
Now that they were having breakfast together, since the mother had not made a sound like she could, Filla felt guilty here, even Rangga was also staring at her fiercely, since then, although often stared at Rangga like that but it feels different this time. Only Dad has ever since invited Filla to talk about his exams that have started today. Filla occasionally stared at the mother who was busy feeding Rain without caring about her.
"Assalamualaikum, Father and Mother," Sapa a woman who suddenly entered from the direction of the living room, who else if not Kania, the source of all the problems that now exist, now that thought Filla.
"Waalaikumsalam Nia, yuk take breakfast," said the mother who had since chosen to be silent, but after Kania existed, the attitude of the mother again deserves usually.
Mother immediately hugged Kania, Filla felt sad even mother looks good on Kania, while to her mother inhabited her since last night, what angry mother was to her. did not want to linger and finally look weak there, she said, Filla chose pamit.
"Dad, Mother, Filla left yes, Filla wants to study in class," said Filla.
"Dad nodded, Not with Rangga?" ask father when Filla experienced it, while mother did not press.
Filla shook her head and left the dining table which made her uncomfortable since then.
"Somehow it is very good about Kania," said Filla growled while removing the tears that had dripped by itself. "No need to cry about Fill, many things are already you lewatin and this is nothing to be dangisin," said Filla while accelerating his steps towards school.
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"Ngga, canteen yuk," invited Freya one of Filla's close friends also at school.
Rangga shook his head, "Gue to the canteen on his own," said Rangga as he passed with his face showing dislike for Filla.
"Why is that a child? You guys fighting?" freya asked after realizing Filla's attitude which also felt strange.
"No, maybe Rangga likes it" said Filla with a smile. "Yuk kekantin I laper," said Filla while pulling Freya's hand.
Freya held back, making Filla turn her head, "Your Fiks are fighting, where once a Filla was calm," Freya said with a face full of search.
"Yes, it's up to Frey, laper!" At least Filla can forget about Rangga's attitude because of Freya.
"Bianca tuh Fill, look at you continue," said Freya when they had entered the canteen area.
Filla turned to the direction called Freya, right said Freya, Bianca and her gang stared fiercely at Filla.
"Remain, it's up to them" Filla pulls Freya towards the reservation.
"It looks like their axe bell Fill," said Freya when they were waiting in front of the booking place.
"Perhaps," replied Filla with eyes continue to look at Rangga who was chatting with some boys, although their gaze met still Rangga like a person who holds a grudge against Filla.
"Fill, come and watch tomorrow" Now it's their turn to order and wait for the food to be ready.
"What time?" asked Filla while walking towards one of the empty tables in the right corner of the canteen followed by Freya.
"So seriously wanna come?" ask Freya astonished.
"Lo who ngajakin," said Filla wonder.
"Yes, but a Filla has all the moves to resist under the pretext of being a jackass," Freya starts eating her meatballs.
Filla laughed, "It's not Frey's reason, it's really that, '" said Filla defended herself, "You come with me, once in a while, '" Filla finally replied.
"Ashik, complete personnel," said Freya excited because Filla's participation is a rare moment, usually he and Dinda are always out together and Filla always chose to be absent.
"Dinda could be tomorrow?" ask Filla because today as they know Dinda did not go to school.
Freya nodded quickly, "Could, he just pick up his papa today."
Filla nodded in understanding.
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No matter how much you feel about that person
It will not change destiny.
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Filla walked down the sidewalk, since not a single vehicle passed, today his heart is chaotic, he said, fortunately he could still finish the exam quite well if not of course he would have been even more chaotic today.
Since morning Rangga remained silent until the class was still the same. Not even reprimanding him at all. Now Filla knows what the impact of meddling with other people's remarks even though she believes it's true.
"Street?" ask someone from a distance to a girl whom Filla believes she knows.
"Cania?" asked Filla quietly to herself, now she chose to hide behind the stop wall. "Who is he?" ask Filla slowly.
There was a conversation between Kania and the man, "What the heck Yan, I have nothing to do with you anymore!" kania snarled at the man.
"There's no relationship? After all this, you're saying we don't have a relationship?" asked the man furiously while tightly grasping Kania's hand.
Kania firmly stifles the man's grasp on the ladder until Kania's hand breaks from his grasp, "Lo who doesn't want responsibility, and now comes after everything is done, enough Yan I don't need lo," said Kania in a high tone made people who passed by look at them.
"Gue is not unwilling to take responsibility, but I am not ready" said the man weakened.
Kania smiled cynically, "Lo isn't ready? Heh, that's so funny!" kania snapped while walking about to leave the man.
"Wait a minute, I'm ready now, I'm sure and I've already told you Nyokap my bokap, well at first they were angry but they approve us," The man then pulled Kania into his arms, and then pulled Kania into his arms, and there was no rejection from Kania.
Filla only frowned from her hiding, "Didn't she like Rangga? Continues to?" asked Filla confusedly while pointing towards them and then continued her nipping event. Really curious he made it.
"Lo's sure?" ask Kania who seems happy.
The man nodded and they hugged again, "Now where is our child?" ask the man with enthusiasm.
Filla in hiding could only keep her mouth shut hearing the conversation, "Our son? So they have kids?" asked Filla to herself then looked fixedly at Kania and the man.
"He's fine, he I put in the orphanage" replied Kania.
The man glared at Kania's reply, "You mean? How did you get him into the orphanage?" the man asked slightly raising the volume of his voice.
"I'm sorry, I don't know what else to do, but it's quiet that he's in a safe place, I saw him, and he's all right, a lot of people love him there. His name is Rain," said Kania in spirit as well as the man heard.
Filla shed her tears, no matter how she felt this time her heart cried out knowing that the baby she found with cold and she loved all this time was a child of Kania, who was a child of Kania, who steadfastly left an innocent baby in the house when it rained.
Fla was not strong enough to be patient and accelerated steps toward Kania and the man, "Lo crazy?" ask Filla in a high tone.
Kania was surprised to stare at Filla, "Lo, why is it here?" asked Kania nervously.
"He who?" ask the man next to Kania.
"It's really lo, leave your own child on the porch of the home when it rains, you don't think if he gets cold, you don't have a brain!" snapped Rough Filla.
Kania could only quietly hear Filla yelling loudly, until many people noticed them.
"And you still want to grab him after you with a pinch and slap him yesterday? You have no right to take Rain, you rotten!" said Filla then passed and hit hard on Kania's shoulder with his shoulder.
Filla ran away leaving the two heartless people, "Rain calm you will not be the same as them," Filla said in her tears.
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