
Rangga unpacked the contents in his bag, of course the items in there were soaked, Rangga took out all the contents in his bag onto the boat.
"Search what?" ask Filla astonished.
Rangga did not comment on Filla's words, he looked at the surface of the lake, "Don't be there?" rangga said slowly.
"The ladder! Lo crazy to go back in?" said Filla while holding Rangga's hand firmly.
"I have to meet Filla," said Rangga with a difficult gaze Filla articulated.
"What's so important that you have to fuse again?" ask Filla to get upset.
"It is very important, so please let me find," said Rangga.
"Gue wants to go back," said Filla firmly.
"Okay, but after I found that stuff first."
"Gue wants to get Rangga now!" snapped Filla's pissed.
Rangga sighed, "OK," Rangga started swinging the oars making the boat start moving to the side.
It didn't take long for them to finally pull over and return to the mainland.
"I'm back there, you wait here" said Rangga.
"Lo find what Rangga? Use logic, if the item you are looking for is actually in the bag can not possibly fall when the bag is locked."
Rangga was silent for a moment, digesting Filla's words, he was too panicked to lose the item that had always been with him, "Means it could be just there," said Rangga while pointing to the playground.
Filla sighed seeing Rangga running towards the garden leaving herself.
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Filla stared at the watch on her wrist, almost 20 minutes Rangga was still busy looking down.
Filla folded her arms to the front of her chest looking at Rangga who did not stop circulating her gaze.
"Why should it look so sincere Rangga" whispered Filla to herself. Filla approached Rangga who was lowered under the bench, still busy looking for items that Filla actually knew. "Lo find this?" asked Filla while lifting up the notebook she found earlier.
Rangga turned his head and took the book from Filla, he breathed a sigh of relief, "Why didn't you say that from earlier?" rangga asked, looking at Filla.
"Stop ngga, why do you have to look this smooth?" said Filla upset.
Rangga looked at Filla deeply, "I knew I was wrong from the beginning of Fill, how many times do I have to apologize? But I was serious when I said I love you, despite all the memories I've lost, I was wrong to realize this too late" Rangga held Filla's hand.
Filla just lowered her head without looking at Rangga, she was too busy arguing with her own feelings.
"I have to do Fill so we can kayak first?" ask Rangga in frustration.
Filla ventured to look at Rangga, "Three years Ngga, I tried to lupain lo, and easily you return, if you return all my efforts in vain," said Filla Lirih.
"Sorry Fill," said Rangga.
"Lo's had a lot of chances all along but why not? When I stop giving you that chance to have you come again?"
Rangga was just silent, he of course felt guilty to Filla, all his words or actions in the past were too much to forgive.
Rangga ventured to look at Filla, "If you can not give me another chance, I will try to create it myself" said Rangga sure.
Filla looked into Rangga's eyes, there were no lies, Filla only saw sincerity but did not want him to believe at all.
"This time, I will fall in love without reciprocation, just as you survived first, I will try more, I will replace your former position Fill, just as you survived, and you can take my role to be mean or whatever, do as you please, and just as I love you, I beg you to return that feeling to me.
Filla removed her hand from Rangga's grasp, "Don't expect more, I'm not the old Filla, who easily behaved the same after much pain."
Filla sighed, "We finished this project, after that, we returned to a situation where all this was over," said Filla firmly, then left Rangga.
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Filla really left Rangga earlier, she let out all the words that she had always been quieting, but instead of feeling relieved, somehow Filla even felt pain as if she was dumped when she dumped Rangga.
"Saddening" said Filla, smiling sarcastically, laughing at herself, how miserable her life was.
Filla walked to her bed, then lay down there, "Filla come on, don't hope anymore, Rangga's words were just an illusion," Filla said to herself, Filla cupped her face annoyed.
Notification of the message on the phone makes him turn to the phone lying on the table.
Filla tried to grab it.
The Pawang Beo
I'm sorry about that, I promise I'll be professional about work, but I'm serious about everything I said, no matter where you refuse, I'll try hard to get that position back in your heart.
Filla sighed then rubbed her face.
From Reya
Fill, I need to confide, Ola same Caca is not cool, taught even show off the same affection.
Filla smiled reading a message from Reya, at least she forgot a little about Rangga's problem.
To Reya
Yes I want, you chat when and where, I otw now.
From Reya
Asyikkk, you do not get married just Fill, it is delicious if gini.
Filla shook her head, it was true that in this situation, she needed a friend to share, it seemed like Reya was the right choice for now.
Filla went downstairs, in the room of the Filla family found the tv that lit up without anyone watching, Filla immediately walked to the kitchen.
"Ma," called Filla when she found that she was busy cutting onions.
"Yes, sister, Mama thought she was sleeping" she said as she walked to the sink and washed her hands.
Filla walked over to mama, "Where's Ma? How come tumben tv does not feature cartoons at this hour?" ask Filla wonder because usually tv will be controlled by Tita.
"Tita Sama Papa to the supermarket Kak, Mama asked to buy ingredients to make meatball soup."
Filla nodded, "Oiya Ma, I guess Filla is not eating malem at home is okay? You see, Reya is confident in meeting."
"You two? Usually the same as the others."
"Ma's habit, on the same busy family."
"Oiya Mama forgot, you two stay yes, like Mama's son," said mama meledek.
"Just hang on" said Filla as he walked closer to the refrigerator.
Mama laughed, "It's gonna be right there, it's just a girlfriend doesn't have it."
"Makanya cariin Filla dong Ma's girlfriend, bosen is also acute singles," said Filla while pouring water in her glass.
"Search for yourself cooking can not? Mama has the recommendation," said Mama while raising both eyebrows repeatedly.
Filla laughed, "Any at the ends for sure, errat deh so do not ask for help with Mama," Filla kissed the lightning on mama's cheek. "Filla get ready first" said Filla as she ran out of the kitchen.
"Don't you really want to listen to me, brother? Who is your mother recommending?" mama asked a little scream.
"No way," said Filla, shouting and laughing.
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