Lecturer Idiot
64. Hence, Here Dong!

An officer ambushed me. I obey all

his desire was without further ado and let out the slightest sound. I've been

no longer powerless to fight or just say one word.

With a heavy heart, I followed them all to the police station. Dad, and so

Fla was there as a person who misunderstood me. The two of them

I thought I was the one who killed the princess. In fact, I don't know

asked about the incident that just happened to Princess. I'm such a fool! Already

I am saddened by the state of the woman I love. No one wants to hear me

at that time though I was already proven innocent by this incident.

I feel alone, I have no one to reveal

the feeling I am feeling right now. Day by day I passed by

feelings of loss and regret. I can no longer smile like I did

before I knew the Princess. I kept blaming myself.

Had I not invited Princess to watch a movie that time, she would not have

will go from my side forever. All the ways I've been through for

eliminating the figure of the Princess in my mind. But, all the same and in vain

mere. I lived my bleak 4-year life. Until finally, I

decided to continue my S2 in Japan. With guilt, I

self-soothing leaves everything that has been passed for 4 years

lately, I still remember it clearly.

Arriving in Japan, I began to search

plus, working side jobs there. All the work I do for

to be able to connect my life. Because at that time, I was happy to drink

shoch. It takes extra income so I can buy shochu to take off

I finished my studies and also worked part-time. When I was

working in a bar, I saw a woman being harassed by

some guy. I approached him.

“excuse me, can I help

you?” Ask me who is still very rigid in Japanese, so I

decided to use English only.

“Kansho Shinai!” (Don't

intervene!) Suddenly it hit. Fortunately, before deciding to

going to Japan, I learned a little bit of the language, although it was still rigid to

I speak his language. But I understand a little what he said.

“I am an employee

here. don't disturb other visitors!”

“Shinu koto

sagashiteimasu ka” (look for dead?)

One by one they began to surround me. I don't take it

my shop was ruffled by him. What's more, when they touch women

violently. I won't hesitate to finish them off.

There was a very big fight between me and them. No

someone can stop us. Everyone was silent and stiff at the appearance

my martial arts are good.

“Brukkkkkkkk They were all lying on the floor.

They might have felt the pain of getting hit by my blow hard enough

that's. I don't care about their situation. I just want them to go away from

come here and never come back.

“Kiwotsukero!!!” (Awas

you!!) They all left before me and left the woman

it's with me. I approached him to make sure he was.

“You don't papa, do you?” Ask me. It was like looking at me

clingy. For a second, he was silent, unmoved.

“Hello?” Ask me. He woke up from his daydream.

“Wakarimasen!” (I

don't understand) He said

bent over. I kind of forgot that I was dealing with a Japanese girl. I

smile sweetly at him to just calm his heart that might be

it's fucked.

“Gomen’nasai!” (Sorry)

Answer me as well while bowing to imitate the style of Japanese culture.

I met him in the hope of forgetting

a little about the Princess. I just want to open my heart to another girl

so that the shadow of the Princess will be lost forever from my life. I was with him

every time. I feel she's very good to me. Until I quit from

my part-time job and focus on my college course. Because every one of me

need money to do whatever I want, he always

give it to me. My whole need was fulfilled after I got to know him.

But over time I became sorry for him. I tried to open my heart

and love him with all my heart. Every day, I taught him to talk

language Indonesian. And vice versa, I learned Japanese. I

he was getting comfortable with it at the time. I kissed her a few times without

doing things outside of it even though it keeps making me want

I did, but I don't want to get stuck with him. But at that time, I

knowing that the thug who was teasing him at that time was his man so that

I could be his. I was so upset when I found out. I don't like

the person I trusted, suddenly lied to me like that. What's more, I

he found her with another man in the room. I finally

decided to end our relationship. I started to refocus on

job seeking. I tried to move out of the area and applied for one

bars. I know some girlfriends who are none other than my working partner

just there. I let go of my tiredness and started wasting money again.

After a few months in this place, I began to think how

so that I can run away from Meygumi and his guards. Because,

every time they come to chase me and catch me. I didn't

understand problem. I'm like a fugitive here. Time after time

then it was time to get my S2 title. By always living

being a fugitive all the time, I finally ventured to meet

Meygumi. I came straight to his house to apologize and say goodbye

to him. He may be devastated by my sudden presence after

long-disappeared. What's more, I met him intending to leave. She recounted

if my family builds a hotel in Indonesia that is planned

will be co-managed with me when I complete my studies. But, I

I'm fed up with everything that's happened to her. Finally

it was very difficult for me to get out of his house to fly straight to

Indonesia that day.

- FLASH BACK MORGAN OFF -

I feel so full of Morgan's stories. I didn't

know what to behave like. It was a little bit painful to hear

the whole story he told me. I look at her heartily

he was also looking at me. That's why he always does that because

the pressure he was under was enormous in my opinion. Yep! His past is no different

far away from my past. I understand his feelings now.

