For A Husband Who Doesn't Love Me
14. Guilt

Maira walked quickly ahead of her two friends. He tried not to ponder their words and questions. However, as fast as lightning the hand of his female friend grabbed his arm.

"Mai, why avoid? What's wrong with your marital status, until you have to hide it from us...?"

Maira stopped her steps. "I'm sorry, please... But I don't want to talk about this... Please, give me some time, please, Beni..."

Maira looked at the two friends with a clear face.

"Okay, okay... I hope you trust us as friends, Mai... I just don't want anyone else to misunderstand you, assume you're still alone..."

Beni, Maira's boyfriend moans. It was as if he felt overwhelmed by Sila's words. It seemed, he had a special taste for Maira.

Maira nodded, then took Sila's hand that was holding her arm. He clasped Sila's hand while looking at her painfully.

"Anyone has the right to consider someone like what, Sil... But whoever it is must also remember, one can never be his will..." Maira said with great emphasis.

"I hope your words make a vow, we are still friends, even if you know that I am married..." Maira added again.

He immediately took off Sila's hand, then left the two friends in doubt.

Maira went into the campus toilet. The tears that he had sustained earlier, he released as much as possible. Her heart was so sick considering Hidayat's treatment from last night. If he was the one who started the charade in front of their mother, then why overdo it, also get to the campus?

He ran out of sense in the face of Hidayat's behavior as he wished himself.

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Hidayat smiled at the cashier's desk kiosk. The perfect wedding shadow really he got from Maira, his own wife. He recalled where a student approached Maira earlier, and somehow his heart became uncomfortable because of it.

"Is he the one who always eats the food Maira brings?" The rant from his mouth made Rizki look at him in astonishment.

Hidayat changed his sitting position. Both of his arms started resting on the table, his face looking furious. "No way... Was there not a female friend? It must be him, because Maira said she had a girl friend on campus."

"The new bride usually does, Bang... Her innards were suspicious if her partner wasn't by her side..." Rizki uttered the Hidayat daydream.

"What do you mean?" Ketus Hidayat pretended, and in fact he felt embarrassed because he was caught thinking about Maira.

"From that time, Abang ngoceh himself... I heard it, Bang... You must be feeling anxious right now, right? Afraid that Maira's neng will be taken?" Ledek Rizki's.

"What the hell are you, Ki? Know what you're doing with the household, huh? As if I had experience..." Omel Hidayat tried to hide his shame.

"Know, Bang... Rizki's brother recently got married just like that. Almost every day noisily because of jealousy his wife was invited to chat with his coworkers. His wife was told to quit her job. And now so are the adm-adems of their household..." Rizki said innocently.

"Sokay know you..."

Rizki laughing. He also did not know that the landlady would look anxious because of his speech.

"Oh yeah, Bang... Later in the afternoon so leave the city? If it is, add the same drugs stationery yes, Bang... You see, the stock is running low..." Rizki started to sound serious.

"Shop, huh, Ki? Emm..." Gelagat Hidayat began to hesitate.

"Don't say it's off, Bang..."

"Why would it cancel?" Tanya Hidayat looks sewot.

"No, Bang... If it is not so it is also okay, you can call there too. Anyway, where could Abang stay in Neng Maira himself, right? Her name is also a newlywed..." Rizki laughed again.

"There's a mother at home, Bang? Which is it, Bang?" Tanya Rizki was so enthusiastic. "Later in the afternoon after the kiosk, I played there, Bang?"

"May, invite the others as well... Now work there..." Tell Hidayat to pretend to be annoyed.

"OK, Bang..."

Hidayat took his cell phone to make a phone call to his boss out of town. But the focus was on the notification of incoming messages from Kirana, making him unable to make phone calls.

He opened the message.

"Well, you're transferring to me today, right?"

"Gosh, yeah... I promised Kirana I'd transfer her the money..." Mumbled.

Hidayat opened the m-banking app on his phone, then sent the money to Kirana's account number. Moments later, Hidayat saw the transaction notification successful. He looked back over the history of remittances to the same account.

"It turns out that since I was close to Kiran, I had already transferred her Eighty-three million with the stall money, and twenty-nine million with my personal money?" Say Hidayat quietly with frowning forehead.

From a long time he was close and in a relationship with the beautiful actress, he only realized his sacrifice. And somehow it has to be today, the day that he starts opening his mind to Maira.

His phone rang back, waking him from his daydream.

"Thank you, Yat... I have received the money. I'm heading straight to the hospital where my father is being treated. I was there about a week... You go shopping, right?"

Hidayat's feelings started to feel bad. He opened the messaging application, then checked the account balance kiosk. A few seconds later, a reply from the message appeared. The remaining balance is ninety-two million.

"Ki!" He cried with trembling.

"What's up, Bang?" Rizki came quickly to her call.

"Please re-record items that are completely exhausted, keep checking again items that stay a little. There are still five pending codes first yes..." His order.

"Well, how's the pending, Bang? Usually, if you have six kodi, you will tell them to record as well..." Rizki protest astonishment.

"Fear of our bajaj not arriving, Ki... You need some money for kitchen shopping this week... Brother's mother and Maira's mother are home now..." Hidayat.

"Oh, I see, Bang... Then I'll rewrite it, Bang..."

"okay... Thanks, Ki..." Hidayat said while focusing on his phone.

Hidayat's face was bent. He recalled the words of his late brother-in-law. "Please give me the results of your brother's efforts, yes... Frequently also visited the house of Abang in the village. Look at me, mom and Maira..."

Hidayat breathed a heavy sigh. His heart was filled with guilt for a moment. Indeed, while in his hands the kiosk was so dense, even employees increased because of the crowded customers, also the kiosk lacked labor to dismantle and packing goods. But still he can't be there.

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