Filla And Rangga (The Perfect Dream)
Chapter 132

Rangga blinked his eyes neutralizing the light that started to enter his eyes, "Filla?" rangga said slowly.

"Lo's aware? Thank God I'm ki-," Filla was wide-eyed as she felt her body being hugged tight by Rangga. "Nga, lo-."

"Gue please keep gini for a while," said Rangga hugging Filla tightly, he can smell the lemon scent of shampoo that Filla always liked.

Filla fell silent not knowing what he should do in this situation, it felt like he was eager to return Rangga's warm embrace but thinking about Vino, Filla undo his intentions.

"I'm sorry Fill," said Rangga.

"Whoa, you cry? What was? Is anyone sick?" asked Filla worried, she wanted to take off Rangga's embrace and check on Rangga's condition, but Rangga held her body so that Filla could not wrinkle.

"Sorry, forget about you all this time."

Degs..

Filla's body feels stiff hearing Rangga's words, Meaning he snot? Inner Filla. Many questions revolved around Filla's head.

"You-you mean?" filla asked, he could not control his heartbeat.

Rangga held back his crying but useless, for the first time Rangga cried because women other than mother, "It must not be easy for you," said Rangga.

Filla also sobbed, Rangga returned, Filla was confused to put herself profit happy or vice versa. Filla pushed Rangga's body slowly, "Lo inget?" asked Filla while looking into Rangga's eyes.

Rangga.

"Everything?" ask Filla again.

Rangga nodded again, "Sorry Fill," only sorry that Rangga could say.

"I can't believe it Ngga, you make everything more complicated," said Filla while sobbing.

"I know all my fault" said Rangga, he said honestly, all about Filla appeared in his memory, Rangga cursed himself not to believe Filla all this time.

Filla cupped her face and sobbed, Filla sighed, "Of all, I can't go back to that memory anymore, there's a heart I have to take care of," said Filla then left Rangga out of the room.

Rangga could only sob while staring at the closed door, removing Filla from his sight.

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Filla sobbed on one of the chairs in the hospital garden, she did not care about the few who saw her with astonished gazes.

Why is my life being played with? Filla questioned everything, he argued with his own mind, Filla rubbed his face rough, feeling tired with everything that happened in his life.

Filla fell silent as a strand of Lily thrust before her. Filla regressed her body in the chair when she suddenly found an old grandmother beside her.

The grandmother smiled while Filla looked grudgingly at the grandmother.

"You want what?" asked Filla to the point, she was fed up with the appearance of this old grandmother whom she never even knew but always ruined her life. "Never mess with my life, my life is mine!" said Filla firmly while staring intently.

The grandmother smiled and handed Lily flowers to Filla, "All that's your request, son" said the grandmother.

Filla frowned, "I mean?" asked Filla while neutralizing her anger, if only it wasn't a grandmother she was facing, it felt like Filla was eager to shout loudly.

"Grandmother is just returning your kindness, what happened to your request," said the grandmother with a smile.

Filla sighed, "My request? What kind of request did I say until my life can you play like this, you God?" ask Filla starting emotions.

"Grandmother is not God, you are asking to have a life like your parents, the task of grandmother is finished, now your task is to live your life according to your choice," the grandmother again thrust Lily and dreamcatcher flowers at Filla.

"Living like my parents? What does grandma mean?" tanya Filla was even more confused by everything the grandmother said.

Though hesitant, Filla accepted.

"Goodbye, remember, whatever you choose is your life" said the grandmother and left Filla still staring at the grandmother's back which slowly disappeared.

Filla stared at the dreamcatcher and Lily flower in her hand, then cupped her face with her hands.

Filla rounded her eyes when she remembered Mama, "If Rangga inget means Mama?" Filla quickly picked up her phone and made a call on her mom's number.

"Why not get caught?" Filla stomped her feet repeatedly as only the voice of the operator could be heard.

Filla quickly searched for papa's number and made a phone call, trying to repeat until finally the hoarse voice heard.

"Assalamualaukum, what's wrong, sister?" ask papa with a typical sound of people waking up.

"Waalaikumsalam, Mama's fine, isn't Pa?" ask Filla.

Papa was silent for a moment, "Yes, Mama is sleeping next to Papa, why?"

Filla heaved a sigh of relief, "If there is any news of Filla ya Pa."

"You're supposed to be the one we ran into, son, you're still in the hospital? You're having a nightmare?" tanya papa sounded worried in every question.

"Yes Pa, Filla was just a nightmare earlier, straight away your keinget, Filla is still in the hospital waiting for Rangga, tomorrow morning Filla came home, Filla had already told mama."

"Yaudah, the problem of dreams do not think, it's just a flower to sleep, Mama all right, you be careful there, go straight to sleep after this."

Filla nodded despite not being able to be seen by papa, "Iya Pa, Filla continued to sleep, good night, Assalamualaikum," said Filla then call after getting an answer from papa.

Filla sighed, "May grandma be right, after this my life is my choice" Filla said as she grabbed a flower and dreamcatcher that might be the last thing Filla got from the old grandmother.

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The hospital corridor was still quite crowded even though the night was getting late, Filla followed it to return to Rangga's room.

Filla ventured to open the door after a long argument with herself. Filla only hoped, Rangga fell asleep so that he did not find Rangga for now.

But it seems like Filla's request was not granted, Rangga still faithfully sat on his mattress with pillows stacked as a splint.

When Filla entered the room, Rangga could not take his eyes off Filla.

"Father same Mother, tomorrow morning came, they had come home because Fida had a high fever," explained Filla without question.

"Fill, problem-," Rangga's speech came to a halt.

"That problem, forget it, I'm not the old Filla anymore, there is a heart that I need to take care of, I hope you understand the situation," said Filla while venturing to pat Rangga on the shoulder, he smiled, the greeting inside there felt tight when saying all that.

Rangga silently looked at Filla.

Filla smiled, "You better rest," Filla helped Rangga back in his position.

Rangga still looked at Filla who was reluctant to look at him, Rangga knew what kind of situation they were in, but his heart could not lie that Filla was always in there, his heart.

"Gue is also sleeping, good night" Filla said as she stepped onto the sofa. He tried to calm down even though his feelings were inversely proportional, of course everything that happened had a big effect on him.

Filla lay down and closed her eyes, trying to forget everything that happened today even though everything was still attached to her memory.

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