Filla And Rangga (The Perfect Dream)
Chapter 88

Filla stared at the view from the window of the bus, almost 20 minutes he did it but still he felt at home.

Filla flinched as her shoulders felt heavy, slowly she turned her head and found the scent of Rangga's hair filling her kiss.

Rangga fell asleep on his shoulder now, it felt like Filla wanted to prance if not in this condition now, Rangga felt so close that Filla forgot her promise to herself to forget the taste of Rangga.

Filla smiled glancing at Rangga's face, Rangga was so handsome when silent with his innocent face, the face that Rangga often showed was a cold face that became his image anywhere, anywhere, but this time the face of Rangga that Filla was interested in was clearly visible.

"Why such a difficult fate keeps you by my side," said Filla quietly almost inaudible, a drop of his tears falling, Filla quickly wiped them away and looked back at the trees left behind by the speed of the bus, letting Rangga stay in his position without any intention of interrupting.

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Filla laid her body on the mattress that for 2 days she did not meet, she just realized it turned out that the mattress was the most comfortable place.

"Sister," call Tita and sit on Filla's bed.

Filla moved from her bed, "Iya Ta," Filla rubbed the top of Tita's head like it had become a routine when talking to Tita.

Tita showed me a wooden box, "This is what?" he looked at Filla waiting for an answer.

Filla furrowed her brows, "Where did Tita get from?" ask Filla curiously.

"In Kamal Mama, it's a toy, right?" ask Tita.

Filla picked up the wooden box and slowly opened it, Filla fell silent as she watched the miniatures of the swivel comedy move around and put out some very beautiful music.

"Well, there's a song na," said Tita enthusiastically as she clapped her hands.

Filla looked at the face of the little boy in her memory but it was very faint, until it slowly disappeared, Filla held her aching head, and her breath felt tight.

"Because why?" tanya Tita was worried.

Filla held her head while staring at the music box in her hand.

Tita ran out of the room leaving Filla.

"Who?" asked Filla to himself, the more he tried to remember the face of the little boy, his head felt like it was going to break.

"So why?" asked the mother who ran over to Filla followed by Tita behind her.

Filla looked at Mama, "Who's this?" ask Filla to the point.

Mama was silent, watching the music box in Filla's hands, "Where did she get it?" ask mama wonder.

"Tita who brought Ma, Tita met in Kamal," said Tita plain.

Mama looked at Tita and then fell silent, "That was your toy as a child" she said with a smile.

"Mama seriously? I don't want to ever have this" Filla said, furrowing her eyebrows.

"You're a kid, sister, Udah, you need to rest right, here the music box is Mama simple," said Mama while taking the music box from Filla's hand.

"Da ... Akak," said Tita as she took her out of Filla's room.

Filla was silent to see the mama who chose to avoid the question, Filla was curious what was actually hidden behind the music box.

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"You're why Fill," asked Vino while looking at Filla.

Filla memggeleng, "That's okay, sister," replied Filla sekhenya.

Vino metap streets, "You can tell Fill, it won't be good to find something alone."

Filla was silent for a while and turned to Vino who was driving, "Semalem I want someone's face, but I don't know who, the more I want, the more my head hurts," explained Filla.

Filla nodded, "Little boy," said Filla confidently. "Little boy who laughs cheerfully while carrying a music box," said Filla while remembering.

Vino was silent for a long time until Filla's hand slapped his arm, "Mu-maybe it was you as a child" said Vino nervously.

"It could be sister, Mama said the music box was mine, but why did I forget."

"You were a kid back then, of course there was something you forgot" Vino replied reassuringly

Filla nodded despite his slight rejection of Vino's statement.

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Filla stopped her steps when she saw Rangga and Kania joking in a chair near the campus corridor.

Filla exhaled her breath offset the tightness as she looked at their familiarity.

"Hai Kania, Rangga," Filla said as she almost passed them both.

"Oh Hai Fill, is there a class?" asked Kania with a smile.

Filla nodded, "Judah I first," said Filla then stepped away from the two people who made a tight feeling while undergoing a taste in his heart.

Filla entered the class that had begun to crowded students sitting on me. Filla has not found Reya in it, maybe as usual, Reya will be late and leave the absence of Filla.

Filla was sitting on an empty bench in the middle, he started to open the book and put a headset on his ear.

Filla looked up as Rasti roughly plucked out her headset. Rasti with a face without feeling guilty folded the arms in front of the chest.

"You want what?" asked Filla irritatedly as she stood up from her seat.

"Gue saw how comfortable your life is after killing your own sister" Rasti said with a smile.

Filla frowned, "Kill? My sister? You mean lo what?" ask Filla.

Rasti laughed, "Some of the family you mengerahasiain," said Rasti. "Lo should thank me for being a killer" Rasti gave a rough look at Filla's paper with a picture of the newspaper she was carrying.

"Killer? You mean what the hell, pull your talk before I make your life is not calm," said Filla upset.

"Can read Kan, goodluck is a killer," said Rasti with a laugh and left Filla who stood looking no mind to all the eyes that looked at him since Rasti came and made a scene.

Filla was sitting staring at the paper in her hand, the paper collection was a collection of news from a newspaper published 14 years ago. Filla closed her mouth when she found the face of a little boy who had been appearing in her memory for a few days.

The child was named Fanny Agatha, Filla covered her mouth with her hands, the child's long name was the same as her name, she could not understand what situation was created now.

"Filla," call Reya shake Filla's body.

Filla looked up at Reya, then thoughtlessly pulled her jacket over the seat and grabbed her bag and ran out of the classroom with a cry from Reya that she did not understand.

Filla pulled Rasti's hand which walked down the corridor, "This is what? You mean what?" tanya Filla is full of emphasis.

"Can you read it, right?" rasti replied with a faint smile.

"Where did you get it from?" ask Filla while showing the newspaper in her hand.

Rasti laughed, "Secret" Rasti said as she patted Filla on the shoulder and walked away letting Filla yell at her.

Filla stared at the paper in her hand, she could not remember anything at the moment, Rasti's words about her were a killer filled her mind, what Rasti really knew.

"Fill," call Vino on Filla's shoulder.

Filla gave Vino a paper, "You know what this is, please explain," Filla's pinta looked into Vino's eyes expectantly.

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