Husband's Regret: Betrayed for Not Getting Pregnant
My Source of Happiness is Arumi

For eight months, Mahesa rearranges her life after she is threatened by Rayyan to stay away from Arumi forever. Selling all the remaining wealth, he and Putra decided to leave the city of Jakarta and settle into a small town far enough from the frenetic life of the capital. Only once did they set foot into a city filled with sweet and bitter memories at the same time to swipe Naila in a mental hospital.

"Son, Papa is going to Jakarta, do you want to come? It seems, it has been a long time Papa did not swipe your mother in the hospital," said Putra.

Mahesa who was looking at her wedding photo with Arumi used to immediately turn to the source of the voice. Every day, he just sits sweetly in a wheelchair staring at a picture frame taken about six years ago, as he sits in the arms with the beautiful woman he once betrayed.

"No, Pa. Thank you," Mahesa replied briefly, putting on a flat face without expression.

Ever since Mahesa knew that Arumi's love and body no longer belonged to her, the attitude of the former owner of Adiguna Property changed 180°. The smile that used to be always engraved on the face is now gone. Act cold and as if building a high fortress so that no one comes to disturb. He was busy lamenting and regretting his mistake for betraying the sacred marriage bond that was built with the most beautiful former, Arumi Salsabila.

The son took a deep breath. He should have known that Mahesa would have answered the same question every time he took her to the city. Then, the net is staring into a picture frame that is on the lap of the child.

He sat down next to Mahesh, saying. "Son, Papa knows you still can't forget Arumi. But when do you want to keep doing this? Shut yourself up in the room every day without socializing with the new environment."

"It is not easy to bury and forget all the bad memories of the past. Moreover, some of those memories are sweet memories that for years have been in your memory. If Papa is you, Papa is hard to forget. However, if you continue to be in the same hole when you rise!"

"Surely ... You don't want to be happy just like Arumi? Meet other women, get married and go through the housewives with your wife and children. Papa thinks it's better than lamenting endless regrets" said Putra. The man was saddened to see his son's current condition. He prefers the old Mahesa, always a lot of chatter although sometimes his words often provoke emotions rather than turning into a figure of a quiet child and not much talk.

Mahesa put the yellow-golden picture frame back on the table, then moved the wheels closer to the window. He looked at the expanse of green rice fields spread out in front there. The sky is bright bluish, accompanied by rays of sunshine that always faithfully illuminates the earth in any part of the world. The atmosphere was so peaceful and shahdu, far away from the scenery while still living in the capital.

"Papa knows for myself, the source of my happiness is Arumi. If that woman is not by my side, then how can I be happy!" Smiled wryly without taking your eyes off the beautiful scenery ahead. "If I can't get her back, then this happiness can't be felt in a lifetime."

The son shook his head. Inexhaustible why Mahesa did not want to forget his first ex-wife, but Arumi has lived happily with her husband and three twins who are now three months old.

Although Putra and Mahesa have lived far from the city of Jakarta, but he is always updated about the latest news about the life of Arumi and her small family. He always asked the news of his former son-in-law from doctor Samuel, a doctor who had treated Mahesa when treated in the ICU room.

"Don't talk nonsense! Papa is sure, you can be happy even without Arumi beside you. As long as you want and try to forget the woman, happiness will come."

Mahesa is upset that Putra is always forcing her to forget Arumi. "Father will never understand what it's like to lose a loved one! It hurts, Pa, to see Arumi making out with another man in front of my own eyes!" The man touched his heart which was as painful as being stabbed by a sharp knife.

The mood was silent for a moment. The handsome man who was still faithful sitting on a wheelchair was enjoying the invisible hand piercing, tearing and slicing his heart to slit some parts. Now, he can feel how Arumi feels when he combines love with other women while their status is still a legal husband and wife in the eyes of religion and country.

A shadow of Arumi's beautiful face danced beautifully in the eye. The beautiful woman who was always present, accompanied him in every cold and silent night. A sweet smile, soft words and a touch of hands full of love he still feels until this moment. However, unfortunately, the woman's body and love are no longer owned because her stupidity has exchanged love for the sake of a child.

You idiot! He felt like the dumbest person in the world for willingly throwing away the woman he had always been by his side while he was still at the lowest point of his career. Still a lowly employee who has no income and abundant wealth. However, when he succeeds with his insistence on hurting Arumi's feelings just for the sake of his dedication to the mother. Really, really stupid!

The son looked fixedly at Mahesa with a fixed gaze. From the look of the man's eyes, he could feel how broken the child's heart was every time he remembered the incident. She can't blame Arumi if her ex-daughter-in-law returns the treatment of her new husband, because at that time he was sure that the beautiful doctor did not know at all from a distance that was not too far there was a pair of eyeballs were staring with a glint of eyes filled with jealous flames burning the entire body.

Unwilling to make Mahesa even more sad, Putra chose to give up and leave the man together with the nurse who worked to take care of and care for his favorite child during the healing period.

The son got up from the chair while tidying up the clothes he was wearing. "Well, if you don't want to come to town. You stay here with Sister Nadira. After all the business in Jakarta is done, Papa will be home soon."

So, Mahesa turned her body and then looked at the back of the papa with a nanar gaze until the old body disappeared along with the door closed tightly.

"Nadira, I'm going to Jakarta for a while. Titip Mahesa and please take good care of him!" he told a female nurse about twenty-five years old. He was a local medical worker who applied to become a homecare nurse at the new Putra residence.

Gently Nadira replied, "Well, Mr. Son. I will take good care of Mr. Mahesa. You don't have to worry about it."

"Then I go first. If there is an urgent matter, you can ask Mr. Abdul, next door neighbor."

Nadira nodded. Every time Putra went to Jakarta or anywhere, the man always told himself to ask Abdul for help. One of the former employees of Adiguna Properti who was exposed to PHK because the property company suffered a major bankruptcy so inevitably the owner pawned to the bank to get a loan. However, the company continues to suffer setbacks, because the company's reputation built hard-earned by Putra was tarnished due to the affair scandal between Mahesa and former top models.

The nurse stared at one of the shut doors. For a moment, he took a deep breath, then exhaled slowly. Trying to control yourself so as not to look nervous when adjacent to Mahesa.

"You can do it!"

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