Lecturer Idiot
78. Disappointed and Disappointed

"It's ready." I looked at my hard work. I looked at the wall clock. It's 7 o'clock now. I hope he won't do anything stupid by waiting for me late at night.

I kissed both sides of my armpits. There is a bad smell. I have to get ready to take a shower to start this romantic dinner together. Before he woke up, I should have been tidy with everything I had planned.

*

I've prepared the change of clothes I took from my car. I opened the main bathroom door. But, I found it a little difficult when opening it.

"Well, the door's broken or what?" I was confused, but still tried to force open the door.

"Duh.." I'm kind of upset about this worn out door that can't be opened. I was in vain trying to open it.

"If broken down, Ara will be angry and the door will not be locked again." I thought about. I don't want to make one mistake tonight. I thought hard until I finally found another way.

"What did you borrow Ara's bathroom for?" I thought that then went straight to Ara's room to borrow her bathroom.

"Ckleeekkk.." I opened the door to Ara's room. His plain face that was sleeping. Slowly, I went to the bathroom to just clean my body.

*

I'm done cleaning my body. I rubbed my wet hair with the little towel I had taken from my car. I looked towards Ara, soundly sleeping. I feel bad to disturb him.

"Dringgggggg.." Ara's phone is ringing. I was a little curious about the phone that didn't stop ringing. I approached Ara and sat on her bedside. I tried to grab the phone that was on top of his head.

The name Rafa is there.

'Maybe important?' Thought me. I lifted the Video Call from him.

- VIDEO CALL

"Ra, it's important, it's important! Loe has to be horrified." He was blabbing at length. I just noticed it. He was conscious and looked very embarrassed to see my face. I just looked at him flat.

"Eh Mr. Morgan. How's the man who raised?" Ask. Maybe he's confused. Just natural.

He looked at me by looking at my hair while pointing in wonder. I just realized, because I just took a shower and still have a little towel on my head. I was in a hurry to put the towel on.

"Oh Emm.. Have fun, Mr. Morgan."

"Eh, Rafa, wait.. It's tuh.."

"Tuuuutttt.. Tuuuutttt.."

Rafa decides on our phone. Unknowingly, I've made him misunderstand. Maybe he thinks I'm doing something with Ara. I was quite upset and looked at Ara's phone.

"Child today, why would no one want to hear the explanation just concluded?" My annoyance. I just looked at Ara's cell phone.

"Dringgggggg.." The phone rings again. I read the name on the screen. Apparently, there is the name of Bhishma. My heart ached when I found out that it was Bhishma who called Ara. I'm not in the mood right now. I don't know what I should do. I lift up, or should I shut up?

"Enggh.." Ara woke up from her sleep. I was so nervous because I was still bare-chested. Ara looked at me in shock.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh why are you here!!!!!" His shouting. I'm confused how. Being in my position is wrong. He covered his face with a blanket.

"Go!!" He threw a pillow at my face. It hurt a lot, but I held it.

"But diem again!" On the impact, he threw one more pillow and it hit me right in the face.

"Awssss..." Stir with a flat expression. I can't just shut up.

"STOP.. STOP!!" Snap me to him. He stopped all his activities. I picked up the pillow and put it back on the bed. I immediately put on the long shirt I had prepared earlier. Because I was already wearing trousers, so I no longer needed to wear pants in front of Ara. I looked at him with a stern and flat look.

"Why are you thinking about me anyway?" Ara asked in a cute-sounding tone, making my emotions somewhat ease up a bit.

"Why can't I get a little angry with him? Though obviously I was upset because the man was constantly contacting Ara." My mind is upset.

"First, I don't want anything. Second, I just finished taking a shower in your bathroom, because the main bathroom kind of jammed the door. Third, I snedeketin you because the phone you sound. Fourth, I have prepared a special gift for you. Fifth, I'm upset that there's a past of you trying to contact you anyway." Obviously me. His face looked tense. I don't care about it. I'm still a little upset about what happened. But, I tried to be patient in front of Ara.

"I don't understand at all what you mean, Gan." He was clearly confused on his face. Do I have to tell the truth about that man I don't want to mention by name anymore?

"Hmmm.." I tried to take a deep breath to prepare for the answer I was going to give him.

"Bisma tried to contact you earlier while you were sleeping."

-ARA.

His voice sounded very flat and expressionless. I didn't expect Bhishma would contact me at such an inopportune time.At a time when I had already begun to forget Bhishma, and had started to accept Morgan wholeheartedly, why does this all have to happen? What should I tell Morgan? Do I have to maintain her feelings, or maintain my emotions and self-esteem? After all, if you think back, I was wrong because I misunderstood him.

"I can explain..." My words were cut off because her hands were facing me. I felt annoyed as he tried to cut my conversation. But I thought back, this is all my fault. I had to try to hold my anger against him.

