Lecturer Idiot
50. Just for a moment

"I swear, I don't know what you're thinking! What's clear now, get out of my room!!" I suddenly became very angry with Morgan. Again he just kept quiet and made me wonder what he wanted to say. Why is he so mysterious? And I really hate it when he keeps procrastinating on telling me things. I want to know the truth....

"Ehhh.." Her voice that looked shocked like it was daydreaming. Why is he always daydreaming like that lately? Is there something wrong with his life? Ah.. I am nobody in his life! After all, he already had a heart patch. Why should I think about the person who already has that life?

Suddenly he pulled me violently and dropped me on my bed. He is above me. I was very surprised by his treatment. Why is he always acting with me? My feelings were always swayed by his attitude.

"Awwwwww.wtss.." I moaned with the pain of him pulling and throwing myself too tight. He pushed himself again. I can't resist or avoid it. Our view is now at one point.

"Ish is so rude, you are!!" My growl. He just kept quiet while staring at me. I feel like something weird is going to happen later. I just keep quiet about our current situation. Morgan looks so pathetic. Her thick hair was not taken care of, her beard began to appear, her puffy eyes did not know because of crying or lack of sleep, making me feel that she was not okay.

"mmm.. Are you having any more problems?" Ask me to doubt. He just kept silent looking at me. I couldn't bear to see his face carefully. A face that seems to harbor many feelings. He suddenly hugged me tightly. Real tight. I was confused but could not resist for now. Because I know, he's not okay.

"I beg.. Stay like this." Sluggishly. I couldn't bear to yell at him let alone scold him.

"Just a moment.." Added. I returned his embrace. This is all I can do to comfort her troubled heart. I know, Morgan's not the kind of guy who likes to talk bluntly about his life. I refrained from asking him the point at this moment. When it calms down, I'll ask you the news.

10 Minutes passed. Morgan looks totally down. He did absolutely nothing to me. It doesn't matter this time. I've come to believe that things are not right at the moment. It was like being a couple.

'Until when does this continue?' My mind is starting to fret. I worry if anyone sees this.

"Gan.." I called Morgan. But there was no sound from him.

"Gan.." Call me again. Maybe he's asleep by now. I'm not good at waking him up.

"Crekkk..." Someone opened the door! I looked straight at the door of the room.

"Araaaa....." Cheerful shriek of someone who then turned a declining tone. I'm surprised I'm not playing.

"Yyyyyyyy..." I scream. Morgan did not react at all. Fla's confused face there. Again I was caught off guard by Fla being alone with morgan. What's more, Morgan's on top of my body. I became very tense with him. Instantly the atmosphere seemed quiet with me gaping to see the arrival of Fla.

"Ekhm.. Gu. I'm waiting outside ya." Fla's stuttering immediately headed outside my room. Apparently, he misunderstood the real situation. I have to explain how to Fla later? This is all because of this Lecturer Idiot!! Why should I feel sorry for him?

"It's all because of you!" I'm afraid I'm gonna wake Morgan up. I saw his face deeper. I pinched that little cheek. For some reason, it was comfortable to be around him. What else in his arms like this. He's got the most comfortable shoulder after Dad, brother, and Bhishma. But I can't fall in love with her.

"Are you starting to like me?" Suddenly asked. I got caught pinching her little cheek. I glared in shock and pushed his body.

"Don't dong.." He said in a different tone than usual. Morgan right now, isn't the Morgan I know coldly. She was very warm, moreover her embrace made me very comfortable to be lingering in her arms.

"Fla squirmed us!!" I said cynically, Morgan rubbed his forehead.

"Lho.. How is he here?"

"Today I invited them to play."

"Not today, the first day you learn extras?" Ask Morgan. I understand one thing.

"Oh.. So you're the teacher?!!!" Shocked me squealing. So, he's the one who's gonna be my private teacher? Geez! Why is the world so small? Or maybe, this is already the scenario of brother?

"Yaps." Answer's short. I'm so upset with Morgan. Why am I being forced to stay in a sphere with him? Do I have no freedom of speech at all? All selected! From starting my school, my college, my major, my tutoring... Over time my way of life was all the result of the selection from my brother!! Why am I silent and unable to make a fight??

"Gue can't keep going!!" I snapped and immediately picked up my suitcase and put my clothes in my suitcase. Morgan was watching me.

"Where are you going, Ra?" Ask Morgan. Tucked a worried tone there. But I still continued to clean all my clothes from the closet to the suitcase. There's no point in me being here anymore. It is better to live on the streets unfettered than I have to live by the choices of others.

I'm done cleaning my clothes. I close the suitcase and get out of here.

"Grep.." Morgan held my hand. I tried to let go of my hand that was held by him.

"Deliver!" I continued to pull my hand. Morgan really didn't let me go.

"Are you not ashamed, in front of your friends come?" His words awakened me. Want to put my face where I am if my friends know I'm leaving? And they're gonna be so sad to see me go.

"Don't go.." Sluggishly. I took my hand off her and looked at her cynically. I threw the suitcase at him and he caught it.

"You're satisfied with me?!!" My cynics. He just looked at me coldly. If it wasn't for my friends, I would have gotten out of this house and been looking for a life more suited to my lifestyle. This lecturer is absolutely disgusting! Ever since I entered that college, I couldn't breathe with relief. There's just a problem I've encountered. To the extent that I lost my virginity. And it's all because of Morgan!

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