Filla And Rangga (The Perfect Dream)

Filla And Rangga (The Perfect Dream)
Chapter 34


Filla entered the house by running, making the mother in the family room jerked.


"Sister," call mom when she finds out Filla's coming into the house.


Fiilla circulated his gaze hurriedly looking for someone he really wanted to see.


"So why?" ask the worried mother while grasping Filla's shoulder.


Filla stared at the mother, "Where rain?" ask her by shaking her shoulder.


"There is a room" said the mother with a confused face while pointing towards the top floor.


Hearing Filla's relief, "Bun, Filla's promise, no matter how much Mother and Filla keep the promise with Filla to not give Rain to anyone," said Filla with tears.


"Oh my God, Mother does not hate Brother, this is why?" tanya mother gripped Filla's shoulder.


Filla wiped the tears. "No bun, Filla went to the room first," said Filla then passed leaving the mother who was still staring confused himself.


Filla walked up to Rain in the room. The 1-year-old baby was raised, "Rain don't stay with all of us yes, my dear brother Rain," he said while kissing Rain's puffed cheeks.


Rain grabbed Filla's idung while laughing. It was this laughter that made Filla strong, Rain's laughter that reminded her of all smiles, as she was sad, Rain was her comforter, she could not imagine what if Rain walked out of her life. Filla came back crying while hugging Rain.


"Sister? Brother why?" ask the mother who had seen Filla who spoke with Rain. "Rain where are you going? And what does Brother mean?" asked Mother confused by Filla's attitude.


Filla wiped her tears and put Rain in the baby box back, "No Bun, it's okay," replied Filla wanted to leave but her hand was held back.


"Sister, Brother is angry with Mother? Mommy apologizes, Mommy just does not want Brother to be a hard child again like first who just want to win alone. Mommy believes with Sister that Sister may not intend evil with Rain, or slander Kania, but Mommy just does not want Kayak Sister first," said mother while crying.


Filla hugged her while crying, finally she forgave her, she missed this subtle saying, "Sorry Filla Bun" Filla said in her sobs.


"Sister is not wrong, Mother who is too hard as Big Brother, now the story of whether Mother is what?" persuade mother while removing Filla's tears.


Filla finally told him about the events he had just learned. Of course you are shocked by this reality, but you can still hold back your anger and choose to mature in dealing with this.


"No need to be afraid, Rain not only has Big Brother, but all of us" said mother assured Filla.


At least Filla's calm if you don't want Rain to leave either.


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Filla sat on the back porch gazing at the star-studded sky, whether she should be happy or sad about all of this, on one hand she was glad Rain was no longer alone, he has parents and can live like any other child with real family affection. But on the other hand his heart was sad because now there were no more cries and laughter Rain that filled his days, now felt lonely.


Since then the novel that he read was still open on the same page, seemed reluctant to continue his reading that had somehow reached where.


"Sister," call the father who put himself next to Filla.


Filla turned her head and threw her best smile, "lya Well," Filla positioned her seat as she leaned towards father.


"Sister still sad?"


Filla smiled, "Lumayan Yah, Filla is used to Rain so it is a bit difficult to accept" said Filla honestly.


"Dad knows it's hard, but take the plus side, Rain has a whole family now, he's lucky you met him for a while," he patted Filla's shoulder gently looking at him closely.


"If no one wakes up that night we don't know what could happen with Rain, he's lucky to meet you, but there's a time, brother, when we should be sincere whatever we have, he said, whatever's on our side."


Filla nodded, "Filla will try to be sincere Well."


"Fill," said Rangga and sat next to Filla after the departure of the father.


There's no answer. Filla is busy with her own thoughts, "Fill, sorry if yesterday I did not believe you, I am really stupid," Rangga hit his own head.


Filla was still silent not to criticize Rangga's words.


Rangga breathing resignedly, "Fill sorryin yes, I was wrong. It turns out that Kania is not as good as I thought, she is evil even as her own child, and just now when she came with who was it? Ah Riyan I want to ridicule the feeling of oath," said Rangga at length.


Filla moved from her seat leaving Rangga. Until his hand was held by Rangga, "Lepasin!" said angry.


"Well that dong, by the way, this is not, since Rain was brought with Kania, lo diem did not say anything," said Rangga still holding the hand of Filla who revolted


"Gue is not in the mood to joke, freelance, anyways for what I am talking about that comes out just sedition like the word lo!"”said Filla growled.


Rangga was silent, Filla's words were really right to embrace his guilt, he tried to smile, "Come with me," he said then pulled Filla who was still busy rebelling out of the house and pulled him into excitement.


"What the hell is Ngga? Went where? I'm not in the mood anymore don't bother me," said Filla began to be upset with Rangga's behavior.


Rangga climbed on the bike and wore a helmet when they were gargled, "Udah join, guaranteed not to make a loss," Rangga pulled Filla's hand to ride on the bike and then gave the helmet to Filla.


Without going against Filla following Rangga's will, however, he was not feeling the taste for fighting or shouting, "This is where?" ask Filla when Rangga's motorbike stops at one place that Filla thinks is foreign.


"Udah, yuk," asked Rangga while pulling his hand.


Seen in front there are many lanterns floating on the water and a lot of boats floating there, also many people who are seen eating dinner on the boats.


"So this is the dinner that you promised?" tanya Filla was still lazy with whatever she was doing now.


Rangga nodded, "I'm sorry, yes" he said again with a face that was seen as eleventh as possible.


Filla averted her eyes, far away staring at the brightly lit lantern, this scene amazed her but still made her sad when she remembered Rain would not be with them again, again she felt abandoned.


Rangga went awry, seeing Filla just being quiet made him feel even more guilty, regretting the gaze and speech he showed to Filla at that time.


Every now and then Filla touched the water that felt so cold that it calmed down a little.


"Where's your test?" rangga asked Filla to speak, diving into the silence that Filla created made him not feel at home.


"Lumayan," replied Filla soberly without turning her eyes to the lake.


Rangga smiled a little to hear Filla answer his question, "Sorry Fill does not believe you yesterday, I did not expect that Kania could do such a cruel thing," Rangga tried to get an apology from Filla for the umpteenth time.


"Hmmm," Filla just cleared her throat softly, almost inaudible.


Rangga breathed resignedly, "Fill sorry, I know you're so excited about me."


"Gue is not angry with you, just disappointed," said Filla finally.


"Sorry Fill let you down," Rangga followed Filla's line of sight, staring at her own hand while playing with water.


Filla did not intend to talk to Rangga, he had to neutralize his sadness now, relieve the pain of not being trusted for a time even though Filla knew Rangga and mother did not intend to hurt him, it's just that his heart has not been able to accept anything Rangga said now.


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