"I want to be alone first." His speech was flat then immediately left me. I feel like my chest is so tight to hear what Morgan said. I feel like I've indirectly hurt Morgan. I'm trying to see Morgan in the front room. I passed the dining room and was immediately treated to a very romantic view. The offending candle with a flower in the center of the table adds a romantic impression. What's more, when I see the various dishes that are my favorite food. Is this all Morgan's preparing? I am deeply moved and touched by all that he has prepared.

"So sweet really." I am overwhelmed by everything I see. But where did Morgan go? I'd love to hug her. I'd like to thank him for preparing this very romantic thing.

"Where is Morgan?" I wonder with his confidence. I walked to the pool. I saw Morgan sleeping on a chair by the pool. Slowly, I approached her.

"Gan.." I screamed while sitting next to him. He opened his eyes and looked at me.

"What else is it?" He asked in a tone that still sounded annoyed. I frowned at me.

"Why the hell keep getting angry?" Ask me guiltily. Morgan looked at her with a cold look. It seems he is still angry at me. I feel like the current atmosphere is becoming very awkward. How can he not be too angry with me.

"I don't know what else you should be. I try to be patient with you who are too childlike. What's more, you still have a lot to do with that guy.." The drill. I was a little offended by his words. I'm still a kid, I'm not an adult, but that doesn't mean I'm still in touch with my past.

"Grep.." I held his cold hand from the night wind. He doesn't care about me at all. I feel so guilty about him.

"Sorry." Ogre me.

"I'll go first." It was like he was distracting my words.

"Your organs!!!" My screams are ignored by him. He is out of front of me now. I'm upset with what happened tonight. I'm alone here now. I feel like a cramped. At first, his feelings were not very important to me. But the more I get here, the more I get claustrophobic with his behavior that complicates me. I was afraid of losing her. I was too stupid to waste the feelings of someone who loved me so much.

-MORGAN

I ran towards my car. I didn't expect chaos like this. What I want tonight is romantic. In vain I learned everything to prepare for tonight.

"Brukkkkkkk.." I closed my car door and took a long breath.

"Drrrrrrr.ttt.." My phone is shaking. I opened the message I just got in. I was starting to be surprised by what I was seeing right now. One message with the same number as the one who claimed to be my girlfriend and sent me food last afternoon. I read the message from him.

"I've been waiting here for 1 hour. It's true my guess, you won't come." Message from. I was surprised by what he said. As it turned out, he was the same person who had sent me the exact same wallet and watch that the Princess had given me. My heart is getting more and more uncertain. What am I supposed to do now?

"Am I going there?" I thought for a moment. I don't want to waste time on trivial matters like this. But if it continues like this, I will continue to be tormented with curiosity.

"I have to go there now." Ogre me. I drove my vehicle at above average speed. There was a slight feeling of uneasiness and worry, if only he was doing anything while waiting for me there. I can't guarantee his safety. Although I don't want to meet her, I feel guilty if anything happens to her.

I lowered the speed of my vehicle and tried to look at the clock towards my left hand.

"Oh shit!" I was suddenly upset that I left my watch at Ara's house. I accidentally left it there. Perhaps, my watch was left on the dining table as I was trying to cook food for Ara.

"Why can you miss?" Ogre me. I glanced at the screen of my car and looked at the clock there. It's 8:15 at night. I can't guarantee if he'll keep waiting for me there or not. I'm adding speed back.

*

-ARA.

"Hello, Fla." Ask me who is currently calling Fla. I'm worried about Morgan not knowing where. I sit on my bed.

"Why, Ra?"

"Fla, is there Morgan?" Ask me in a tone that might be a bit worried.

"Morgan? He hasn't come home yet, Ra." The answer. Where else should I go to find Morgan? He hasn't come home at all since this morning and he's not going to his house right now.

"Rho? Ara.."

"Bec.." Call Fla who surprised me. Unknowingly, I thought of a no-no. I'm afraid something's going on with Morgan out there. Given the events of that time that almost made my heart dislodged, while being chased by a group of people I did not know.

"I. Yes Fla." My surprised reflex heard him call me.

"Was Morgan not there, Ra?"

"No." My simple. I don't want him to think no-no and I don't want to be too complicated to answer his questions that are endless later.

"Please calm down, Ra. Morgan is an adult. He will also return. Loe don't worry. I'll tell you later that he's at home." It was his words that forced me to calm down. I can't possibly behave any more than this. Morgan is no longer a child. I also understand the nature and characteristics of Morgan. Maybe he just needs some time alone.

"Okay, Fla. Thanks, I'll say if he's back. Bye."

"Bye."

I ended my phone call with him. I thought a little hard, whether I should look for it or not.

"Wait for ya?" I looked over with great worry. But after I thought back, I'm not worried about a kid right now. He'll definitely be back.

"Isa.. But I can't keep this up." My heart is worried, I don't know what to do.

"At least, I should try to get him." I rushed off to find Morgan. I left without thinking anything. I just brought my phone with me without a single piece of money. I forgot to bring my wallet.

"Where should I look?" I glanced over there and over here. I walked foolishly without thinking about my safety. Now, I have arrived outside my home complex. I walked down the street with minimal lighting.

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