Lecturer Idiot
73. Blind Jealous
"I love you." I looked at his radiant face.
"Aishiteru, Arasha." Morgan replied to me, then we hugged each other back. I'm so happy this time to hear a direct confession from Morgan. I can't let go of Morgan's embrace. Comfortable shoulder after Father, Brother, and Reza. Will I be able to establish this relationship until I get to the guarantee later? Or the.. Should I run aground again before I can finally be with him? I don't know. I can only hope so. I cannot challenge fate either. Because in order to get to a more serious level, it seems like I need time.
He let go of his embrace. Then he gave me a glass of mineral water. I forgot to eat but I haven't drunk. Haha, there's only if you're in love.
I took the glass from his hand. He pulled the glass until I followed the glass.
"Cupppwss..." One kiss landed on my right cheek. I was silent for a moment while regulating the murmur of my breath. Suddenly embarrassed myself when Morgan treated me like this.
"Deeyahh.. Here.." My whine is like a child. He laughed and gave the glass to me. I looked at her with a cute look while taking the glass.
"Cieeee." Ledek Aunty suddenly. Morgan and I turned to Aunt who was standing behind us. Morgan and I chuckled at Auntie's prank. I didn't think Morgan and I were 'We'. Just how can I maintain this relationship that has been built. Because I know, my girlfriend is no ordinary person. There are fans everywhere. Although I knew she wasn't an artist, but many of my peers, upperclassmen, even lecturers who liked Morgan. There are so many great rivals out there. Not to mention the ghost of the Princess who may still ring in Morgan's mind. Haha, that's funny, isn't it? Rival to ghosts. I'm the only one who thinks silly like that.
*
Morgan and I were sitting on the couch in my living room. Can not be denied, I am still upset with the behavior of the woman in the cafe earlier. I'm trying to find the right time to discuss it with Morgan. I glanced at him. It was as if he was watching television until he didn't realize I was looking at him.
"Gan.." Pekik. Morgan turned towards me very coolly.
"What's up, Ra?" Ask. I started trying to be serious. I just wanted to ask you about Tata further. I don't want to carry my emotions this time.
"Emmm.. That woman.." I murmured doubtfully. Morgan stared flatly.
"So I stayed with him. I went straight to the flower shop to give you a hand. The flowers have been put in your room." It was clearly concisely dense and clear, of course with a flat expression. I had to put up with her volatile expression.
"Then..."
"Then I'm special for you, because you haven't had time to eat earlier in the cafe." Cut it off then he was surprised while covering his mouth with both hands. I held back a laugh as Morgan said this truthfully.
"Says Auntie's cooking?" My ledek. Morgan immediately tickled my stomach. I'm shaking because I'm holding back the tickle. I laughed at this moment, forgetting a moment of trouble. Moments later, Morgan stopped tickling me. I looked at him fixedly.
"What the hell, is your relationship the same Tata?" Ask me in a serious tone. He looked at me seriously too. Our views met, making the turmoil in my heart start to react. He then threw away his sight. I think he's ashamed.
"I'm the same Tata, there's no relationship whatsoever. Me and him, just ordinary classmates. It was indeed a bit exaggerated for the size of a friend. But I'm not interested in him at all. Although many people are after her, I am more interested in the Princess than she is." Clearly Morgan. My feelings started to mellow when I heard the word 'Princess'. Do I really have to compete with the dead?
My heart felt like it stopped beating. For a few seconds I could not feel my body.
"Ohuuukkkk.. Uhuuukkkk.." I flailed to my left chest. I should be able to get my heart pumping blood back. Perhaps, I thought too deeply about it to make things worse.
"What's wrong with you, Ra?" Ask Morgan in panic. I try to catch my breath as soon as possible.
"Sir papa. Maybe it's just choking." My pat. Morgan poured water into a glass and gave it to me.
"Drink first." Panicked, I immediately took the glass he gave me and downed it to the last drop. I put the glass on the table.
"Is that a little bit confusing?" Ask. I nodded slowly. Until this moment, I was still thinking about the Princess. What made Morgan fall deeply in love with that woman? I would love to ask. But, I knew it would only add to the wound. If I am quiet, this curiosity will not subside. I'm thirsty for everything that's Morgan's about.
"You still love the Princess?" Shoot me firmly. I need to know Morgan's heart. I don't want to have a relationship like this.
"The affection must still be stored.." Hanging words. I felt devastated to hear his confession. I threw my eyes off her.
"But everything is not the same." Further. I started to hold back my tears that were almost coming out of my eye patch. I could not hold back my tears. Me, weak.
"The affection has changed, transformed into something that I can not be in vain right in the future. I will never lose someone I love again. I will take care of you.. Until I really can't take it anymore." It made me spontaneously turn to him. Confound explanation! But, I already know a few points from what he explained. A little, I understand the meaning.
"Hey.. Dad dong. Don't cry." Lirih Morgan while wiping away my tears that poured around my cheeks. It's so sweet right now.
