Filla And Rangga (The Perfect Dream)
Chapter 147

Rangga walked into a cafe, he stepped closer to Putra who sat in the right corner of the cafe.

"Tra," said Rangga while holding the Son's shoulder.

The son turned his head expressionlessly while also patting Rangga on the shoulder. "Gue thought it would not come" said Putra, circling the glass with his index finger.

Rangga smiled thinly, "Lo galau gini, how can I refuse dateng," said Rangga.

The son smiled faintly, "Gue fancied so lo," The son smiled as if he was posing himself.

Rangga patted Son's shoulder, "What's wrong?" ask Rangga.

The son turned to Rangga and sipped a drink that he had only seen since, "Gue has broken up," said Putra then turned to the glass window of the cafe featuring highway activity in front of it.

Rangga sighed, then took a sip of the drink he had ordered earlier.

"Udahlah," said the Son forced his smile, "Lo how? 1 Year Filla's departure still you regret?" ask Putra.

Rangga raised both eyebrows and smiled, "Maybe it's a punishment for me" said Rangga.

"Sometimes it takes a loss to know he's worth more than anything" said Putra.

Rangga patted the Son on the shoulder, "Now, is your relationship really over or can you still fix it?" ask Rangga.

"At first I thought I could, ask him to make friends I thought could make us start again, in fact not," said Putra.

"Why did you agree to break up? If you end up feeling sick yourself."

"Because he asked," said the Son then lowered his head, many became a burden on his mind, and Rangga knew that.

Rangga sighed, "Didn't he often ask to break up when you guys fight?" asked Rangga, he knew for sure how the relationship between the Son and his girlfriend.

"Yes, but at one point he was silent, I think he understood the real problem in silence he prepared the most painful parting."

Rangga patted repeatedly on the Son's shoulder, "If it is chasing, do not give up, do not law yourself with regret."

The son sighed, "Rara has someone better than me Ngga," said Putra resignedly.

"What you see is not necessarily the same as what happens on the Tra field, you have to be sure of it,"

The son shook his head, "Gue just understood that men are friends with women because he likes them but not for women, they make friends because they start to dislike them. And Rara's on that pase."

Rangga remembered Filla's last friend invitation, the Son's words as if also fixed on him, Rangga sipped back his drink, again he would regret the opportunity he had wasted so far.

Filla seemed to prepare to remove Rangga while Rangga was still in the starting point.

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Rangga sat on a chair near the balcony of his room, since he was still staring at the balcony of Filla which almost a year never opened, Filla did not even intend to go home even for a moment.

Rangga tried hard to live his college days even though the shadow of Filla was always present, Rangga was pensive while holding a small book given by Filla.

Reading it Rangga so was told that so many opportunities that he wasted, left only regret that has no meaning.

Everyone around Rangga certainly realized every change in Rangga's attitude after the departure of Filla, Rangga's life seemed to be changed by itself.

Rangga remembered his conversation with Filla, and each remembered him hating his own attitude.

Rangga rode his motorcycle in the campus parking lot, trying to install his helmet until Filla's hand grasped his arm to make his activities stop. "Otherwise?" Rangga asked with his lazy face.

Filla was still with a carefree smile, a smile that one would probably never show when he got a cruel word even before speaking, "Nebeng huh?"

"Emang lo ever nanya if you want nebeng? Not shameless," said Rangga.

And again Filla never gave up with all the words of Rangga, "Asik, up nih," said Filla enthusiastically.

But once again Filla's face was gloomy when Rangga at high speed left the new Filla preparing to climb onto the bike.

Rangga inhaled a deep breath, he closed his eyes, feeling the tightness that Filla might have felt had his attitude.

Filla's departure is the last chance that Rangga also wasted, making it difficult to sleep and rule out Filla in every day.

Rangga opened the book that Filla gave, all about it was written neatly by Filla on each sheet.

Rangga gently rubbed one of the sheets in the book in the form of Filla's writing about all the pain that Rangga gave.

"It's bad that I'm the same as you Fill" said Rangga.

Rangga opened the last page, deliberately stepping over the pages that he had often opened.

I should have understood, loving you would hurt like this...

Rangga felt the writing that Filla wrote in black ink, down every word that existed, the writing seemed to insinuate him.

And again, letting go of you is the last option...

Rangga closed his eyes, breathing in the thinning air because of the guilt he felt.

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Rangga walked into his room, until the door was open and Kania with a typical smile enthusiastically approached Rangga.

"Rangga, I'm calling you downstairs, why is there no response?"

Rangga slammed Kania's hand into his arm, "Who told you to come in? Get out," said Rangga lazy.

"No way, why the hell, what's the trouble behind kayak first?" said Kania while folding her hands in front of her chest.

Rangga smiled cynically, "There's no place for people not to be kayak lo, get out!" rangga snapped while pointing at the door of his room.

"Certainly because of this, you must be in the pellet because of this book," said Kania robbed the book in the hands of Rangga.

Rangga looked up, "Balikin Kania!" rangga said while staring at Kania sharply.

"No way, I want to throw this book away" said Kania then ran out of Rangga's room.

Rangga quickly chased after Kania, they went down the stairs, until on the lower floor Mother looked at the two of them with a difficult gaze to interpret.

"Kania balikin or I make lo nyesel," Rangga's anger really cannot be overcome.

"Stop!" shouting mother.

Kania walked up to the trash can in the living room, "I don't hesitate to throw this away, surely because of this book you changed," said Kania while holding a book right above the trash.

"Dare you throw it away, I won't stay silent!"

"Kania balikin Rangga's book, and you should go home," said Mother full of emphasis.

"No want Mother, Rangga changed because of this," said Kania memelasik mother.

"Cania!" rangga's snatch pulled Kania's hand.

Kania stared intently at Rangga and dropped the book and left it open on the floor and stepped on it.

"Cania!" shouted Rangga while looking at the book given by Filla who stepped on by Kania without sin. Rangga pulled Kania's hand out of the house.

Kania persisted by slapping Rangga's hand, "People are sick, don't pull."

"Rangga, slow down son, do not be rude," said mother reminded but Rangga remained at the peak of his anger.

Rangga pushed Kania down on the front porch of the house, "Gue has remembered you to know the limits, never step foot in this house or you know the consequences," Rangga slammed the door as hard as possible to make the mother wipe the chest.

"Sabar Ngga," said the mother walked closer to Rangga.

Rangga, who was reminded of Filla's book, ran and tidied it up, "Damn!" rangga said annoyed. "Sorry Fill" he said, bringing the book back to his room.

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