For A Husband Who Doesn't Love Me
22. Frustratingly

As Ajiz is furious at Zahrana just for misunderstanding, perhaps that's what Maira's anger towards Hidayat if she finds out her relationship with Kirana is really there, perhaps even greater Maira's anger towards him. Hidayat felt anxious whenever he imagined it.

He looks so frustrated. All the work was not at all interested in him at this moment. A market porter gave a letter of receipt from the expedition that brought his groceries, he did not respond at all. He continued to feel guilty with his own heartbreak.

"Well, new stuff unloading now?" Ask Rizki.

"Later on, Ki... Today I have business..." Hidayat replied, looking uninspired. Hearing that, Rizki immediately turned around and arranged the pieces of fresh dus down from the expedition car in front of the stall.

Hidayat saw his phone, some messages from Kirana he ignored earlier, and now his phone is ringing. Kirana called.

Lazily Hidayat picked up Kirana's phone call. "Generic, Kiran..."

"Wa'alaikum hail... Yat, today can pick me up to the set, right? I don't have a car anymore..."

Kirana is heard asking spoiledly from across the street, making Hidayat feel uncomfortable.

"What time?" Ask looks lazy.

"What time are you in college today?"

"Hour four..."

"Then, two o'clock?"

"It doesn't seem like it, Kiran... Today the stall goods come in, and I must take my wife also to the campus..." Hidayat replied without hesitation.

Kirana fell silent at the reason Hidayat refused her request. "Then I go to your college tonight, huh? I miss..."

"But, Kiran..."

"Assynoltom..." Kirana disconnects the phone call between them.

"Kiran, wait... Hola... Hello, Kiran...?" Hidayat dropped his phone from his ear. "Wa'alaikum hail..."

"At busy, Yat?" Arya was suddenly in front of him.

"Aryan Lady?" Hidayat was stunned with wide-eyed.

"Why surprised, Yat? What else to think? Rizki said you were also strange today. What's up?" Arya asked a series, then without being told to directly sit on the chair opposite the cashier table where Hidayat was lazing today.

"Abang's been since?" Reply Hidayat asked and ignored Arya's question.

"Just now..."

"Why did you come here? Didn't you shoot today?" Ask Hidayat again. She seemed to be worried about Arya who could have heard her conversation with Kirana just now.

"Today is a holiday..." Arya replied relaxedly.

"Usually Brother is always played as Kiran's partner..."

"Yes, why?" Ask Arya unsuspectingly.

"Don't Kiran have a movie today, huh, Bang?"

"Well, how do you know?"

"Huh?" Hidayat. He felt trapped by his own question. "That-that... Emm... I saw his latest thriller on YouTube, Bang... Hidayat Abang's feelings were not in the film..."

Hidayat's face turned red while trying to explain to Arya.

"The latest thriller is out, huh? The feeling of filming was only a few days ago..." Arya said in confusion.

Hidayat gulped his own saliva violently. He was increasingly cornered by his own feelings.

"What might not be his latest movie, Bang? It might be a long movie, but Hidayat never saw it before..." Kilah Hidayat tried to divert Aryan's thoughts.

"Maybe, Yat... But he's filming a movie right now..."

"Oh, huh? When it was originally..." Said Hidayat trying to cover up his fear.

Hidayat counted the money, then he put it in the drawer.

"It's three five more, Ki..." Hidayat offered his change to Rizki who was still waiting in front of him.

"That's new stuff, Yat? Or the goods will be sent to the customer?" Arya asked while pointing towards the items that Rizki had arranged earlier.

"New stuff, Bang..."

"Not dismantled?"

"Stage, Bang... It's ten o'clock, you'll be picking up Maira soon..." Hidayat answered while raising his hand to look at the clock.

"Basic... Maira will go home at two, if you unload now will usually finish at that hour, Yat..."

"Fear of being late to pick up Hidayat's angel, Bang... Poor thing..." Gurau Hidayat was accompanied by his wide laughter.

"Ah, I have a wife..." Ledek Arya while throwing her face.

"Eh, but, Bang? Is your brother still single now? Or maybe you're still thinking about Brother Zahra?" Tanya Hidayat started to look serious.

"What the hell, Yat?" Aryan Elak.

"Come, Bang.... Sometimes why stories?" Force Hidayat while he took a look at Arya's arm lying on the table.

"Definitely haven't met, Yat... My brother is not choosy... But, at least it's like your brother's house, Yat..."

"Everything is on Maira, Bang... He's like Zahra's brother..." Said Hidayat with a happy smile.

"You anyway... Why not sisainan Maira for Brother? Find another cake..." Gurau Arya chuckled.

"Oh, can't..."

"Basic..."

"Oh yeah, Bang... What about Kirana? Did you never look at him just once? Isn't she pretty, either..." Tanya Hidayat tried to hide her nervousness.

"Women like her don't deserve to be loved, Yat..." Ketus Aryans. His face immediately changed completely to look annoyed.

"Did you have a past with her?" Hidayat asked carefully. He felt interested to know what was there, and what was the purpose behind Arya's words that reached all his way.

"Abang is lazy to discuss this, Yat..." Arya lowered her head, hiding her sad face from Hidayat's gaze.

"Sorry, Bang... Hidayat thought, we're family..." Hidayat sounded disappointed.

"Well, please..."

"Hidayat does not want a brother like this... You only see laughter, but you're actually hurt... With Abang confiding to brother Zahra, Hidayat felt only brother Zahra whom Abang considered... A hidayat? Mom and Dad? Everyone who thinks of you as a family how?"

"Zahrana told me that you ever confided in her?" Arya's question looked curious.

"Never... Hidayat knew from Zahra's book... In the book, Brother Zahra writes about how you first became acquainted... My brother was heartbroken and nearly committed suicide... Aye, right?" Hidayat asked as if to corner Arya.

"What a shame to this brother, Yat? When you used to love monkey, you were so unstable. But when you love your brother's late home, you believe it's an amazing love. Brother can not have, even though Brother loves..." Arya was discouraged.

"It's not so, Bang... Brother Zahra did not write anything that made you cornered. In his book, brother Zahra just wrote how his love story with bang Ajiz, then there is a brother as a rescue angel for him when they fell... From comfort until Zahra realized it was a mistake..." Said Hidayat gave an explanation to Arya who looked sad.

"Your brother Zahra is an angel to Brother, Yath... He made Brother aware of the many mistakes that made Brother down..."

"News, Bang... Although not sure it can help Brother, at least Brother tried to consider how Brother felt after sharing the story with Hidayat..."

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