"The daughter was my first love. I love him. But he was the only one who constantly rejected me. I was so excited to get him. He is a genius in the subject. I like smart women. His physique is not as perfect as yours. He is far from perfect. But, many of my friends are chasing him because in addition to being smart, he also turns out to be the son of a conglomerate. I am not interested in his wealth. I liked women a few times before I met Princess. But, I did not dare to reveal the feelings that I felt, and after all, I did not have time to think about it. I have to go after my school first. So, I can only keep everything to myself. I'm used to it." Obviously at length. Apparently, the figure of the Princess he loved was no better than me about the physical. I salute Morgan who doesn't just look at women from her physique. I'm glad that Morgan could be mine now. I no longer feel upset because I can't spill my pent-up feelings. At first I hated Morgan. But, that feeling of hate had now turned into truly love.
"Yes already.. The point is, I don't like it when you're constantly talking about Princess or Tata. I just want you to squirm at me! I will now bring you into the future. So, I beg of you, do not ever mention the matter of the Princess in front of me, huh?" Pinta. Morgan nodded while smiling at me. I smiled back and hugged him.
"Sorry, it makes you sad. But I think I should talk to you about this." Ogre Morgan. I nodded and then let go of her embrace. I saw Big Brother who had just come from the direction of the door. I glanced towards the wall clock. It's 5 in the afternoon. I think my brother has come home from his office.
"Eh... It's good to be." My screeches. He put on a look of annoyance while forcibly opening the tie he wore. He threw himself on the sofa next to me.
"Lho, how come his face is like that?" Ask me. My brother looked at me sharply. I feel like something is wrong that has happened. I squinted my forehead.
"Abis why were you on campus until that suspension?" The cynic. Oow.. I forgot something. Why can I forget that this news will definitely reach my brother's ears.
"Emmm.. Ta. That was.. I didn't mean it, Brother." Nervous of me while thinking hard, what answer should I tell him.
"Non purpose?" Cynical ask. I'm scared down.
"Hit people's kids, you said accidentally?" Asked brother still in a cynical tone. I'm getting scared of him.
"Don't wait for you to learn martial arts, you just want to teach that kid, Ra!" Brother's anger has been vandalized. I can't hold it anymore.
"Wait, Ara can martial arts?" Morgan asked in disbelief.
"Silat boy, spent 5 years learning that martial art. Champions 1, 2 and 3 have been won by him. But it should all be in the dong arena! Not in real life like this!!" Answer brother. I just looked down in horror at the face of big brother who now might have turned into a demon.
"Wow." Morgan was shocked. I caught a glimpse of her funny expression.
I am indeed not allowed to learn martial arts with Big Brother. Because maybe according to him, the woman deserves to be protected. Not protecting. and again, women should not move heavily in order to maintain the health of the embryo after marriage. I understand the risks and consequences of the activities I take.
"So don't like it, if you want to hit the kid of that person. If you're still like that, you brother forbid to practice, forever!" Firm brother. I just lowered my head while thinking hard about what answer I should give. 5 years is not a short time for me to hone the martial arts I learned. I got out of control when Aca said such a thing that ruined my self-esteem.
"Sorry." I looked down without looking at Brother. He didn't answer my apology. He then left Me and Morgan here. I looked towards Morgan who was also looking at me.
"Don't get me wrong with the science you've been studying all this time." Morgan. I bowed silently, unable to say anything more.
*
It's getting night. The sky had turned dark. The sun is set in the western horizon. However, Morgan still remained faithful to accompany me. I looked at him who was playing with his cell phone. However, he did not realize that he was watching on television.
"Aren't you in the shower?" Ask me. He was still looking at his phone screen.
"Yes. In a minute." Then he put his phone on the sofa. He immediately got up from his seat.
"Jude, I'll take a shower." Her speech. I nodded and smiled at him. He ruffled my hair slowly and then headed straight for the exit. I was so confused with him.
"Eh uh..." My screeches. He stopped his steps and then looked at me.
"Why?"
"Why go there?" Ask me while pointing towards the exit.
"Kan, toilets.. To there.." Continue me. Then I pointed to the toilet. He shook little.
"I'll get a change of clothes." Simplified. I'm just a oh-ria. Then he went straight after.
I waited for Morgan while eating a snack on the table while changing the tv channel.
"Tring.." One notification came to Morgan's phone, but I didn't pay attention to it. I'm still changing the tv channel to find a fun program.
"Tring.."
"Tring.."
"Tring.." multiple incoming notifications simultaneously. I wondered who had messaged Morgan several times. The phone screen continued to mislead, making me even more curious about the contents of the message.
'Open up?' My mind is worried. I glanced at his phone.
'*But, I have to be sure dong is with him. Can't be like these kids. Time because of the gini doang I so lost confidence anyway?' My other inner self refutes. I was confused and curious about it.
'Open up!' I made a choice. I don't want to keep feeling Nethink to her. I tried to get the phone. But, I see Morgan's almost here. I wavered and didn't take the phone.
"I'll take a shower?" Her speech. I nodded small towards him. And then he left me here. I was curious to open the phone. Stupidly, he did not lock the phone screen, making me easily read the entire contents of the phone.
I was wondering about Morgan's cell phone. This phone still looks new. Maybe when his old phone is gone, he immediately buys a new phone. I went through the whole gallery and the files on this phone. There is nothing unusual, either inappropriate videos or other files.in the gallery there is only 1 photo. Photos of me and him at that time, and also other photos of his work. Then, I continued to check the contents of his Whatsapp. I know, and I'm sure, a lot of women are sending him messages. I tried to calm myself down before I saw the contents of the curse messages from the women.
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