
A year passed, Filla managed to pass the package school, everything went the same as her dream, the exam was exactly the same, so Filla felt unencumbered in pursuing her life that was stopped, and she was not, but according to him his life did not stop for even a second, more precisely he repeated everything again.
It's just that even though everything seems to be repeated, there is no Rangga now, there are no brothers and sisters, he missed all the laughter in his life yesterday, I don't know maybe people will consider him crazy with what he has gone through, he said, but this was the reality, only he was confined in an illusionary but real thought of memory.
Now Filla is at the dinner table with her parents as usual, since the incident Filla is in a coma, mom and dad spend a lot of time at home, unlike in the past, which was very busy, Filla was grateful for what God had outlined for her.
Papa put down his spoon, "Fill, Papa just want to talk seriously," said papa with his serious face.
"So very Pa, very ordinary times," said Filla.
"You are, Papa has put on a super serious face" said papa annoyed to make Filla and mama laugh.
"Yes, the end is serious, I'm afraid, '" said spoiled Filla.
"Papa again open a branch of the company in Bandung, for superiority Papa would not want to be there, the choice is only two, Papa who went back and forth Jakarta-Bandung or we all moved there," papa explained.
Filla nodded in a sign of understanding, "What's your name?" asked Filla as she turned her gaze to face Mama.
"It's up to you Fill, if you're comfortable in Jakarta, it's okay we're in Jakarta, and if you want to move, Mama also agrees."
Filla thought for a moment and rounded her eyes when she remembered something, "But, was Papa Bandung?" ask Filla reassuringly.
Papa just nodded inexplicably.
"If so I agree," said Filla sure. "We all moved to Bandung," he said enthusiastically.
Papa and Mama just rounded their eyes at their son who looked very happy.
"That's so sweet," papa chirped.
Filla only showed her sweet smile, making both her parents can only shake her head.
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Filla looked around, the view outside his car window looked familiar, like *dejavu* he is currently. They did decide to move to Bandung, but Filla until now did not know where he would live with his family.
Filla opened her car glass to confirm her view, "Pa, this is the area of Bunda Dira's orphanage?" tanya Filla looked at papa who was driving.
Papa looked at Filla from the glass above, "Yes, how do you know? Have you never been here?" asked papa confused, should the first new Filla he invited to this neighborhood.
Filla just silently stared at the Park which was very often he went with Tita.
"Fill, why? Papa asked loh," called mama while holding onto Filla's shoulder.
Filla gasped when her daydream was stopped, "Still with Ma, the same as what Filla dreamed," explained Filla.
"Papa doesn't know you why Fill, but Papa believes and doesn't believe in one time, on the one hand only you have a memory of what other people don't have, that's impossible, but everything you meet and the story is real, Papa is confused," Papa is still staring at Filla from the glass that reflects the shadow of Filla and mama in the back.
Filla just sighed resignedly, "I don't know Pa either," Filla replied in frustration. "Everything was confusing for Filla, too" he continued.
Mama rubbed Filla's shoulder, "It's okay, thank you Fill, all must have hikma," said mama calming.
The house with white paint combined with milk chocolate with a beautiful garden in the yard, this really makes him nostalgic, the house is the house he has been living in, the house where he was received when he was alone, the house where he was accepted, whether it was in the world of which part, whether imaginary or reality, but the house really existed and now he stands staring at the house.
Nothing has changed, the atmosphere is the same. Filla stood still staring at the mother and father's house, "Pa, why didn't Papa say we'd live right next to Rangga's house?" ask Filla.
Papa and Mama approached each on the right and left sides of Filla, along with staring at the house that used to be their shelter.
"It's like your dreams aren't all by chance Fill, they're all real, even when you haven't even been here, this is the house where Papa and Mama grew up, so you stayed here during your coma? Dreamed or what?" tanya papa looked at her daughter who did not take her eyes off the house at all.
Filla nodded her head, "Pa, can we go there first? Filla wants to see the sisters of the home," said Filla with a clear face.
"You sure? There they do not know you, like you know them lo Fill," said Mama reminded. "And you are sure, will bear the same gaze Rangga will be cold as before?" ask mama.
Filla nodded, "I really want to Ma, look at them, whether it's healthy like in my dreams or there's fruit, I'll be strong anyway, I'll just behave like I don't know them either," said Filla reassuringly.
Finally, both of his parents nodded.
"Assalamualaikum," said papa while knocking on the door.
"Waalaikumsalam" said the father who came out of the house. "Prasetyo, have you arrived? Come on in, "let's let me in the house.
"Of course there's Rahmi, so move here?" ask mom while hugging mom happy.
"It is so," said Mama.
Mother looked at Filla who had been silently staring at her house, "Eh there is a daughter Mother, let's sit," invite mother while embracing Filla. "Where is the school package? Beres?" ask her when they sit.
"Alhamdulillah Bun, pass," Filla replied with a smile.
"Rangga also graduated, so recana entered the campus where Fill?" ask mother continue.
Filla shook her head, "Still not knowing Bun, Filla is still taking tests to determine which campus Filla can take with Filla's ability," replied Filla, then, because he did not even have a picture of where to go to the University.
"Fill's spirit, definitely dapet the best," support mom. "Oiya, Mommy calls the other adek-adek ya," said mother while stepping on the top floor.
Filla looked around the house that did not even show any difference at all, how much he found similarity or rather no difference with what he experienced.
"Well, these are the sisters of the home" said the mother while bringing the sisters beside her.
Filla looked at them fixedly, still the same, there was Anton, Rico, Bagas, Rafi, Dodit, Robi, Ara, Tiara, Fida, everything was complete, only Rain was not there.
"Come greet Brother," take the mother with a smile.
"Yaampun Ra, rame very, em jiggling this same as you carry," said the mother went to take Rico from the sling mother.
Rangga looks lazy down from the top floor.
Filla just smiled and waved when Rangga met him, he still tried as relaxed as possible in front of Rangga, hoping to invite him to make friends and get back to his familiar, he said, although his heart was often disappointed to see Rangga's hateful gaze, Filla knew that due to the accident, Rangga lost his bike and lost the golden opportunity to play the ball in Jakarta, all Rangga overflowed his frustration to Filla, who was still missing his bike, and Filla tried to accept it.
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