to cry if Fanny's face is vaguely in her memory.
CHIIIIIII......
Filla's body pushed forward when he braked suddenly, Filla regulate his breathing.Breaths of relief Filla did when he saw a small child with the ball sitting in front of his car.
The little boy jumped suddenly on the road right in front of Filla's car, fortunately Filla could step on the brakes in time, he could not explain if the child was why.
Filla held onto her aching head and opened the door of her car trying to get out, "Dec is anyone sick?" asked Filla worried about seeing the little boy cry while hugging his ball.
"Ziana...!" yelled the woman who ran and hugged the little boy. "You're okay, right?" ask the woman while looking at her son's situation.
Many people gathered around them.
"You take the car carefully! If there's anything my son wants to take responsibility for?" snapped the woman while pushing Filla.
Fortunately some people held Filla's body back from falling.
"Sorry Mom, but my son suddenly went into the street" said Filla calmly.
Some people nodded, "Yes right, I saw what happened, your son jumped in the street" said a father who held Filla's shoulder.
Many mothers who saw the incident also agreed to the father's words.
"After all, my son is still a child, this girl should be careful!" snapped the woman while pointing at Filla.
Filla turned her head as her shoulders were embraced, "Sister Vino?"
"You should be careful in looking after the child, fortunately I can still hit the brakes," said Vino firmly.
The woman stood up, "You are impudent to talk to me, if I want, I demand you," the woman threatened, pointing at Vino and Filla alternately.
The people watching shook their heads and cheered the woman.
"It's a good thing I don't want to lengthen" the woman said and walked away without being nice, everyone yelled at the woman.
"The madman is Ma'am, Mas" chirped the mothers who carried his child.
Vino smiled, "Thank you, sir, Mom, for helping my sister" said Vino.
They nodded and then walked away.
"Fill, is that okay?" vino asked worriedly looking at the silent Filla with her pale face.
Filla supported her body on Vino's hand, her head was getting sick now, Fanny appeared again in her memory, this time not the cheerful Fanny as these few days Filla remembered, but Fanny who was covered in blood.
"Fill," call Vino worried because Filla's body is completely limp.
Filla regulated her breathing, "Anter I came home Brother," said Filla still holding on to Vino.
Vino nodded and pushed Filla into his car.
"Fill, kite's at the hospital?" take Vino when he was sitting in the steering wheel, he was very worried to see Filla with a pale face and irregular breathing.
Filla shook her head, "Take me home" said Filla.
Vino nodded not wanting to refute Filla again.
Filla cupped her face with both hands, now she remembered who Fanny was, the little girl who always appeared in her memory.
"Fill, why?" asked Vino when he saw Filla sobbing.
Filla did not ponder Vino's question, guilt filled him now, right said Rasti, Fanny died because of it, an accident 14 years ago claimed the life of Fanny's younger brother Filla.
Filla cursed herself to forget about Fanny all this time, she really felt guilty forgetting about Fanny in her life.
Vino rubbed the top of Filla's head trying to calm down, he knew for sure if Filla had remembered the bitter events 14 years ago that they had kept secret so far.
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Filla walked quickly followed Vino behind her entering the house, looking for the whereabouts of mama and papa.
"Ma, Pa Filla wants to talk," said Filla seriously while putting herself in front of mom and dad.
It looks like mom and dad frowned, because not usually Filla asked to speak in a serious tone.
"Bi," call mama to call aunty. "Please invite Tita to play in the room, yes" said mama knowing the situation that does not allow Tita to hear their conversation later.
"I just went home to Fill," said Vino was not good at the chat Filla and his parents.
Tita held Vino's hand, "I'm sure Big Brother knows too, so stay here" Filla said without denying.
Vino nodded after getting a signal from mom and dad to stay there.
"Who's Fanny?" ask Filla to the point.
It was undeniable that the faces of mom and dad expressed their shock at Filla's question.
"Ma, Pa, answer me, until when do you want to hide everything about Fanny from Filla?" asked Filla with teary eyes.
"Sister, calm down, you know where Fanny came from?" mama asked to hold back her tears, hiding about Fani for years making the closed wounds again painful.
"It's important that Filla knows where you're from, why don't you guys ever tell Fanny, she's my sister, right? Why do you have the heart to wipe him out, "Filla can't help but cry, she's blowing it now, her guilt for Fanny is really on the crap right now.
Vino rubbed Filla's back giving her composure, Vino couldn't do more.
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