
Morning came with a bright light, mother all night looking after Filla, making Filla can only feel bad, even though she only hitchhiked at home but mother's affection is the same as the affection given by her mother. I don't know Filla hesitates will be able to survive if not met with mother.
Mother took a slow bow, "Wake up, sister?" ask mommy rasak typical wake up.
"Udah Bun," Filla replied with a smile.
"Yaudah Mommy wants to prepare breakfast first, Filla took a shower first, the morning shower was healthy," Mother who received the respect from Filla could only smile. "Mandi lo kak, do not continue to sleep," said mother made Filla laugh again.
"Every Boss" he said. Filla immediately got up and went to the toilet, still weak from the fever last night, I don't know Filla was also surprised, he had not felt a fever for a long time, maybe because it was too long under the sower and troumanya because of Bianca and her friends, considering the events of yesterday Filla's tears fell again, he was annoyed at himself who could only remain silent.
Filla finished her bath while crying, this time she did not want to be stupid again by making her body cold and fever again, kasian mother who took care of her with great difficulty.
Now Filla was sitting in her bed staring at the window next to her, staring at the pool that was quite large in the back yard, actually only her eyes were staring at the pool while her mind was still on yesterday's events, something he really hated.
"Fill, this is your breakfast, eat and take medicine," said Rangga who just entered Filla's room with a nice meal and milk on top. Realizing Filla who did not press him at all made Rangga a little upset. "Fill, people say why the hell?" rangga said with a high tone.
"It's okay Ngga," Filla still did not look at Rangga.
Rangga became upset himself, "Fill, if there is nothing in front of do not forget and make everyone worried, I know you have a problem and do not want to share, I know you have a problem, yes wrong you yourself who do not want to share so do not be cheered on everyone like gini. Selesein lo problem as you want," snapped Rangga.
"Whispering Ngga, don't bother can?" snapped Filla looked at Rangga annoyed.
"People do not bother you lo bales, I am good intentions you dare to snap, you want what the hell? If you want to stay it is up to you. Don't make everyone worry, hadepin problem lo own because it's your choice, you choose to selesein yourself and now what? Lo diem is like a man in severe pain like gini. Not cool lo Fill," Rangga passed away after leaving the fried rice made by the mother dimeja did not forget the door dings that managed to make Filla caught.
Filla wiped away her flowing tears with the back of her hand. "Tell Rangga, I can not gini," said Filla convinced.
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Filla was sitting in the backyard, since hearing the clash of Rangga, Filla so knew that silence would not solve the problem, and especially besides her tormented, her new family would also be worried about her.
"Sister, brother again daydreaming about this?" asked Rafi while carrying her flagship math book, Filla remembered that mother had told her Rafi was a child who was good at math.
"Hey, no, Rafi, right?" ask Filla to make sure.
Rafi smiled, "It turns out big brother," he said, then smiled again. "Why sit here alone, brother?" ask Rafi back.
"Kakak Ngak nagamun Fi, sister just saw Tita same Ara who was playing there," Filla while pointing at Tita and Ara who were playing with Tiara and Fida. "Some of you are really scared, anyway" joked Filla while patting Rafi's arm.
Rafi laughed, "Not kepo Kak, I'm horrified brother mute from the scene," he explained to make Filla nod.
"Sheep on a lie," elak Filla laughed. "Fi, you wanna ask, Rafi was bullied?" ask Filla carefully.
"Earlier," said Rafi steadily.
Filla stared fixedly at Rafi, even this man was still far below her age but was mature and wise. Filla became envious of him, "How are you relaxed? bully is cruel and not terribly convinced. How did you take it?" ask Filla enthusiastically.
"Who told you that bully is good?" rafi said giggling. "Yes under relaxed aja sak, as long as we are not wrong yes we fight, like me yes, time in Junior High, I am always bullied because different from their appearance, I was considered cupu, I was, and I changed Thank God I managed to be cool and not bullied again, even adored," said Rafi while posing handsome pretentious according to Filla.
Filla patted Rafi's arm, "What the hell, Dek? very narcissistic, but really, you are cool and brother to think about your cold horn, you will not like new people like brother," said Filla with a smile.
"No, sister, I'm even fun, have a sister who is not kayak yesterday only have Bang Rangga's brother who is super handsome," said Rafi while laughing to make Filla laugh.
"You really, we're one group, Dek!" said Filla still laughing.
Rafi couldn't cover her laughter as Filla and her jokes dominated, "Oh Brother, I went to the room to study mathematics, tomorrow there is a test," Pamit Rafi made Filla nod.
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My goal is just to get up, though,
the bad thing depends on which side you see.
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Filla looked at herself in the mirror, smiling from head to toe, now in her full school uniform, still with the pigtails that had made her look ordinary.
Slowly pulled the hair ties that had made it weak in the eyes of Bianca and others. Now he wants to change, or rather not change but return to his former self, Filla who never got disturbed and most respected, it wants now, he said, it's not meant to want evil anymore like it used to be just all this to make it stronger like a rock.
Filla opened her makeup bag that she had not noticed in the last few weeks, she took it and she permak herself, after feeling enough Filla to process her hair to look more bevolume and beautiful.
After all Filla was done looking in the mirror and smiling, it didn't take long for him to do all this because of him.
Filla in front of the mirror that looks beautiful and elegant, this is it, Filla who looks strong with a sharp gaze. Filla took her bag and left the room, headed downstairs to the dining table, wanting to have breakfast with her new extended family.
"Morning," said Filla with enthusiasm, without realizing he had been stared at all the eyes in the dining room not least Rangga super duper shocked. Filla was busy picking up bread and applying jam until she realized everyone was staring at her. "Why on Filla's mengeliatin?" ask Filla confused.
"No, Mother pangling only you change," Mother still stared fixed Filla from top to bottom.
"Filla did not change Bun, just yesterday again on leave, want to find another style, but like this style is more suitable for Filla, yes not Yah?" ask Filla to ask for the approval of a father who has seen his style.
"Of course" said the father, winking one eye at Filla, making Filla laugh.
"I thought it was artist Kak" chirped Bagas who was still chewing his bread.
"Artists where to try? Kayak mbak-mbak menor," said Rangga.
Filla resentfully poked Rangga with the tissue she had brought earlier. "I'm like an artist, thank God Bagas is not a cataract like lo," Filla led to mother and father can only shake their heads.
"So bad, this is what Filla used tissue!" rangga made all the sisters laugh.
"Snothing, is it good?" said Filla while sticking out her tongue.
"Ih, nih," said Rangga while returning Filla's tissue in disgust. "Torok," chirped Rangga who grabbed Filla's laughter, at least Rangga calm when he saw Filla was cheerful again.
"Now you've eaten food? Cepetan go to school, or I stay," said Rangga while greeting father and mother.
"Every driver," chirped Filla followed Rangga saluting mother and father.
"Supervice?" asked Rangga in disbelief.
Filla instead pushed Rangga, "Petat retar late," said Filla. "Bun, Dad, we're leaving, guys don't be naughty huh. The same," said Filla approached Rain who from yesterday he did not see because he was silent in the room.
"Such a big brother with you," said Filla while kissing Rain who was held by mother with anxiety.
"Says he wants a spit. I'm staying really, really," Rangga left Filla for the garage. "Yes the driver," cried Filla while running, seeing their behavior everyone laughed because since there Filla this family felt more alive.
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