
Rangga brought Filla in his arms moving up to the surface, Filla drowned deep enough to make Rangga need a little longer to swim carrying him.
"Rey bantuin," said Rangga by lifting Filla's body on the bridge.
Filla coughed while holding her chest, feeling terribly tight, Filla was like losing oxygen around her.
"Fill," said Reya panicked, Reya rubbed softly on Filla's back with a cough that had not subsided.
Rangga came up and sat down next to Filla, "Fill is okay, right?" ask Rangga worried.
Filla still managed to catch her breath that never felt comfortable, occasionally he held her forehead.
"Hand lo Fill!" said Reya shocked to see Filla's hand filled with blood, the wrist that was wrapped in white bandages turned red this morning.
Rangga also jerked and held Filla's hand, "We're going to the hospital now," said Rangga firmly.
Rangga and Reya help Filla stand up but have not had time for them to step Filla lost consciousness.
"Filla!" chanted Vino who ran over to them, "Filla why?" ask Vino to Reya.
Reya shook her head, "Bantuin sis," said Reya frustrated, seeing Filla like this there was part of her heart felt tight.
Vino quickly carried Filla until his hand was held by Rangga.
"Let me be fat," said Rangga firmly and ready to hold Filla.
Vino pushed Rangga away, "It's not time to fight in a gini-like situation" Vino said with a furious flash in his eyes. Vino walked quickly by holding Filla ala bridal style followed by Reya without caring about Rangga who shouted at him.
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Rangga ran over the hospital corridor after asking the receptionist about Filla's whereabouts, and right here, Rangga stroked her chest to hold back her anxiety. It was seen Reya was crying and Vino who was standing with his anxious face at the end of the pillar while staring at the ER room. Rangga approached them.
Reya stood up, "This is all because-garo lo Ngga, if you believe the same we can not Filla kayak gini," said Reya crying.
Vino quickly held Reya out of control, "This is a hospital, Filla needs our prayers not who is wrong about this incident" said Vino with his adult attitude.
"Where is Filla now?" rangga asked anxiously looking at Reya and Vino alternately.
Reya laughs grimly, "Gue thinks you can only take care of the magic grandmother and do not care about Filla," Reya quipped right in front of Rangga, saying, he was really sick of seeing Rangga's face if he remembered Rangga's attitude earlier.
"Gue's wrong Rey, Vebi put everything together to keep Filla away from me" explained Rangga. "Please tell me, Filla why?" ask Rangga again with hope.
Reya breathed a sigh of resignation, arguing with Rangga would not solve the problem he thought.
"No word from the doctor, we wait together, hopefully Filla is fine," said Vino mediate.
Rangga sat in one of the waiting chairs, cupped his face with both hands while looking down, regretting all his words and actions towards Filla.
"Filla's hand why? I don't believe in getting in the door" said Reya after being able to master his emotions.
"Door?" ask Rangga confused.
Vino chose to listen to the talk of Reya and Rangga, although he did not understand what they were talking about, when it comes to Filla all felt he needed to know.
"Semalem I was held by a thug and Filla nolongin, the thug wanted to stab me with a knife but Filla who used his hand," explained Rangga back to remember the incident last night, his heart so filled, Filla even defended him, Filla even, saved him but what? He was the opposite of Filla.
"Stupid! Filla is really stupid, just want to love someone like you, it was discovered he had a taste for you," said Reya annoyed.
Vino rounded his eyes, staring at the lie on Reya's face that he had so much hoped for now.
The door of the ER room opened, then came out a Doctor who finished handling Filla. Rangga, Vino and Reya rushed over to the Doctor anxiously.
"Where is Doc?" asked Rangga looking anxiously at the Doctor.
The doctor breathed resignedly, "The patient had a drop due to fatigue, and the wound in his hand was quite serious, resulting in patients losing a lot of blood, the patient was declared in a coma for now," said the doctor. Instantly the words of the Doctor like a powerful punch on Vino, Reya and Rangga, they did not expect it to be that bad.
