Husband's Regret: Betrayed for Not Getting Pregnant
Will You Accept Me?

"Ray, why has your attitude changed for me? In the past, you were so fierce. Frequently yelling at me, scolding me just because of trivial things even have the heart to throw me out of your room. However, why is your attitude now changing 360°. Are you planning something to kick me out of the hospital?"

Arumi looked up at the head, looking at the handsome face of the man. A hundred times or even thousands of times looking at the beauty of God's creation this one will not make the woman bored.

Instead of answering Arumi's question, Rayyan gently rubbed the woman's long sign. "I didn't know your true nature yet. But now I know that you are actually fragile. You pretend to be strong in front of people but behind them, your tears flow like never-ending springs."

"This attitude of yours reminds me of Mama Mei Ling, my late long-dead Mama. In front of me, he was acting tough as if nothing had happened. But as the day turned night, Mama's tears fell down both cheeks."

"Ever time, I heard the sound of Mama's cry so slashing the heart. Makes me want to beat their faces that would hurt Mama. However, what power, back then I was a kid. My energy has not been strong enough to avenge the pain in your heart" Rayyan explained why her attitude has changed towards Arumi.

"Since when did you know that I'm not the toughest woman you think I am?" Arumi looked back at the fountain in front of her.

Rayyan smiled bitterly as she recalled the shadow of the past where she saw Mei Ling curled up on the bed by herself while hugging the shirt of the jerk man who had made her born into this world. Little Rayyan's heart was so congested when she saw her beloved mother hurt. Wanted to defend his mother but lacked the ability to do so. Finally he just muffled a sense of vengeance in the chest.

"Ray, you haven't answered my question," said Arumi, looking for a few seconds before looking back at the green trees and flowers blooming in front.

Repeatedly biting on the lower lip because the man's face was so mesmerizing. Even Arumi had to let out a long sigh to hide the strange thump that was on the chest.

"Ehm .. ever since I met my ex-husband and the Female Fox. An accidental encounter made me realize that you're actually fragile not as fresh as I imagined."

"Since then, I've felt guilty for treating you so badly. If only I had known that you were a weak woman, I might have been more gentle with you. Really, I'm so sorry." Rayyan's words sounded full of regret.

Arumi can understand the man's attitude because basically she is not a woman who has an extrovert personality. Personality types that are sociable and prefer interactive environments. Women prefer to be alone and hide their feelings from others.

"Oh, don't remember anymore. I also forgot about that incident. What's important is that you've changed and been more human towards me than ever before." He smelled a smile as he moved the dangling legs under the park bench.

A cold yet very charming face glanced towards the beautiful woman who was able to make a boisterous rumble hit in the chest.

"Mahesa is stupid for throwing away precious diamonds for the sake of stones that do not have the same sale and purchase" Rayyan said. The eyes were still staring at Arumi. "I'm sure he'll regret wasting you one day, Rumi."

Arumi returned the man's gaze. The two stared at each other without blinking a single bit.

"It's only worthwhile if I can't give the man offspring. I have no meaning whatsoever in the eyes of Mas Mahes. Although Kayla was only a stone of times if she could give offspring then it would have value in the eyes of the Adiguna family."

Rayyan laughed out loud at Arumi's words. He did not laugh at the beautiful woman sitting beside him but laughed at the silliness of Mahesa and Arumi's former in-laws.

"What are you laughing at? Laughing at the unfortunate fate that befell me?" said Arumi cynically. He snorted in annoyance as he inched away from Rayyan. However, the burly hand pulled Arumi's arm so that he could not go anywhere.

"I'm not laughing at your misfortune. You idiot!" Rayyan slapped her hand on Arumi's forehead.

"Aw! Sick, Ray!" screech the woman while rubbing her forehead that hurts.

Arumi turned the eyeball puffed while throbbing. "Basic freak!"

Rayyan changed her sitting position. Now he faces Arumi. "So I laughed at Mahesa's stupidity not you."

"He thought, the benchmark of happiness of a person lies in the presence or absence of children in a household. Yes ... indeed the presence of a baby in a family will further strengthen the love between a husband and wife. However, if God has not intended to leave the baby in the womb of the wife, is the action of a husband to cheat behind the wife justified in this case?"

"I don't think so, Rumi. That's not a good reason to justify an affair. Supposedly, Mahesa be patient and continue to support you. Help you stay optimistic and try to make your heart happy. It's not even cheating and being nice with another girl that results in another life in Kayla's womb."

"Whatever the reason, infidelity or adultery remains unjustified in any religion. There are many religions in our country, none of which justify an affair."

"I sometimes wonder about couples out there. Many have suffered a fate like this and again the Eve are blamed. Everyone looked down on women who were not yet pregnant. They were insulted, scorned and there were even some people who could bear to say words that were inappropriate to say without thinking about the woman's psychic."

"The sterile mention pinned by others against married women but never pregnant, will cause the mental burden of the Eve. In fact, it could have been 'the man who was even barren." Rayyan shrugged her shoulders and hands up. "We don't know yet if we don't check."

"So don't make your past a burden when you open a new chapter in your life. Let go of all the burdens in the chest and keep smiling because there are still many people out there who are given the test of life worse than you," said Rayyan at length.

Arumi took a long breath. Nodding his head while digesting every verse spoken by his co-worker.

"You're right, Ray. All this time I often blame myself for not being able to give offspring to my husband so I feel more sensitive whenever someone talks about pregnancy."

"That's very natural for some women because the burden that is carried makes them not confident and tend to close themselves off from the outside world."

"Here, the role of husband and family is needed to help the wife to remain optimistic and confident if one day God will give her the opportunity to be pregnant. As long as both spouses are healthy, nothing is possible in this world. Even if the wife and husband have the disease, it can be treated. It is important to give each other support. That's more than enough."

Rayyan clasped Arumi's hand tightly and placed it on the man's chest. "Rumi, if this closeness of ours sprouted the seeds of unwitting love, would you accept me as your partner later on?" tanyanya ventured.

After giving Arumi a long piece of advice, she somehow moved her heart to say those words. He was eager to erase the sadness inside the woman. Replacing all of Arumi's suffering with happiness.

...Seriate...

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