Lecturer Idiot
96. Not Really Forgetting (SEASON 2 EPS. 14)

Ara.." The voice came back a second time. I tried to digest the mysterious voice I heard.

"Sraaaakkk..." The black shadow passed by me so quickly. But when I saw Him again, He was no more.

"Who is that?!" I screamed as loud as I could to see who was stalking me.

"Well, yeahaaaah.."

"Brongha.."

I fell to the floor and hit my chin. Like someone pulled my leg.

"Awwww.ssss.." I groaned in pain and then got up and saw my own situation.

"Bright.." My eyes were wide open from seeing so much blood on my hands. Fresh blood coming out of the chin because it just fell, making quite a serious wound on the chin.

"Who else is Loe looking for?" Ask someone suddenly who is currently behind me. His voice sounds so familiar. I turned around to see who called me.

"Yeahahhhh.." I was shocked and immediately covered my mouth with both hands. I remember the blood on my hands. But when I looked back, the blood instantly disappeared and the current state of my chin was fine. I look back in front of me. Seen a figure I have long wanted to meet. A figure that has long filled my days. Someone I used to love, who purposely hurt me by choosing someone else to be by her side and get to me. Tears are no longer able to hold. This time, I've been defeated by circumstances.

"Reza.." Pekik. Reza smiled warmly at me. The same smile we had when we first met. This smile reminded me of how valuable he was back then. My eyes were round, silent and did not know what to say. It was like I was dreaming.

"How are you, Arasha?" Ask.

"Tests.. Tes.." My tears fell when I heard his voice again. As my body trembled, my legs felt like they couldn't move. I'd love to run towards her, but I can't. My legs are held up with a heavy burden.

"Gue miss Loe, Ra." His words made me even more helpless. If this is a dream, I'd better choose to sleep longer.

"This is really Loe, Za? Ask me who half believes. He returned to the smile and made me believe even more that it was him that I had longed for.

"Why did Za, Loe have to come when I was with Morgan? Why, Za? Why did Loe leave me for that woman? Why didn't Loe choose me? Why when I started opening my heart to Morgan, suddenly Loe came as if she wanted to find me and said that Loe was the same as I was?" Ask me a little high. My anger is exploding right now. Reza can't say anything. He just smiled and did not flinch at all making me want and want to embrace him more.

"Please don't torture I'm just as vague as I'm sure. I've chosen Morgan and Loe has also chosen that woman. So, why is Loe back now? Is Loe not satisfied enough to make my heart break, huh?" My statement made him look at me with a smile. Slowly a mysterious light emerged from within him. I had trouble seeing it.

"Take care of yourself, Ra. I'll definitely be back." His message slowly began to disappear. My eyes widened, staring at him who was slowly dimming.

"Don't let Loe go back in my life! I will not open my heart to Loe anymore!" Reject me hard. Reza smiled at me again.

"Goodbye, Arasha.." He said it last time before he was truly gone and lost. Funny, he suddenly came and then suddenly left. It wasn't just like this once for me. Seeing his departure, I became increasingly hysterical.

"Yes, Za! Good bye! Go and don't come back here! I don't need Loe, I don't need it! Loe denger it, Za!Canak." My crying broke instantly. All the memories we had passed through, instantly flashed clearly in my mind. It was as if I was looking at a large cinema containing my fond memories of being with him, and not just one, they all surrounded me. I spun around the shaft until I realized, I didn't really forget it. I still remember it clearly in my mind.

"Reza!!” Shouted as loud as possible. Someone was running towards me.

"Ra, aren't you papa? You why?" Ask. His voice sounded familiar to me. Spontaneous I looked straight at him. Morgan's? Where was Reza I saw? I looked around and looked at each side of the room. Did I just dream? Why does that dream feel so real? I finally convinced myself that it was true that I was dreaming. I squeezed my hair. My head feels so heavy, my body is shivering, I feel like I'm losing strength.

"Ra, what happened to you, Ra? What are you rasain? Same with me, Ra." Morgan asked who looked very panicked. Why say? I don't know myself why either. I don't know where I am now either. This atmosphere is very familiar, but I can't remember it at all.

"Where is this, Gan?" Ask me who is still looking around me. He gently stroked my broken hair.

"This is my private home. Didn't you ever come here? You've even stayed here, have you forgotten?" Obviously, the ones trying so hard reminded me. After looking back, it is true I have indeed been here.and it is true, judging from the walls and decorations, this house is indeed Morgan's private house. I took a long breath.

"What's wrong with you, Ra? Do we need to go to the hospital?" The question makes me nervous.

"No need, Anterin I'm going home. I'm going home, Gan." Refuse me. He just stared at me softly. His gaze was like the gaze of a worried person.

"Later in the afternoon, I'll drive you home."

"No, Gan. I want it now! I'm going home now, Gan. Anterin I'm home now.." My whine.

"Okay, let's go home now. I'm taking you home now." He relented. I agree with his decision. I didn't expect, a small matter like this was enough to make me remember everything. All the memories I've been through with Reza. All this time, I lied to myself. I didn't really forget it. I just filled my empty heart because it was left behind. But in my little heart, I miss him so much. I'm lonely...

