Filla And Rangga (The Perfect Dream)
Chapter 49

"Later Filla, Papa will deliver but not now," persuaded papa.

"Yes, son" said the mother in support.

Filla shook her head, "Filla beg Pa, Filla has something to do, if the man is Rangga, the same person as Filla, Filla does not know how to explain it, but it seems that when Filla is in a coma, Filla ngalamin many things in the dream and all it has to do with Rangga and orphanage, come on Pa, Filla must make sure," whined Filla while staring at his parents pleading.

Papa and Mama looked at Filla in surprise, "It is true that Rangga, the son of Papa and Mama's best friend, and how do you know the name of the child?" ask papa curious.

Filla looked at papa in disbelief, there was hope that Rangga was not an illusion, "Rangga?" Filla assured her hearing. "Pa take me to meet Rangga," Pinta Filla who finally grabbed the nod of papa and her mother.

Filla in a wheelchair pushed papa and her mother into the room next to Filla's room, Filla closed her eyes hoping for calm and hope it was Rangga who was there.

As the door of the room opened Filla looked at the man who was turning his back at this moment, it seemed like the man was being fed something by his mother.

"Assalamualaikum Ton," said papa as he entered the room.

The man who was greeted immediately lifted his face from the newspaper he read, "Waalaikumsalam Yo, come in" the man replied kindly followed by his wife.

Filla immediately fell silent, they were right mother and father who had been with him, whether it was in the world and at what time, like, Filla felt their gazes did not know Filla in the slightest there was only a friendly gaze like the first time Filla entered their family, all like a repeat. Filla was still staring at the back of someone who was getting closer the more he was sure he was Rangga.

"Would Filla be able to go for a walk?" ask the mother then approached Filla and stroked the top of her head.

Filla looked at the middle-aged woman in front of him, "Mother," he said slowly.

Everyone looked at him in wonder including the man who had been looking back at him, Filla was stunned to see the man was right Rangga, but she hesitated to say hello especially to hug Rangga even though she wanted to, seeing Rangga's reaction, and she was very happy, reminded him of when he first met Rangga in Rangga's own room, a sharp and foreign gaze.

Mommy smiled at Filla, "Yes call Mommy, good you don't need to tell me, ah exciting deh have a big daughter," said the mother exactly like the first time Filla met her, but this time the situation was different.

"Have you Ra, my son wants you to take it, too" mama's chirps make you laugh.

The others also laughed at the mama's curse except for Rangga who was still looking at each other with Filla, all this is real, Filla is not sure now what position he is in, everything is strange, all strange, he knew everyone who was here but the other stranger looked at him, what happened, actually, was he the only one who dreamed.

Mother followed the direction of Filla's gaze staring at Rangga. With a smile, he said, "Oh at this one look at each other, what's wrong?" cletuk mother made Filla turn her gaze away. "Let's acquaintance first," invite mother while pushing Filla's wheelchair closer to Rangga's bed.

"The people don't want to know him!" rangga said firmly.

Filla looked at Rangga in disbelief, did Rangga not recognize him? What kind of drama are they doing now?

"The ladder! Jutek very, what's wrong with knowing each other, so friends," reprimanded mother does not like to see the attitude of Rangga.

Rangga looked at Filla sharply, "For he's I'm in a coma, I want, he's the cause of the accident!" snapped Rangga made everything in the room look at him.

"All accidents No one wants to self-abrakin, Filla is also sick like you," said the father mediated.

Filla did not believe all this, the assumption was that Rangga did not know him and now even hated him, "Ma, I want to get out of here," said Filla with a down, he could not be here, he could not be, everything is not as expected, why everything became like this. Is he crazy about linking dreams to reality? Looks like he's because no one feels the same as him, then why are all his dreams right, he's analyzing everyone here.

"Yes, son" said the mother and pushed Filla's chair towards the door followed by the papa.

"Ton, Ra. We left the room first yes," said papa melted the atmosphere so frozen.

Mother and father just nodded feeling unwell with Rangga's attitude.

Filla and her parents returned to Filla's nursery, Filla had since looked down and cried, I don't know what she felt, she said, but his heart ached to see Rangga's attitude and the fact that the memory was only his.

"Darling why? You have the same attitude as Rangga? It's probably because he's sick again" said Mama to calm Filla.

"No Ma, Rangga is outrageous, Filla has come well there, he thinks he's innocent? Filla is also a victim, why turn on Filla," papa's babble sounded furious with Rangga's attitude towards his daughter.

Mama clasped papa's hand, "Have it," said mama calming.

"Filla doesn't know, Pa, Ma, what's this all about and what should it do?" said Filla was upset with the situation, he cupped his face and took a slow massage of his head that felt dizzy.

"What do you mean, son?" ask papa confused by Filla's words.

Finally Filla told him everything he had faced so far, in a world that was so real to him, with nothing he had left, from the death of his parents to college in Singapore that had not been resolved.

"So you mean, as long as you're in a coma you do a lot of things?" mama asked reassuringly.

Filla nodded, "Many Ma, and until now Filla did not know what it meant, Filla was also confused if the dream was just a sleeping flower could not be Rangga's face, too, Mommy and Dad are all similar? While Filla never once met them," said Filla at length.

Papa nodded in understanding, "You're going through a lot of confusing things, and only you have that memory, and everything is true, Papa also gets confused between believing and not, but seeing the situation as real," said papa weighing all the complicated Filla stories.

"Udahlah Fill, thank you all, with this you understand the rigors of life without parents, and you can be independent, Mama hope you can turn into a good Filla, the adorable child of Mama, Mama, at least finally Mama can hug you and can talk to you in a relaxed tone not screaming like usual," said the mother who grabbed a nod Filla.

Filla hugged mom followed by dad who also hugged them, "Ma, Pa thanks still here, Filla's life without you guys is too heavy, everything feels lonely, everything feels lonely, Filla is grateful that all of them are just dreams even though there is a little sadness because they do not know everything, but there are you enough, because you are the most valuable," said Filla.

Papa stroked Filla's hair slowly, "Papa sure all that God has to say son, we started all from the beginning, Papa promises to always trust you," said papa sincere.

At least of all the sadness there is one happiness that covers everything, Filla now not alone there is a mother and her father who will always be beside her, starting new days, continuing her life that was stopped temporarily, he said, he'll make it all a lesson.

Where the lesson hopes to change his behavior and way of thinking. God took his happiness first, then replaced it with another happiness, and now God returns the happiness he once had but recalls the happiness he had just lived, at least from all this he learned that not everything can be grasped because our hands are too small, just one and believe in your heart you thank it because the basis of happiness is how sincere and grateful you are for what God has outlined.

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