Lecturer Idiot
103. Difficult Options (SEASON 2 EPS. 21)

"If there is, please tell me. Let me take it myself." Add me with a flat tone. I don't want any more misunderstandings. I don't want to hurt Ilham anymore. Just to be on guard, because anyone knows Brother suddenly came at an inappropriate time. Just like Morgan back then.

Suddenly I saw the pupils of her eyes being rounded. I was thinking, is it possible that I'm speaking wrong?

"Nothing is strange. I just realized that you, it turns out.." Said cut. He was silent while looking at me. I was confused and waited for him to continue his words.

"Ckleeckle.. Bruckkk.." Suddenly, my brother got into the car. To the point that, I almost jumped in shock. At least I know this time, Brother didn't see anything strange about us.

"Try stories! how'd Loe's face get to that?" Ask Brother curiously. I looked at him with a lazy look.

"God, the road used to be mending." Shake me up because I'm upset. Brother returned my flat gaze with a sneer.

"Bawel really granny!" His grunt. I just stick my tongue out at him.

Shortly after, We prepared to head to the nearest hospital. Along the way, We kept telling stories so the car drove at a slow speed.

"Now is it the way, try to tell me how can it be like gini?" Ask Brother. He seems very curious.

"it's just a misunderstanding." Answer me the ambiguous one. I intentionally made her more curious.

"Misunderstanding what that means? No way dong suddenly the face of the Inspiration can be like it yourself? Who knows if you fell or hit something hard? Or even out of the fight?" Said Big Brother while occasionally looking at the glass in front of him. I glanced at Ilham who was also glancing at me.

"it's all because of Morgan." I said doubt. Brother immediately looked sharply at me.

"That's because of Morgan? How can? Why did Morgan teach Ilham? Why would Morgan go that far? So crazy!" Ask Big Brother. The sentence is more inclined to be called 'interrogating' instead of asking.

"It is only I and Ilham who know the truth. Morgan suddenly came and immediately hit Ilham's brother many times until Ilham Kak unconscious. Fortunately there is a Dicky Lecturer who is the least bit. Otherwise, maybe Morgan could have done something crazier than that." Obviously me. Brother immediately threw away his gaze.

"Jealous anyway. But it doesn't have to hurt people like this, right? If he doesn't know the truth." Say Brother. Looks like Brother is siding with me.

"Gue just doesn't want others to misunderstand me. This time I really have no evil intentions with Arasha. But maybe from the point of view that He saw yesterday, the situation may be very fitting the same position that is not pleasing to the eye. Naturally, his name is male if you see the girl touched even a little will be angry. But honestly, I have no intention whatsoever. I only helped Ara yesterday because there was something on her face." Timpal Ilham to help explain to Brother the real incident.

"What Ka Ilham said. I'm not gonna mess around behind Morgan. Brother Arash must believe in me." I muttered trying to convince Brother's heart. But Brother was silent, perhaps He was digesting the words I and Inspiration had just said.

We arrived at the nearest hospital. Currently, Brother is taking care of the administration so that Ilham gets medical treatment. I sat in the court of Ilham's room. The doctor and his team were doing medical work, and I was told to wait outside.I felt guilty for what happened with Ilham last night. I have only met Ilham a few times. But I didn't expect I'd drag Insham into this big of a deal. I looked at him while looking at my phone. It felt so quiet when I knew there wasn't any notification on my phone since last night.

Someone suddenly sat down a few chairs from the reclining seat, which I was sitting on. I don't care about it. My heart feels empty to remember memories with Morgan that have been too much to be forgotten easily.

"Prof Handoko, I want to tell you." Morgan's voice now. I didn't expect my feelings to be this deep on her. To the point that I hallucinated hearing that voice.

"Did I really go crazy?" I'm confused because I'm constantly haunted by Morgan.

"I had an accident while driving with Dicky. My situation is fine. But Dicky had a serious injury. I'd like to ask for leave in Dicky's name." His voice kept ringing and even now it was clearer. I immediately turned to look at the person who was sitting several chairs next to me.

"Tais.. Tesss.." My tears immediately fell out of control because I saw Morgan calling someone. Something seemed to be sticking up covering his temple. He then looked towards me as well. Cold look! Just like the first time we met. I didn't expect! It turns out that Morgan and Dicky had an accident, just like I had a dream last night.

"Thank you Prof. I'll call again. I was waiting for Dicky outside the room. If there's any progress, I'll definitely give you some news. Good day, Prof." Morgan stopped his phone shortly after looking at me. My tears are flooding my cheeks. I can barely control myself anymore. I really want to hug Morgan. The atmosphere was awkward, for a moment we threw each other a glance.

"I'm done..." I saw a sudden inspiration coming from behind the door. He was silent for a moment to see Morgan who was a few meters beside me. Inspiration approached me and thrust his hand.

"Let's go home." Soft talk. I don't want Morgan to hurt Inspiration anymore. I just kept quiet while looking at Ilham. Unconsciously, I was constantly shedding tears in front of Inspiration. The hand He thrust out, He used to wipe away my tears. I'm surprised! Why is it that the more I want to look after him, the more He tries to get himself into trouble? What does Inspiration really think?