"Astagfirullah," said Rangga slowly. He did not expect it to be as serious as the state of Filla, the girl with the tiny body was now lying weak because of her actions, the girl who had always laughed and cheerful now pale and silent, the girl who had always been laughing, Rangga was silent for a long time when he sat down when he heard Filla was in a coma.
"Do not do your best for Filla" said Vino, patting the doctor's shoulder slowly.
"We pray for his recovery, I will do my best for the patient's recovery, I'm sorry" the doctor said, leaving those who were silent.
Reya sat beside Rangga, he also did not expect it to be this serious, Filla just said the wound was not serious, "If I had insisted on taking Filla to the hospital maybe Filla would not be in a coma," Reya looked down crying hearing the situation of her best friend.
"There is nothing wrong, everything has happened do not blame each other, we better pray" said Vino who sat not far from Reya and Rangga.
Reya nodded in agreement.
Rangga could only be silent, everything felt like he couldn't speak, Filla even helped Vebi and he just snapped at her, really stupid. Rangga buried his face in both palms. I don't know what he should do now.
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Rangga clasped Filla's hand, since five days ago Filla had been moved in the nursery, she had not yet passed her critical period, now they only in this room, now they are in this room, Reya and Vino had Rangga forced to go home because he was going to look after Filla.
The room felt very quiet just the sound of the monitor next to Filla. Rangga grabbed Filla's hand and held it. Seeing Filla lying weak made some of her heart ache, Filla with a pale face did not touch him at all, all the words of Rangga like the last wind, Filla seemed to inhabit him now, without giving a chance to be forgiven.
"Filla I'm sorry, I'm really stupid, sorry," said Rangga for the umpteenth time, Rangga really felt guilty for not trusting Filla.
"Filla, you're not just mengemin me, I know you now seneng already made me a crybaby, surely you menggejekin me if you know I cry. No papa Fill, laugh as much, but wake up I beg you," exclaimed Rangga while immersing his face in Filla's hand.
It had been five days Rangga invited Filla to speak, but Filla was still at home with silence. Looks like Filla is happy to inhabit Rangga. Giving a proper lesson for Rangga who had disappointed him.
Rangga got up after a long time down on Filla's bed, "Fill, come on get up, I can't see you longer like gini, I'm sad Fill, my heart hurts, I don't know why," said Rangga while rubbing his chest that felt tight seeing the state of Filla.
Filla moved her arms weakly, staring at her white-dominated surroundings, "Ngga," she said in an almost inaudible manner.
Rangga who heard Filla calling him stared expectantly and rightly Filla opened her eyes. He did not stop thanking God for granting his prayer, "Filla, Filla lo realized, Alhamdulillah, Fill this I Rangga. I called the Doctor," said Rangga as he was about to move but his hand was held by Filla weakly, he sat back down. "Why?" tanyanya.
"No need," replied Filla slowly.
Rangga shook his head, "Sorry Fill, you are still angry with me because of the incident and the incident that night? Sorry, I was wrong" said Rangga feeling guilty towards Filla.
Filla shook her head, "I'm sorry about you" exclaimed Filla.
Rangga manatap Filla clingy, no lies there, Filla's speech is true. Rangga's heart trembled, this was the first time Filla called him you were not lo as usual, there was a different vibration hearing Filla say it, "What do you want?" tanya Rangga followed Filla's way of speaking.
Filla holding her chest the alley felt tight, "Ng-ga," he said.
"Yes Fil, what's wrong with you?" ask Rangga worriedly. "I'm calling you Doctor?" persuaded Rangga was anxious to see Filla who had difficulty breathing.
Filla shook her head with great difficulty, "I'm cin-ta ka-mu," said Filla stammered as she let out a drop of her tears.
Rangga looked at him in disbelief, "Fill," he exclaimed quietly. Rangga hugged Filla and kissed the top of her head. "I love you too" said Rangga seriously with his heart.
As soon as everything was as bright and frank as taking them far away, they were thrown away to go some place far away, they both did not know what was happening, and then it was all dark.
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