
They spend a lot of time in the night market, exploring various games after the rain subsides, forgetting about everything that happened and being themselves. At least that's what Filla promised himself.
They sit in one of the fast food stands, Rangga enjoying a burger while Filla just ordered his favorite avocado juice.
Filla reached for something in her bag, "Happy Birthday Ngga" Filla said as she thrust a box at Rangga.
Rangga frowned, "My birthday is still 3 days away," said Rangga.
Filla nodded, "Gue love sooner is okay?" said Filla with a smile.
Rangga nodded, "Our house is next door, you can give it any time," said Rangga while taking the box from Filla.
Filla shrugged both shoulders and sipped her avocado juice, "I can't give you directly later" said Filla.
Rangga nodded despite feeling surprised, "Thank you," said Rangga.
"And this," Filla retreated her bag and handed a small book to Rangga.
"For me?" ask Rangga.
Filla nodded, "But don't open it now yeah, it's all about the lo I went through in the dream world" Filla said.
Rangga frowned, "I want all, why do you love this to me?" ask Rangga wonder.
Filla smiled, "Gue shouldn't have missed it for a long time, I can't throw the book away, so I broke up to love you, after that it's up to you to throw it away or sell it whatever the book is."
"I can't throw it away, why are you talking about it? We're all right, aren't we?"
Filla nodded, "That's okay for you, but it's hard for me Ngga," said Filla smiling wryly, Filla sighing neutralizing the tightness she felt, what he wants to end tonight is hard to say.
"You mean?" ask Rangga.
"Gue always said that I can't forget you and unconsciously always hope, but this time I think I know how to go, and make you just a past," said Filla while looking into Rangga's eyes with her eyes glazed over.
"Why must I forget Fill? Can't we go back to what we used to be? I'm sorry to always hurt you," said Rangga holding back her tears, and Rangga can say once again only Filla women can make her eyes look glass other than mother.
Filla shook her head, "No way, if I come back, I punish myself, I sacrifice a lot for your lupain," said Filla smiled bitterly.
Rangga looked into Filla's eyes, he could not see the seriousness inside, the very thing he hoped for now.
Filla reached out her hand, "We can be friends right? I may be selfish to always hope you turn around but this time do not refuse my invitation to friendship yes," said Filla forced her smile.
Rangga stared at Filla's hand without any intention of welcoming her.
Filla lowered her hand and smiled, "It seems rejected again, thanks to Ngga, I teach a lot about life," said Filla.
Rangga was silent.
"Gue back, you carefully on the road," said Filla left but his hand was immediately held by Rangga.
"I'm anther" said Rangga looking into Filla's eyes.
Filla shook her head, "Gue called my driver," Filla left Rangga, smiling as she walked away from Rangga.
"This time you're great" Filla whispered to herself. Filla wiped away the tears that had soaked her cheeks and then completely left Rangga.
Rangga hit the table to make everyone look at him, he did not care with the look of dislike of the people around him, Filla said as if the end of the hope he fostered.
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Rangga opened his eyes, he was only able to sleep at dawn, he saw a clock that was on the table that showed at 12 noon. Rangga took a towel and went into the bathroom.
"Bang, Mommy has come home, a sneak entar lo diomelin," shouted Rafi who entered Rangga's room and banged on Rangga's toilet door.
"Patience, I just came in, too" cried Rangga from inside.
Rafi patted the door of the toilet Rangga, "It's up to you that I'm not responsible," said Rafi then stepped away leaving Rangga's room.
Rangga sighed, he was very lazy to do the activity today, Filla said as if spinning in his brain.
Rangga took the time to perform Zuhur prayer before going down.
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"Not living?" ledek father who was enjoying lunch made the others laugh at the father's words.
"Emang tu Yah, Bang Rangga just woke up really again, built even he who was angry," Tiara shoot.
"Udah, don't eat first, you don't sleep late? Tumben woke up at noon," said the mother while preparing rice for Rangga.
Rangga sighed and sat next to his father and mother.
"Lemes very Ngga, kayak out of love aja," ledek father.
Rangga does not bulris, just chews lazily food prepared by mother.
"Udah Dad, I really like ledekin children," said mother.
"Kan emang broke up with Dad, yesterday fought with Kak Kania," said Rafi.
"Why on the rut anyway?" rangga said while looking hard at Rafi.
"I'm sorry, but it's a fact" Rafi said.
"Udah, even briefly fight, Mother does not like yes," said mother.
"Mother, Riko is done eating, can you go to Tita's house?" ask Riko.
Mommy nodded, "Jaudah there, Titanya at the comfort of Ko was not invited to fight," said mother reminded.
"Each Mother, Riko pity Tita, can not meet Kak Ila," said Riko, indeed he used to call Filla as Kak Ila since childhood.
Rangga frowned, "Emang Filla where?" ask Rangga.
"You don't know, do you?" asked the mother in surprise, while Rangga shook his head. "Mother think you know, so mother did not wake up this morning," said mother while scooping food for herself after taking care of the sisters.
"So where's Filla?" asked Rangga impatiently.
"Filla went to Milan, she got accepted on a college scholarship like you, don't you know? The announcement was in unison," said the father.
Rangga looked up, "Where is Filla now?" asked Rangga while standing up.
"Yes already departed Ngga, at 7 was take off the plane," said mother staring at the wonder of Rangga.
"Why didn't anyone tell Rangga?" rangga asked while rubbing her face rough.
"Mother think you already know, instead of taking a walk? Mommy thinks it's farewell," said the mother.
Rangga ran up the stairs leaving mother and father who called Rangga in surprise.
Rangga went into the room and looking for his cell phone, Rangga quickly called Filla's number but nil, Filla's number is not active.
"Filla please," said Rangga frustrated continued to contact Filla even though he knew the results would remain the same.
Rangga threw his phone on the bed and walked quickly to change clothes and take a jacket and get out of the room after picking up the phone that he had thrown.
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