“So, that's why I've always been cold to you. Because it is

my feelings for women are almost dead. I don't want to say that thing

same with the past I've been through.” He said with a tone full of sadness. I

“So Meygumi plays love with other men? Because loe is not

want to wait for him?” Ask me. It's a little nagging. My mind was wrong during

it's about. I guess, a guy like him can easily fuck

the woman he wanted.

“Honestly, I'm the first new same you.” Say it with tone

which sounds a bit doubtful. I spontaneously turned to her and saw her face

which he hid in a way to throw away that view. I looked in the direction

the contrary. My face was hot for a moment. My face has changed

the red?

“Hotel that you use to spend the night with the man,

it is a Meygumi hotel. I also met Meygumi back then.” Yakap

Morgan surprised me. Why is the world so small? Then, what

did Morgan do when he met Meygumi back?

“Hah? Keep on, you just say the same he when you meet the same

she?” Ask me cynics. He looked coldly at me. I was too rash with

ask her like that. I don't want him to think anything

about myself.

“Are you jealous?” Ask them to make heat immediately

my face. I looked at him cynically.

“S. Who's jealous try?” Cynic me with stammering.

He smiled at me.

“I don't confess anything to him. Just, I'm on guard

worried about why you were with me. Because at that time, Mey

it is still in Indonesia. So, I decided after that you were together

That my friend, I limited myself not to meet you even though, I can't

confess that completely. That's why I kept you up at that time.”

Evidently. I just kept thinking about something. It was appropriate that time

intentionally stay away from me. I understand now the problem he is facing

all this time.

“Oh so, you deliberately made me far that time huh?”

My cynics. He looked at me with a flat look. I snorted in annoyance at him.

“Keep, who was chasing us? Like, I

not foreign to the men I saw at a glance earlier.” Ask me. He paid no heed

my question and instead lay her body on the bed.

“Deg..”.

I feel like my heart is pumping again. I saw her

lying on my side while facing me while opening his arms

as if telling me to lie down with him. My face is getting hot again

because I understand about it. He waved at me like he was asking me

to sleep with him. The atmosphere looks awkward at the moment.

“Tomorrow again we speak. Come on, sleep with me.”

Bring along. I threw away my eyes because I was ashamed of him. I retreated.

“Loe is sleeping first! I'm not sleepy!” I said doubt. I'm scared

the things I don't want will happen again.

“You yourself came here, or I forced you?”

Ask in a threatening tone. Spontaneously I turned towards him.

“Ih! What the hell loe? I don't want to be in ancem

look!!” Snap me. He smiled at my harsh response like

ordinarily.

“Makanya, here dong.” My heart started beating, my heart started beating

taut again. I don't understand, why did the effect go so deep?

I'm not Morgan. I could feel the vibrations

this strange one. With hesitation, I went to the place where he lay and lay down

lying next to him. Still far enough. I'm so stiff if

must sleep in his arms.

“We want to sleep cuddle or join?” Ask

makes me very embarrassed. Why is he not ashamed to say that? Facial

I might have met up while dealing with him. I'm spontaneous

looking towards him.

“Tuk..” I flicked Morgan's forehead slowly.

“Duh.. Why?” Her moaning was spoiled while rubbing her forehead. I

so it's more and more shameful to show my face to her.

“Conscious, loe it's nobody I!” My firmness, he fell silent

flatfoot.

“Keep, if you're nobody to me, why would you want to

sleeping one bed with me?” God made me even more ashamed. I've been

like a cheap woman who easily inflames my self-esteem.

“H!!! So good to see!!!” Snap me to him. But, he

even silent while staring fixedly at my lips. The mood became very

awkward from before. Stupid me, even returned that look. I'm aware

from daydreams. Right now, he is very close to my face. Breaths

it bothers me a lot because the effects of his sighing make me drunk

paggy. I can barely control myself. But, he just

just look at my lips. No movement at all. I've been

looking forward to the good times with him. Though my logic is resisting, but the heart

I miss her warm kiss.

‘Duh. This person is not

start-up anyway?’ My mind is upset at having to wait a long time. I didn't

maybe start first. I don't want her to think of me as a woman

cheap again. I had to restrain myself from losing control. He touched

part of my chin and staring at me. There is a vibration in my heart that I cannot

control again. My heart is starting to get out of control again. I want so much

start this hot game. Her beautiful brown eyes

that makes me even more helpless.

“Would you be my girl?”

“Deg..”.

My heart became riddled with him. Instantly, my breath

it stopped blowing, my heart stopped beating, and slowly I started

set my breath that faltered as a result of hearing his declaration of love to me.

How could I be this happy to hear that word spoken from his mouth? I'm happy

hear that sentence. What am I supposed to tell him? I have to answer

what after this? I should how? Didn't he ever say to

don't you ever put a taste on her? Why is he stating at the moment

his feelings for me?

“Cupss..” He kissed my lips softly. I'm sontak

surprised by his treatment. I've been looking forward to this ever since. And if

not wrong, this is the most romantic statement of love for me. Subsequent to

his love statement, he then immediately kissed me. Without having to wait

answer from me. Would she be afraid if I refused her love? But if I

refuse, I definitely won't accept a kiss from her, will I? What a sign I am

accept love? What is the sign, I love him?

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