Lecturer Idiot
61. Our Story, Just Get Here.

"Gue wants to loe." His god made me laugh and again pinched his body. It was like avoiding my cut. Again, I laughed at him.

My days go by as usual with him who is always in almost every activity. I feel, I'm very lucky to have someone who is very understanding with me. Until the most special day for him came. Today is my 17th birthday. I was so happy that I wanted to give him a little surprise that I hope he can remember and he will never forget.

I walked to the cake shop not far from his house. I picked up the cake I ordered the day before. I rushed over and took the cake then immediately went to Reza's house. Yep! Her name is Reza. The guy I met accidentally when I was a freshman at my school, he was an OSIS member at my school. Our meeting was an accident that led to happiness. At that time, I was being punished by the other members of OSIS for being late in the line. Certainly not without reason I was late to come to school.it was all because my brother woke up late and I had to ride the front base of the complex, on the way to school it turned out that the motorbike we were driving had a leaky tire. I had a chance to curry favor with the taxi driver before I decided to walk to school. Long story short when I arrived at school, I was confronted by several security OSIS who were standing guard in front of the school gate. I was forced to follow the line of people who were late at the time. But this is purely not my fault. I have prepared before. Finally, inevitably, I was punished and told to stand respectfully on the flagpole. I forgot that I didn't eat breakfast this morning so my head was so dizzy and I lost consciousness. When I woke up, the first person I saw was him. Starting from there, I got closer to him. We met more often then exchanged mobile numbers.we told each other ourselves. I know that his hobby is photography.and it is undeniable that a woman must be a hobby of selfie, right? So too with me. I felt like we clop once. He was always there for me. No matter when I am happy or sad, he is always there to accompany my days. He showed me how valuable I was to him.

I've arrived right in front of the fence. I saw an unlocked fence so I was curious and went inside Reza's courtyard. There was a car parked there that I had never seen before. I stepped towards the door of Reza's house and the door of her house was not locked, left open. I got so astonished. I moved in to find the man I loved to surprise him. In addition to her birthday, today is also the day of her graduation. I was so excited to celebrate with him.

I've reached Reza's living room. There's no one here. I tried to find Reza in her room. When I got in front of her room, I opened the door to Reza's room.

"Happy birthday..." My exuberant cry then fell silent after seeing the strange circumstances around me. I saw Reza bare-chested in bed with a woman I didn't know her identity.

"Brukkkk..." I was shocked to the point of dropping the cake and some of the presents I was holding. Looks Reza and the woman who waver avoid their treatment and attitude. I tried to hold back the tears that almost came out of my eyes. There's nothing more to explain, right? Everything was clear from what I saw.

"Emmm.. Ra's.. Loe..."

"Happy birthday, Za. And happy graduation." I was trying to hold back my tears from falling. Reza looks like a guilty man.

"Bec.." He seemed to want to explain something to me. I took my scattered gift. I opened the paper and opened the box inside. I showed her the necklace I wanted to give her.

"It's a gift for you, Za." Ogre me. I accidentally cut the necklace in front of him. It was like holding back his disappointment. Because I know, Reza is very happy to wear a necklace. I gave her this necklace because I saw that the necklace she was wearing had been broken. So, I took the initiative to give this necklace as her birthday present.

"Oh.. Sorry yeah. Necklace's busted. I was gonna give it to you for Loe's birthday gift. The loe necklace was broken before. So, I thought about giving this gift to Loe." Obviously I then deliberately threw the necklace that I just broke, in front of him. He looked at the necklace. He can't say anything. I tried to hold back my tears. But I am not in power. Finally, tears poured themselves out of my eye peluhan. I was ashamed to see her because I promised never to cry in her presence again. Apparently, I didn't make a promise.

"I'm sorry I disturbed you. Bye." I said and immediately ran outside the room. I can't stand this cry for long. It was clear Reza was calling me, but I didn't care about it anymore. I ran to the car parked in front of Reza's fence. My loyal brother is waiting for me in front. Before, I had asked my sister to pick me up. And it turns out, brother came on time this time. Not as usual, always late.

At that time, it was the thing that hurt my heart the most. Moments where I lost my first love. The love I thought would never fade, or be touched by a third party. There are many ways God can separate us. Our story, enough to get here.

It's not easy to forget people I already consider part of my life. The philosophy is the same as when you walk on one leg. Like limping as he left me, let alone in a painful way like this. I didn't think it was him who blatantly hurt me. Turns out he was very happy with me. It took me a while to laugh like I always did. It took me a while to rearrange my feelings.

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