Husband's Regret: Betrayed for Not Getting Pregnant
Is It Maybe I?
Sister Amira just finished checking Arumi's blood pressure. It is true, apparently the son-in-law of the director of Persada International Hospital has anemia or the term layman called blood less. That is why lately a beautiful doctor who has just one month of status as a mistress Rayyan has anemia symptoms such as fatigue, feeling dizzy and pale face like a corpse.
"How did it go, Sus?" ask Arumi. As Amira checked her blood pressure, Rayyan's wife closed her eyes because she felt dizzy.
Amira tidied up the tensimeter device that was used to measure Arumi's blood pressure. "Director Arumi's blood pressure is 90/60 mmHG. For a few days, the doctor did not feel any symptoms of anemia?"
Arumi let out a rough sigh, closing her eyes for a moment. "Of course I feel it, Sus. However, I don't take it too seriously." Instantly Arumi's face turned moody. He remembered what happened a few days ago.
As a result of thinking too much about how to let Rayyan melt and want to forgive him, he forgot about his own health. Sleep patterns are disrupted, nutritional intake is less plus a heavy workload because for four consecutive days doing major surgery until the energy is drained.
As a woman who has long tasted the bitter sweetness of domestic life, Amira understands very well if Arumi is currently experiencing problems in a newly built household for one month longer. However, he does not want to interfere too far in the affairs of others because his job there is only as a nurse not a counselor in charge of providing advice or education around the world of the household.
"I do not know for sure what the problem is between Doctor Arumi and Doctor Rayyan, but if you can give advice as complicated as any problem between you do not let Doctor Arumi forget about health. Keep eating well. Moreover, the work of Doctor Arumi lately is much if not concerned with self-health, how the Doctor will provide help to patients," said Amira.
Again, Arumi let out a rough sigh. The woman stared at the ceiling of the work space owned by her husband.
"How to maintain a diet, Sus. Every morning when smelling the aroma of cooking it feels nauseous. If forced to have breakfast, I often ask ART at home to prepare fresh bread marmalade jam and ginger wedang. After that, then the nausea reduced and I can move as usual."
Hearing ucapa Arumi, the senior nurse in a white uniform furrowed the brow of the confused sign. Just a few hours together with his superior wife, he was again surprised by some facts that were enough to make him stunned. However, he did not dare to guess something uncertain.
Sister Amira inching closer to Arumi. The middle-aged woman who was about to retire was sitting on the edge of the hospital bed.
He took a deep breath, then asked. "Doctor Arumi, may I ask you something. But ... This is personal. However, if Doctor Arumi objected to answering my question, not even answering it would not matter."
Arumi smiled faintly. "Sister Amira asked what? How come his face was so serious."
The middle-aged woman in white uniform seemed to think for a moment, puzzled herself to want to start a conversation from nowhere. For a long time he thought, until finally he found a way how to ask a very sensitive thing for some married women.
"Ehm .. if you may know in addition to feeling nausea in the morning and also dizziness is there anything that Dr. Arumi feels? For example, the stomach feels cramping and mood changes that often change."
Without thinking much, Arumi nodded her head quickly. "really. Lately I have been in a bad mood, happy and sad at the same time. Just because of the little things, it makes me sad even cry sob."
The young woman chuckles to remember the incident two days ago where she immediately shed tears when Rini forgot to bring her favorite crispy fried banana. Though usually he will behave normally, but that day the beautiful wife of Rayyan sulked and finally cried to make the friend confused. Really weird!
Sister Amira's eyes were wide when she heard Arumi's answer. However, he wanted to confirm it again in order for his conjecture to get stronger.
"Doctor Arumi, when was the last time you had your menstrual cycle?" ask him very carefully.
"It should be these weeks, Sus. But ... has been a week, the monthly guest has not come," answered Arumi innocently while giving a warm smile towards Amira.
"Suster Amira, a-are you thinking something similar to me?" asked Arumi stammered. The tears of anxiety mixed happily were clearly painted on the woman's face.
Amira smiled too. "It looks like it, Doc."
"A-is it possible ... am I ....?" Arumi's words floating in the air did not dare to continue her own words. Dare not to guess, but also a little hope.
Seeing the happiness clearly reflected on Arumi's face, making Amira happy. A little know how the young woman struggles to get offspring. The conflict that occurred between Arumi and Naila, he knew because the wall of the hospital where he worked could speak for itself.
"My advice, Dr. Arumi should go to see an obgyn doctor to determine whether the signs and symptoms felt during this time do lead to it. If it's true, Dr. Arumi can be even more careful when acting on patients."
"However, if only the symptoms of anemia and stomach acid rise, Dr. Arumi can still keep trying. I'm sure someday happiness will come to the Doctor's little family." Amira's sincere prayers go out to Arumi.
'What Sister Amira said was right, there is no harm if I go to the gynecologist. Even if it was just anemia and stomach acid rising, at least I wasn't made curious. Instead of staying silent and constantly hoping without any certainty, it hurts myself even more, ' Arumi's inner self.
Arumi tries to wake up from her sleep helped by Amira. Now, the woman is sitting on the back of the hospital bed.
"Suster Amira, I'm afraid I'm gonna have to go to the gynecologist alone. If I ask Sister Amira to accompany me, would Sister mind?" arumi asked with a face full of hope.
Sister Amira nodded with a smile. "certain. I will accompany Doctor Arumi. Want to go now?" bargain the middle-aged woman while glancing at the circular watch on the wrist.
Time has shown at twelve o'clock. Usually the poly content has begun to quiet during lunch hour. In addition, there was still a remaining one to two hours of waiting until Rayyan finished performing the surgery.
"By, Sus. If the Sister doesn't mind."
"Don't hesitate, Doctor Arumi. I'm glad I could help the doctor." Sister Amira smiled, then helped Arumi rise from the bed. "Doctors can walk on their own?" Arumi nodded her head in response.
However, before leaving the room belonging to her husband, Arumi sends a short message to Rayyan.
[Mas, I'm going to the gynecologist for a bit. If you're done with the action and I haven't come back yet, meet me in the gynecologist.]
A short message was sent. Then, Arumi continued his journey back to poly womb. Arumi and Amira stepped slowly down the hospital hallway.
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