Lecturer Idiot
79. Dibble

"Where should I look?" I glanced over there and over here. I walked foolishly without thinking about my safety. Now, I have arrived outside my home complex. I walked down the street with minimal lighting. Sometimes I look left and right. Why is it so cold tonight? I forgot to wear a jacket.

-MORGAN

Now I have arrived at the city park that he has determined. I parked my car just like that. I tried to get out of there and search for the whereabouts of the mysterious woman to every corner of the park. I ran there and came here. Seeing every park bench that exists, it is filled with lovers. I was tired of running around there and here but there was no whereabouts of that woman. I was silent while processing my breath that felt short and tight. I took my phone and searched the guy's number. I called her in the hope that nothing happened to her.

"Dringggg.." Not long after the sound of someone's cell phone ringing from behind me. I was shocked and immediately turned my body to see who was behind me.

-ARA.

Tonight, in addition to feeling the cold from the night wind, I also felt that the road was very quiet and that there were rarely people passing in this area. I became worried about my own safety. I ran to the left and to the right quickly. I feel like someone has been following me since. I don't want to get dizzy. Maybe there are people who are in line with me. I sent a message to Morgan.

"Where are you?"

I stroked both sides of my arm which was cold from being blown by the night wind. I'm trying to get Morgan back. But, the longer it became clear that someone was following me from behind me. I started to move a bit quickly because to be honest, I was already starting to fear the current state of affairs. I sent a message to Morgan again.

"Where are you? I'm looking for you again. I feel bad, someone followed me from earlier. I'm telling you to walk, I don't know what else to do." I typed the message with great fear. I tried to catch my breath repeatedly. I accelerated my footsteps.

The longer the atmosphere gets behind me. I'm getting scared. Crossing my mind, I had to share my current location with Morgan. I don't want to let my friends know. That's why I just sent it to Morgan. I opened my phone back and sent the current location of my whereabouts. I distributed it for 8 hours. I'm afraid Morgan can't find me in the next 1 hour, if something happens to me.

'Oh my goodness, I hope I'm okay. Who is the prankster who makes me creep malem-malem?' My mind is terrified. I try not to care about my back. I stepped forward regardless of who had been following me since.

I passed by a group of people who were sitting on this deserted road. I've been safe from the previous people who followed me. I'm trying to be okay.

"Eh.. Uhuh.." Say one of them. I guess I'll be safe from the people who've been following me. But it turns out I was not safe because I met them. They stopped me by circling all sides of me. I'm surprised I didn't play and didn't know what to do. All I have in mind is Morgan. Can he help me? I was really scared this time. I tried to break through the stretchy side next to them.

"Eth.. Beautiful, very rushed. Where the hell are you going?" Hampers one of them by using a very ignorant tone. My heart thumped, for fear that they would do anything to me. I'm starting to not calm down.

"Who are you?!" Ask me cynically. They flashed a ignorant smile at me, making me even more unable to endure this fear.

"Where are you beautiful? Shall we anther?" She held my hair and kissed it. I tried to pull my hair from her and got loose.

"Have to hold me!!" Say it with a threatening tone. They still wouldn't stay still and just kept groaning all over my body and touching it. I tried to block them as much as possible. I don't want their dirty hands touching every side of my body.

"It's a hell of a thing.." They touch every side of my body. Until I can't take it anymore.

"Don't hold it!!"

"Republicabelle.."

I slapped one of them who looked like their boss. His expression was unacceptable because I had slapped him on the cheek. He glared straight at me.

"Basic bitch!" Enragement peaked. He looks like he's raising his hand towards my face. I refles and instantly looked down in fear. But nothing happened to me.

"Shitsureina koto wa shinaide kudasai" said someone familiar to my ears. (Shitsureina koto wa shinaide kudasai \= Don't be rude). I looked towards the source of the sound. It appears the Japanese man is holding back a slap from the thugs. I was silent without a word. I can only see this rare sight. I didn't expect God to be so kind to me by sending help in difficult times like this. I'm so grateful.

"Don't be a hero!" Shake that guy. He let go of the Japanese man's hand with all his might, until he was almost knocked to the side.

"Please step aside!" Tell it to me. I nodded in understanding and immediately ran towards a safe place. I stayed away from that crowd. Somehow he fought the thugs. I was just crouching curled up on the roadside asphalt. I was so scared and didn't even want to look anywhere. I just curled up and covered my head with both hands.

I began to pique with someone who was highlighting the lights towards me. I'm trying to see who dares to do this. I started to see someone coming down and rushed towards me.

"Fuck!!!" I just realized that he was Morgan.

"Morgan.." I got up and tried to get closer to him. I hugged him very tightly too. I am, at this moment, a coward. I was so scared of everything I was going through. I don't know what it would be like if he didn't help me.

"Ra, why is this so?" Ask me softly. I can't say anything anymore. I can't talk anymore.