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-MORGAN

"Brakkkp.." I closed my car door pretty tight.

"Kurukkk.." My stomach voice sounded clear. Turns out, I'm starving now. Since the meeting has not yet begun, I still have the opportunity to just relax and just fill my stomach that has been rumbling.

I walked towards the cafeteria with a bag in my left hand. My current appearance is neat wearing a black suit and also a purple shirt. Not to forget also I wear a tie that matches the color of my shirt.

I arrived at my campus cafeteria. I did not take care of myself properly so worried about Ara's condition at that time. Because of my hungry stomach condition, I looked for a seat and also looked towards the person selling siomay. I waved my hand at the seller. He who realized my arrival immediately nodded and was seen taking a sheet of menu paper and he approached me.

"Eh Mr. Morgan, it has not been seen for a long time sir." Say hello to my subscription siomay seller while giving a piece of food menu. I accepted it and read the menu of food and drink sold by him.

"Yes mang. I just got back from Japan yesterday." I answered without looking at him. I'm just focusing on the piece of menu paper I'm holding right now.

"Well, Mr. Morgan is great. The streets are his work. I want to go to Japan." Her speech. Spontaneous I immediately looked at him and smiled faintly.

"No, mang. Yesterday I went to Japan to see a sick relative." My pat. It's just oh-ria. I remembered something.

"Oh yeah, a minute.."

I reached into my bag to pick up some trinkets I bought yesterday with Ara. I had intended to distribute a little souvenir to all my friends, Lecturers and also the MSMEs on this campus. When I found it, I directly thrust it towards the siomay seller.

"It's mang, there's a little souvenir I bought from Japan yesterday. Please share yes to all MSMEs selling in this campus cafeteria. Yes, even if it's just a keychain." Said me while giving a piece of trinkets to the siomay seller. He seemed very happy when he received it.

"Well, Mr. Morgan is very good. Thank you very much, Mr. Morgan. Hopefully success always! I'll tell everyone later."

"Yes mang equally. Oh yeah, I ordered the siomaynya and avocado juice. No old man, mang."

"Ready, Mr. Morgan. But Mr. Morgan said at that time the girl who secretly bought siomay when not allowed to snack carelessly like a very tight yes with Mr. Morgan." Stops. I smiled at him thinly.

"Not really feeling any time." My pat. I don't want no gossip on this campus. I better cover everything first.

"But really, really, really, really deket it looks. Don't-don't, Mr. Morgan's the same as him..."

"Gan.." Call someone from behind me. Spontaneous I turned to him straight away. It looks Dicky who wears a neat black suit with a shirt and tie. Not forgetting he was carrying the bag he was holding on his left. He ran a little fast towards my position. He sat next to me and put his bag on the table.

"Gue searched from earlier, it turns out Loe is here." His voice that was heard was still with breath gasping. I scrunched my forehead at him.

"What's my life?" I was amazed to hear him looking for me.

"Eh happened to be mang. Siomaynya pesen dong sepsi continue to drink mango juice yes. Add also mineral water 2 bottles." Said Dicky who turned his eyes towards the siomay seller.

"Okay, Mr. Dicky and Mr. Morgan for a minute." He left us. Dicky unbuttoned all his suits. I woke up with my suit button. After I turned my head, I forgot to unbutton my suit. I quickly unbuttoned my suit.

"It seems like a few days ago, Loe was nowhere to be seen. Busy time really? To the Prof. Handoko is very angry because Loe is very difficult to connect." Her speech. I just kept quiet.

"Well, where did you go yesterday? Until the phone is not held?" Ask in a slightly higher tone than before. I looked at him with a flat look.

"I went to Japan yesterday, Sama Ara." Answer me origin. Dicky turned his eyes towards me. He was shocked when he heard my answer.

"Huh Did Loe seriously go to Japan yesterday? The jutek girl? Why are you guys there?" Surprised ask. I threw my eyes off her. I kept quiet and did not answer the question.

"Don't you two elope?"

"Don't you!" My answer was spontaneous because I didn't want to hear anything strange coming out of his mouth.

"If in fact, why did I return him to his house? and why am I back in Indonesia?" Add me. Dicky just kept quiet.

"Yes, why are you both going there? You don't, Prof. Handoko is angry with me. He's saying Loe to I'm every 1 hour. How can I not stress try terrorized that." Evidently. I don't think Dicky is entirely wrong either. I was wrong for ignoring communication. Though I know I was wrong, forced to ask for 3 days leave but 2 days after that I did not enter and also did not inform them.

"Yes, I know I was wrong. It is wrong Prof. Handoko too, why bother people night-night? Bayangin aja, at 12 he called me. Not just once, up to 57 times even." I tried to defend myself.

"That's because Loe asked for 3 days off but did not enter 5 days. People panic nyariin Loe even though Loe knows we are here out of semester exams and many answers that must be input web grades. Loe should have more responsibility anyway what is now Loe's job. Although Loe is here Lecturer in Economics, but Loe has a dual role to input the value of students after taking the exam. Isn't that right, Mr Morgan?"

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