"Come, what are you waiting for? Let's go home." His words are so soft. He unceasingly wiped away the tears that were constantly flooding my cheeks. I turned towards Morgan who was just silent while watching Us. Why didn't Morgan respond to the action of Inspiration at all? He has clearly been watching us ever since. Is that right, he doesn't care about me anymore?

I looked back at the Faithful who were still waiting for me. Slowly, I took the hand of Inspiration. Morgan still did not respond at all and respond to him. That's a sign that it's clear, right, He does not want Me anymore?

I kept holding back my pain. Until finally, I decided to leave Morgan and continue to hold the hand of Inspiration. With a heavy feeling, I didn't look at Morgan at all. Looking at it for a while, it was enough to make my heart ache. Especially before He left me yesterday, He told me not to see him again. Well if that's what He wants, I won't bother him anymore. Good bye, Morgan.

-MORGAN

Ara left while holding the dirty man's hand. My heart went back to being hot. But, I have no more business with him. Our relationship is now over and I have no right to interfere with his choice. Although to be honest I was furious as He wiped away Ara's tears, but this is a public place. I don't want to bother the other patients and make a fuss here, just because of the Woman problem.

I threw my eyes off them. I don't want to see their affection anymore. I want to close my feelings to her. That man, it seems like he deliberately showed off his affection in front of me. He knows I am watching them. I became upset by myself. I pulled out my phone and looked at my ex's social media account. I don't want to see him anymore. I'd love to block all access so we can't reconnect. Seen Ara's current account. I press the block button until the pop-up sign block or cancel. I feel very heavy to do it. I thought for a moment what should I choose?

I pressed the cancel button and undo my intention. Forgetting someone is not as easy as getting it.

"Thurghhhh!" I'm upset because I can't do it. I can't if I have to lose contact with Ara. But now, I'm nothing to him. Just part of his past.

-ARA.

I went back with Ilham to his car in the parking lot. Seen Brother who was smoking while rendering in Ilham's car.

"Lho, is it over?" Ask Brother. Me and Inspiration are silent.

"It's really not being treated, is it?" Ask again. I let go of Ilham's hand because I think I'm done acting in front of Morgan. I just want Morgan to take it all. I don't want to be the only one hurt, even if this is just a misunderstanding. But that mistake may have been the reason Morgan hated me so much.

"It was just checked, kept in the wound, compressed, yes, it's the most so." Answer Ilham.

"Drrrrttt.." I saw my phone vibrating. It was a notification from Reza's account. I'm confused, since when did I get a notification from his account? Was it because I was stalking him?

'It is impossible to walk once!' my mind was immediately astonished I saw the notification from Reza's social media account. He posted a photo. But he only showed the suitcase with the caption "until". Why is he so happy to move?

"Tinggg.." one short message went into the inbox. I immediately saw it and read the contents of the message.

"Hi, Ra. I have arrived in Indonesia. Is there an event this afternoon? I really want to meet Loe." A short message from Bisma. I was uneasy with this short message. I'm afraid, Bhishma bears the same problems that Inspiration feels today. But instantly, my mind was broken. I realize that my relationship with Morgan is now no one and He has no right to interfere in all my affairs.

"Well, Ra?" Ask Brother. My focus is completely gone now. I turned my eyes to those who were talking.

"Aah?" I was confused by the question they asked me. I didn't hear their conversation at all. My focus is too much for Morgan. I shouldn't be like this! If I go down, it's the same as letting it trample over my self-esteem.

"After focusing?" Yanya Brother. I immediately grinned it.

*

Now we have arrived home. Brother and Ilham were sitting in the living room to talk.

"I'm going to go to the room first, brother." My speech.

"Why go to the room? We dong here." Cynical Sister. I got upset and pursed my lips in front of them. Inspiration instantly covered his mouth with both of his hands. I don't know why he is, I don't understand. I decided not to care.

"I'm gonna take a shower for a second. I'll be here again." Say me flatly.

"Judah, don't be long." Finally my brother gave me permission.

"Yeahya." I muttered, But still agree with Brother's words. He seemed to stick his tongue out at me

I replied by sticking my tongue out at him too. I went to my room upstairs. But my feelings said like something was left behind.

"What's missing?" I wondered while walking. I was trying to think of something that was left behind.

"Oh yes, mobile phone!" I remember my phone still left in Ilham's car. If my phone gets carried away to Ilham's house, I'll definitely be very troublesome again later.

"Yes, take it first." I rushed back to the garage.

"Yes, that's how sir." Speak a faint sounding inspiration. I stopped to hear the conversation of Inspiration and Brother. I eavesdrop like this, reminding me as I eavesdrop on Brother and Morgan's conversation. I suddenly mellowed with this situation.

"Not formal, Ham. Relax again! If it's outside, we're friends." Say Brother. I didn't know you had any friends besides Morgan. I kept listening to their conversation. I'm a little curious, what the hell are they talking about outside of work?

"Yes, Race. Oh yeah, I'd like to ask." Inspiration said his voice sounded doubtful.

"Loe asked what?" Ask the brother back. I peeked a little at them. I want to know the response and attitude of Inspiration while talking casually with Brother. Seemed a doubtful and very rigid Inspiration. When you look at it again, the inspiration turned out to be very sweet.

"Mh.. If I had, I'd bet you Arasha, would Loe give me permission?"