"Come, go home." Take Morgan. I tried to tell him that there was someone else who needed help. I saw him from a distance, he was ambushed by some people and severely beaten. Makes my tears unconsciously fall by itself. I can't do anything anymore.

*

I have arrived at my house. I could no longer walk, I could not even take out a single word. I could only stand still while staring blankly at the front.

"Udah to come." Ogre Morgan. I just kept quiet and didn't budge.

"Nothing will happen to you. Come.. Login." Morgan was trying to calm my mood. But, I didn't feel at all calm because maybe I was traumatized by that kind of thing. I no longer want to live in this world. I'm so scared of the crime that happened tonight.

"Bec.." Morgan put his hand on my right cheek and stroked my cheek. I ignored him and opened the car door.

"By!" He held my hand. I can no longer argue with him. I used the rest of my energy to release my hand from his grip. Slowly I began to leave him and enter my house.

I walked straight to my bedroom. I can't think clearly. All my body was shivering and I had absolutely no energy to do anything. My stomach hurt like a sharp knife. I threw myself into my bed. I started to close my eyes.

-MORGAN

I looked towards Ara who seemed to have fallen asleep on her bed. I am sorry and feel so useless right now. I didn't know it would be like this. I'm afraid something serious happened with Ara. I don't want to see him hurt. I feel like I failed to take care of my woman. I stared at him softly. I started to approach him. Slowly, I opened the sandals that were still attached to both feet. I still can't believe it's gonna be like this. I turned off Ara's room light. Start walking towards her, then sleep next to her. I looked at that pitiful face of Ara. I stroked every side of his face. I was sad and kept blaming myself, why am I so useless? I put my ego at risk, and also attach great importance to the safety of that obscure woman? I ignored the safety of the people I loved. I regret.

"Gomen." I then gently kissed the fig forehead. (Gomen \= Sorry). I hugged her body which felt so cold. I was afraid, Ara woke up in an uneasy state. I just wanted to give her a sense of security this time. As a form of regret for my negligence tonight.

*

-ARA.

I felt my body shiver. I started to open my eyes slowly. But I can't move at all. I started to see who was holding me next to me.

"Morgan." Ogre me. I looked at him with a sad look. I don't know what to do with him anymore. Clearly, he had come to see me and saved me even if it was too late. His body was warm, as he did not open his jacket. He probably fell asleep while he was looking after me last night. I held my embrace to him. Her body became warmer and was able to make myself warmer than before. I looked towards the wall clock. It's 8 a.m., and Morgan hasn't even woken up. Did he not go to work today? I couldn't bear to wake her up. Plus, I still wanted to linger holding her like this. It can make me comfortable and may erode my fear.

"Dringgg..." Morgan's phone rings. I'd love to grab the phone that's in his jacket pocket.

"Enggh.." It turns out that my body shift made Morgan wake up from his sleep. He took his phone and turned off the alarm.

"Good morning." Sapa Morgan who sounded very polite in my ear. Instantly my whole body felt shivering again when I heard Morgan say good morning. I just kept quiet and didn't flinch as I looked into her beautiful eyes.

"Why not wake me up? I don't work." He said, I held back my laughter from hearing Morgan's funny wake-up effect.

"I don't want to be away from you, right now." I said frankly to him. I don't want to make him misunderstand again. I want to be honest with how I feel right now. He smiled at me.

"A little test." He said while touching my nose. I don't understand what he's saying.

"Why do you want to have a test soon? I'm getting a suspension?" Ask me back. He smiled mischievously at me. I was confused by the meaning of that smile.

"I have to give them enrichment materials before exam week starts. Today is the last lesson before the exam begins. Tomorrow and the day after, the campus provides a time dispensation as a quiet week for them to relax and repeat the lessons they have not yet understood." Morgan is at length. I just pucker my lips. I can't do anything anymore. I can't block him.

"Oh yeah, auntie asked permission to go back to her village for 3 days. So, for the next 3 days, I'll keep you here." Clearly Morgan.

"What?!!!" I was surprised to hear his words. Why didn't aunt tell me and ask me for permission? How can my needs be fulfilled? Who will cook food for me? Who will wash my clothes? Who will clean my room?

"Oh no!!" I covered my face with both hands.

"Let's be calm, for these 3 days, I'm in charge of this house." His words made me a little calm. I no longer worry about household matters. But..

"Haaaahh?? It's mean loe gonna stay here dong? Keep loe going.. Will.." I said in fear while covering my chest with a blanket. Morgan smiled at me.

"Let's just be calm, if you don't feel guilty, I can sleep on the couch." Sluggishly. I feel a little calm hearing it. My chest immediately thumped because I had thought of something no-no.

"I went to college first." It was like asking me for permission. I just kept quiet while looking at him. Suddenly my stomach felt so bad. I forgot, I haven't eaten since noon yesterday. I'm afraid my magh is becoming chronic again. I held my stomach and closed my eyes while looking down, enduring the pain I felt.