Husband's Regret: Betrayed for Not Getting Pregnant
Golden Heart's

Instead of answering Rayyan's question, Arumi asked the same question to the man. "You think, how? If you were me, would you forgive that woman?" asked the beautiful woman while raising both eyebrows.

The conversation that initially felt so tense turned relaxed when a single smile was painted on Rayyan's face. The man chuckled at the wife's cute face. In his eyes, the figure of the woman was so adorable that it made the handsome doctor want to shower the beautiful face with a kiss full of love, not a kiss full of air napsu that was able to arouse his maleness. However, it was a pure kiss that showed that he loved his wife so much.

The man's body rests behind the back of the sofa with both hands behind his head, becoming his cushion. "If I were you, of course I would never forgive that woman because for me a betrayal is a terrible mistake that is hard to forgive. Many people become victims of an affair, one of which is a child.

"I was one of the victims of an affair. My mother's household was destroyed by the presence of a third person, although at first the relationship between Papa and Mama did not go well, but at least they can pretend to be harmonious for my sake. However, ever since he came Papa's attitude has gotten colder and would rather leave us for his affair."

Rayyan confirmed the sitting position and touched the upper right abdominal cavity where the heart is located. "You know, it hurts to see our loved ones crying naked while hugging the clothes of someone who has obviously never loved us all along. My heart was hurt like it was slashed by a knife. It hurts but it doesn't bleed."

"Therefore, it is highly likely that I cannot accept your former best friend's apology. Millions of times he begged even to join in front of me, my decision was already unanimous and inviolable."

Arumi let out a rough breath. Somehow hearing Rayyan's reply left him a little disappointed. However, she cannot blame her husband 100% because all the blame lies with the two adults who were playing with fire. Here, Rayyan is the victim of the selfishness of Paradise and Lena. Due to grudges and ingrained pain, the handsome doctor who has a beautiful face turns into a cold, vindictive, tempramental but also overprotective male figure at the same time.

"It's your turn now, Babe, to answer my question. Did you forgive that woman?" asked Rayyan who was still curious. His psyche soul suddenly rose up and took control of itself.

The magnetic voice made Arumi again realize that he was talking about the arrival of Kayla to the apartment that was occupied by the woman and her beloved husband.

Arumi let out a slow breath, then replied. "I forgive that woman, Mom. However, that does not mean that the friendship we once built can be intertwined again as usual."

Arumi's eyes were looking at a vase of flowers on the dresser. Then he again said, "A vase of flowers that fell to the floor and broke into pieces is unlikely to be able to reunite, he said, although given adhesive with the number one quality on the market but still the former fraction is still visible. And so is my feeling. I've forgiven Kayla, but to be her best friend let alone her shield like I used to be, I can't."

"The hurt she had inflicted was so deep that it made me not know when it would heal. It took me a long time to really heal the wounds of a betrayal committed by my best friend. Maybe a dozen years, decades or even a lifetime the wound will continue to stay until buried with my body later."

Arumi was silent for a moment. He did not know for sure when the wounds in his heart were completely healed even though those who had done evil to him had been punished by God, because the woman's feelings were broken into pieces when she knew her household was self-destructed by the closest person.

"However, at least with me forgiving all their mistakes, it made my life feel more peaceful and serene. There was no longer a sense of tightness in the chest every time it recalled the incident. It would seem arrogant if I did not forgive the woman, because in this world every human being must have made a mistake. And so is Kayla."

"Again, I am only a human being created from the ground without possessing any greatness. It would be arrogant if I didn't forgive my ex-friend. God alone will forgive all the mistakes of all human beings on this earth as long as they really promise not to repeat it again."

"Even if it hurts, but I try to recapitulate everything that has happened to me. Learn from the events of the past. That way, I hope my heart is more spacious because it is not constantly eroded by revenge for the betrayal committed by Kayla and Mas Mahes."

"We live in this world only once. So ... why spend time just thinking about revenge, anger and grow seeds of hatred inside. It's all pointless, Mom. It makes our lives unsettled."

Rayyan was silent at what Arumi said. He feels slapped when the woman he loves indirectly conveys the deepest contents of the heart through a gesture that can only be understood when someone clears the mind and removes the ego within. Strange revelations quietly peek inside, there is a sense of regret for living in a hatred that has grown every day.

Unknowingly, the man's eyeballs glazed over as he recalled the sweet memories of when he was a child. In the past, Firdaus was so loving, loving and pampering him even though the man's relationship with the mother was not like a married couple in general. However, the middle-aged man who has donated a drop of pleasure liquid into the core of his beloved mother's body continues to carry out his role as a good father until he grows up. Even so with Lena, the woman replaced the role of Mei Ling when she was back before the Creator.

Rayyan stared warmly at Arumi. The man did not think that the beautiful woman in front of him had a heart of gold that could forgive the mistakes of others. Truly, he felt lucky to be able to get together and make his former enemy as his wife.

"Mas, in addition to Kayla's intention to come here to apologize, she also wanted to ask for my help to be willing to visit Mas Mahesa in the hospital," Arumi said after a moment of silence.

"Then, are you willing to meet that bastard?" ask Rayyan.

Arumi shook her head. "I haven't given the woman an answer, because this is an important issue that I have to discuss with you first. I don't want to be rash in my actions. Simply twice hit by a hot spray from a male dragon who was angry at the time because he knew the female took the decision unilaterally," he said as he raised his lips.

Instead of being upset, Rayyan smiled angrily at his wife's attitude. The woman managed to make the oriental-faced man put a smile on his face.

"Yes .. yes .. I know it was too much for you. However, for God's sake, it was only a momentary emotion because I was annoyed at your disrespect as the head of the family in this apartment."

Rayyan stepped forward towards the bed, then crouched down before the wife. The palm of the hand grabbed the woman's lentic fingers, then kissed the back of the hand with a friendly. "Do you want to see your ex-husband?"

Arumi was a little surprised to hear Rayyan's question. The tone of the man's voice sounded very soft without any anger in every single sentence spoken. Hesitatingly, she looked up at the husband's beautiful brown bead.

"Ehm .. actually I-"

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