
“Ra, Would you be my girl?” The question made my heart shake a little. I knew he would say that. But why is it that every time he says that, my heart can't digest it? I swallowed my saliva
because my throat was dry and my tongue was moody to answer the question. I took a deep breath and tried to calm my mind. I wanted to digest every word I would say to her.
“Yes, I would.” Speak to me with a stammering tone. It looks like the face that shines from the face that I see right now. He may now be happy because I have accepted it with all my heart. Not like
usually, they cannot accept it even a little bit. He hugged me so tightly that he was so happy. I chuckled at her treatment and her very strange behavior.
“Finally, you want to accept me.” He said in a very happy tone, it sounded.
“Ets.. Don't be so cute first, loe!” My words that managed to make him stop the action of his celebrity. I really want to prick him. Sorry yes, hihi.
“Lho, why can't I be smirking?” Ask. I squinted my forehead.
“Kalo loe wants to be my girlfriend, not as easy as you imagine!” My speech. He was silent when I said that. Haduh, my intention is just to joke and want to keep you know.
“Kok loe diem anyway?” Ask me. He laid his body next to me. I feel bad because I already
playing with his feelings like that. I'm a little sad.
“What are the terms?” Morgan asked as he closed his eyes with his arm.
“One, you can't use complicated language, which I don't understand.” Obviously me. He just kept quiet. I guess, I
can't hide it this time.
“Kok diem anyway! Denger gak?” Ask me.
“Iya, listen to me. So, from now on, I have to use my usual language?” Ask back without
opened his arms and looked at me without looking.
“Yap! Right. Second, you have to promise never to macem-macem me. If I don't want to, you don't
may I make the same sex loe!” Answer me. He still did not move from his position.
“Hmm.” He just cleared his throat. Makes me a little upset because his attitude is still the same as usual.
“Three, you don't have to be cool anymore! Inget, I'm loe's boyfriend! Loe should open anything with me! Inget!.”
“Iya.” Simplified. I don't care anymore about all the answers he gives.
“Fourth, you can't leave me with any reason!” My speech. He eventually changed his position
being pushed me back. I was ashamed of his actions. But what is the shame for? We are officially lovers.
“Sayang.. I'm definitely trying to make you comfortable with me. Although sometimes I still can not change the nature of aseli that I have. Sorry for what I did. Don't be bored to say sorry to me.” His words made my heart feel very relieved. And, I also first heard him say one sentence that almost all use informal language. I cannot live in the tension of language. I don't want to
it makes my brain think very hard because it has to understand every raw word that is spoken from its mouth. I smiled and nodded at him.
And in the end, I was able to accept it with all my heart to be a part of my new life.
Although it is very heavy for me in the future, I have to choose between Bhishma with her uncertainty, or Morgan who is always beside me. Finally, for now I prefer the person who is always with me. I smiled when I heard what Morgan said. We both hugged each other as a sign of me accepting her love.
“So, can we have fun on this happy night?” Ask. I'm stunned
hear that question. I would love to enjoy a night with him. But, I don't want to until he does something weird again for tonight.it's the same as love wearing lust isn't it? I don't want my love to be dominated by such things.
“Ga!” Ketus. He touched my nose with his nose making me ashamed of his behavior.
“Your face is red..” Ledeknya while installing a annoying look. I was embarrassed and covered my face with both hands. I'm already his girlfriend now, why should I be ashamed again of his sweet behavior? It shouldn't matter, right? He just mocked me a little. Did I really love him deeply? Until I feel something that can make me ashamed if faced with him?
“Morgan mah's.. Don't suck so damn!” Speak to me in a spoiled tone. Morgan sounded a little laugh. I just saw him laughing at me.
“Don't laugh ah!” Refute me. He then changed his expression into a smile while looking at me sharply. I was embarrassed by it. I put my hand on his face.
“Don't do that, I'm so shy.” Ogre me. He put away the hand that covered his eyes. He put my hand on his cheek.
“I love you.”
“Deg.”
Every word or deed he said and did, I felt very happy and not infrequently I became
wrong behavior because of it. What do I have to answer? I never even expressed my feelings openly to the man I loved.
“Yeah to stay answered anyway!” Say someone familiar to my ears. I looked towards the source of the sound
that's. Seen brother who is holding his phone, and also other friends such as Ray, Rafa and Fla. Maybe he was recording all our speech and behavior since then. I immediately turned into very embarrassed. Why are they all here?
“What the fuck is this?” Panic me trying to get up and get myself out of Morgan's body. However, Morgan
like blocking me and not allowing me to rise from my position. I felt that my pride was no longer in front of them. I lost my pride today. I was embarrassed. Why are all eyes looking at me with such a ignorant look?
“Cieee Ara's.. Just answer me!!” Sambar Ray's.
“Yes, why the hell? Kan Mr. Morgan is handsome! Let's answer dear dong.” Rafa confirmed Ray's speech.
