Filla And Rangga (The Perfect Dream)
Chapter 136

"What is your same story?" said Filla while looking in Rangga's eyes.

Rangga sighed, "Fill, we both know what kind of position we each have, at least when you decide to forget me, choose someone better than me," Rangga.

"He is no different from you, it can only hurt the hearts of others," said Filla spicy.

Rangga averted his eyes from Filla, breathing the air trying to reduce the tightness of hearing Filla's words, "Yes, it's all my fault that can't take you," said Rangga. "But I can't do anything Fill, the memory goes away and now comes back, like I'm trying to keep you away from my life and now selfishly want you back."

Filla looked into Rangga's eyes, there were no lies there but her heart was already too tired to deal with love.

"Gue can't go back No, if I go back to making you special there's no guarantee I can survive, it's too hard ngga besides lo, when I come back, the effort has been in vain," said Filla lirih.

Hearing him there was a part of Rangga who was destroyed, a remark that he did not want to hear from Filla finally uttered.

Filla wiped away the tears, "Please don't ever be in my life again, just lo so Rangga who thinks I never existed," said Filla then turned to leave Rangga, and then turned around, until Rangga's words stopped his steps.

"If I could turn back the clock, I would choose never to see you, because I'm the beginning of all the pain you've got."

Filla wiped away her tears and then stepped away from Rangga.

After walking quite a distance, Filla sat down at the bus stop.

Rangga looked at Filla who was sitting at the bus stop, Rangga was still faithful to see the movement of Filla, if Filla did not want to see him then just by watching from afar he could do.

Rangga had to make sure Filla returned home safely, it felt tight to see Filla cupping her face with both palms, hiding her cries.

Rangga's tears drip slowly, guilt gnaws at every inch of his heart, the memory of his rejection of Filla is too imprint to not be twisted back in his brain.

Filla reached into her phone in her bag, had many missed calls from her friends and especially from Vino, even Salsa also contacted her.

Filla did not care about all the calls, he looked for the name of Mr. Mamat in the call box and then contacted him.

After calling Mr. Mamat, Filla looked around, feeling lonely just a few vehicles passing by.

Filla rubbed both of her arms driving away the cold race that started to tease her.

A man sitting next to Filla, there began to be a sense of anxiety as the man slowly approached Filla by shifting his seat.

Filla turned her head when Rangga's suit was already draped over her shoulder, Filla almost took it off until Rangga's gaze and hand stopped her.

"Wagging the goodness of fellow humans," said Rangga.

Rangga sat between Filla and the man, making the man rewind his seat and walked away from Filla and Rangga without a word.

"Gue does not need human goodness for now," said Filla firmly while taking off Rangga's coat and thrusting it at Rangga.

"Don't be stubborn, you're in pain" said Rangga again put his suit on Filla's shoulder. Rangga held Filla's hand when Filla was stubbornly taking off her suit. "I can't spare you and Filla's cold, so I beg you this time" said Rangga firmly.

Filla sighed then looked straight ahead without caring about Rangga.

They were silent with the sunyinya night only the sound of vehicles passing by.

Tinn...

Filla nodded, "Go home Sir," said Filla as she walked away from Rangga, but not a few steps back to Rangga while taking off Rangga's coat draped on his shoulder. "Thank you" said Filla then walked back to leave Rangga after reaching for a nod.

Rangga stared at Filla's car which slowly disappeared due to the distance, Rangga sighed then smiled when he saw her suit.

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After two days at the party, Filla still feels at home locked in the room, she does not intend to go out even when her friends force though.

The sound of knocking on the door made Filla turn.

Mama walked up to Filla, then sat on Filla's bed to make Filla sit next to her.

"Why?" ask Filla.

"In front there is Salsa" said Mama. "You have to accept whatever happens, sister, as Mama told you, you have to be grateful to show me something like this now, rather than getting late," said mama while rubbing the top of Filla's head.

Filla did not cover a single story on mama, Filla had told everything that happened to mama and papa. Of course both were surprised by Filla's remarks but always supported what decision Filla took.

Filla nodded, "Yes Ma, Filla will meet Salsa."

Mama smiled, she was proud of Filla who chose not to avoid the problems she was facing.

Filla stopped her steps on the side of the stairs then sighed, she had to be completely mature for every problem.

"Sister Filla" said Salsa softly as Filla sat in front of him.

Filla silently looked at Salsa, herself not knowing what she was really feeling right now, perhaps too tired with everything that was happening.

"I'm sorry" said Salsa, looking down.

"What do you want me to hear is not just an apology, so stop apologizing and say what you want to take until you come to my house?" said Filla coldly.

Salsa nodded, "I don't know what to say to Brother other than sorry, it's all my fault."

Filla looked at Salsa who still did not dare to meet her face.

"Since I first saw Kak Vino at college, I've loved him, until I found out everything about him, that day, that day, I was on holiday in Singapore on purpose because I knew that Kak Vino was there without his brother" Salsa said, then ventured to lift his face to look at Filla's eyes even though he looked down again.

Filla was silent, she couldn't even put on an expression like anything right now.

"It's all my fault, I deliberately found out all Kak Vino's activities over there, until I found him drunk in a cafe."

Filla was a little surprised to hear Salsa's confession about Vino, which Filla knew, Vino was the type of man who never touched the illicit drink though.

"And foolishly, I took the initiative to bring him back to the hotel where Kak Vino was staying, we finally did something that should never have happened" Salsa could not help but sob. "Sorry Brother, because of my love, I hurt Brother and Sister Vino."

Filla sighed, it felt mixed when someone who felt would never hurt even the opposite.

Salsa held Filla's hand, looked Filla in the eye still with her tears, "I know you're all wrong, but please help me," Salsa said softly barely audible.

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