“Cuittt bang sihh..” Add Fla who does not want to lose with Ray and Rafael. I'm getting less able to breathe
for holding my shame. Morgan just kept quiet while remaining in his position that was above me. I was so embarrassed to hear their throats. I covered my face with both hands, but Morgan held my hand.
“Loe crazy huh gan?” Ask me. He didn't answer my question. He just kept quiet while looking at me.
“Do not be ashamed anymore, we will be greget wriggly you all this time!” Fla said with a look that didn't
it can be interpreted that. I feel so ashamed of Fla. He was a sister and a living witness who often caught me and Morgan doing strange things to the size of people who just knew each other.
“Diem deh loe!” Furious of me, Fla just took my anger as a joke. He's laughing at me.
“This again, loe what the hell? Release me! Are you ashamed of what my friends are? What else is there my sister in
here!” Snap me. He smiled and started to rise from his position. He sat facing all those who were watching us from the entrance. I got up to follow Morgan and sat down to them. Fla came up to us and hugged me tightly.
“Loe can definitely get my sister, Ra.” Whisper in my ear. I am still listening to her words. She sounded so hopeful that I could be with her brother. Hmm. Maybe he's conscious.
and don't want to be so bad with Morgan anymore. Morgan's relationship with Fla has now begun to improve after Morgan's past events. I remembered Fla's words back then, which had only come to understand that Morgan was normal. So this has everything to do with Morgan's past with
the japanese girl. He let go of his arms and began to stand before us.
“Come, tonight's ritually!” Invite Rafa, everyone cheers Morgan is no exception. I grunt
annoyed by their behavior that has made me feel very embarrassed. Why are they all here? Did Morgan tell them all? Or is this something to do with them? In other words, they've all conspired to help Morgan frame me and then declare love to me?
“Males!!” Ketusku then I just immediately lay down my body and pull the blanket. I don't give a shit
the words of all of them. I was just tired and eager to rest to release all my tiredness. Although, Fla and the others were constantly bothering me, I did not open my eyes at all.
*
I woke up from my sleep. Slowly, I started to open my eyes. I kept silent for a moment
gathering my energy. After that, I looked around me. I was surprised to see around me. Turns out, there's still Morgan beside me sleeping undressed. I'm just upset to see it that way. Don't you think he and I did something I didn't realize?
“Bukkkk..”
“Awwwwsss.” I hit his chest spontaneously. He woke up from his sleep and held
his chest was whimpering in pain.
“Loe why sleep without clothes? Loe what am I?” Ask me cynics. Morgan closed his eyes and patted his forehead.
“I didn't say anything to you!” Answer the Morgan. Apparently, he was not fully aware.
“Don't lie to you! Then why don't you wear that shirt?” Ask him who is getting cynical. He tried to look me in the eye even though he looked like he kept rubbing both eyes.
“Semalem I want AC, but it's cold. Yes, I'm not being guilty. But for a long time even become sultry. I'm males
really take the AC remote. I opened his shirt.” Clearly in a very innocent tone like a child telling something to his mother. I stifled my laughter because the way he explained it was like a 5-year-old boy.
“Yaudah if you don't say anything to me. What time is it?” My word. He immediately took his phone
who was on the table near the sleeping lamp, then he saw the clock on his phone.
“Jam 5.” The sound of it was still very sleepy. He closed his eyes again and put his phone back on the table. I am very relaxed because my classes started
8 o'clock. I'd love to spend a little time with her to let go of her miss. I was just starting to accept it. I would love to embrace her. But, how do you do it? I was so stiff treating him. I'm not as romantic as the women out there. I just kept quiet while looking at him, I didn't dare to start first.
“Mau pelluukkk.” He is still in the same position. I was so shocked to hear her words. I'm happy
I could hear that sentence from him. So, I don't need to do it first so as not to impress like a cheap woman. He stretched out his hand to code me. I smiled and immediately hugged her. He hugged me like a bolster. Makes my breath become congested
irregular. In addition, the feeling of tension when receiving every touch from him is still felt to this day.
“There is a lecture schedule today?” Ask. I nodded small. He further tightened his embrace.
“Later to take ya.” His word. I was confused by what he meant.
“Lho, don't you also work?” Ask me. He stretched his arms and looked at me with a gaze filled with happiness. Very clearly visible.
“Continue calling me by the appellation ‘kamu’.” Her speech. I was too tired to be nice to her.
The first time I called him ‘kamu’. I unconsciously said the word ‘kamu’ and Morgan realized it. I'm not used to calling it soft. But I have to do this for her.
“Yaudah, I tried yes.” My speech. He gently stroked my hair and came back to make me his bolster.
“Why do you want to be my girlfriend? I'm fierce, jutek, nyebelin?” Ask me who is curious about him who can like a woman like me. In fact, there may still be many women who want to be his girlfriend.
“You it.. Unique.” Answer's simple. I was not satisfied with the answer he gave me. I don't want to
he took a wrong step and failed again as before.
“The real answer is cake!” My jerk who still held back was annoyed at him.
“Yes, baby.”
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