Lecturer Idiot
67. Be suspicious

“Yes, baby.” His words glared at me. I was pretty scared of him. I just kept quiet as he acted

like those. I'm so afraid that he'll hit that innocent wall again. He also silently looked at my response who was a little afraid to see his expression. He hugged me tightly. I returned his embrace with fear.

“I'm sorry, I scared you again. I'm trying to tell you my ugly nature on this one kok.”

His words sounded like a tone filled with earnestness. I nodded and tried to believe him.

“You haven't answered my two questions.” I said reminding him.

“I don't have a schedule today. And for your troubles, I choose you because you are unique. Dismayingly

you just make me challenged to get to you. And, see! I got you right now, right?” Clearly very proud. I just he chuckled at her hearing that. There are people who have such high self-confidence. I'm so upset to hear that.

“Certainly, why is there no schedule? There was a Monday. Why is there no Monday?” Ask me a little

suspicion of him. He smiled and hugged me again.

“Because I want to wriggle you on. That's why I'm always present.” His words were able to make my face feel hot again. I want Morgan to stay like this. Can it?

“Never change yes, om.” My speech. He returned to stretch his embrace.

“What did you call me earlier?” Ask. I think I said it wrong.

“Om.” Answer me in a plain tone. He breathed and tried to hold back his anger. I laughed to see

his expression that was truly eager to change the nature of his anger.

“Awas yes.” Threaten it while looking at my stomach. I laughed because I am am ticklish. We both laughed too

joint. It feels so good to be with the people I love. Why do I fall in love with someone like this? But it's not important. The most important thing now is to try to keep everything I have achieved at the moment. He's already mine. Don't let there be a side

the 3 who tried to destroy even to the point of taking Morgan from me. I'm not gonna let that happen.

“Oh yes, brother and others where?” Ask someone who almost forgot them. Morgan hugged myself tightly from behind who was sitting behind him.

“Arash and the others came home last night. I want them to drink sochu and play cards.” The answer. They drank sochu. Don't they remember just yesterday they drank sochu.

“Ish severe, why the hell on drinking continues? They just drank yesterday. Why not sally?” I

grunting annoyed. Morgan didn't care about me and instead kissed my neck continuously. Makes me a little excited about it. I closed my eyes and enjoyed every touch he gave me. I couldn't help but feel the tingling that always came when he touched me. What is

is it a natural thing? Apparently, something made me feel creepy all over my body. He then stopped his activity.

“Can you have fun now?” Ask Morgan. I don't know what to answer. The thing is, I

I was also carried away with this atmosphere that made me happy. But I'm not ready to feel that anymore.

“A. I'm not ready.” Ogre me. He just kept quiet and kissed my cheek. The atmosphere looks awkward. I

I dare not speak a word. I was afraid he would force me to do that stupid thing again.

“No problem. You can push.” He said in a tone like a person who is disappointed but trying to accept everything with chesty air. I smiled and tried to collect

my courage to just give him a gift because I understand my current situation.

“Cuppp...” I peeked at his left cheek for a long time. He just kept quiet while receiving the kiss I placed

right on his cheek. I'm happy, he keeps learning to understand my situation. I looked at his face.

“Still yes, already want to know.” Then I looked over and smiled. He nodded lightly while putting his hands on his cheeks

my. I really enjoyed the good times at the beginning of this relationship. Although, I still haven't fully been able to accept him as the person I love, at least I'm trying to continue learning to accept him.

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Morgan and I set off for my college, and we're almost at our destination. Along the way, he continued to hold my hand and did not let go of his grasp the same

once. I feel happy because he understands what I need. I just need the warmth of someone I love. I haven't felt this kind of thing in a long time. Even with Bhishma, I almost never felt this happy.

“About the car pinter, so hold my hand mulu?” My ledek. He looked at me cynically.

“Let's aja.” The cynic who holds my hand. I laughed at her child-like response

that small.

“Heheh. You really don't have a clock?” Ask me. He checked his phone. Look wallpaper with

using photos of both of us. I was so happy that he made me his priority.

“I forgot, today there is a meeting schedule with kaprodi and wakaprodi. About an agenda that requires the whole

Students to follow at least 1 type of extra-curricular.” Evidently. I tried to hold back my laughter, but I couldn't because I laughed. Morgan looks very confused. Clear from his expression.

“Lho, why are you laughing?” Ask. I tried to stop my laughter.

“Udah kayak era SMA only have to really follow 1 exkul.” I continued my laughter.

“Udah lah, you will still have default SMA, you will also be new semester 1.” He said in a tone like a slur. I who was laughing just changed the mood to be annoyed because he mocked me like that. I glared at him while pouting to myself. He just looked at me with pride because he had managed to turn things around and he immediately turned his eyes towards his phone.

I've arrived at a special parking lot for the lecturers at my campus. I tried to convince myself to get out

from Morgan's car. I can't accept that Morgan's fans will be looking for me and bully me all out because I'm too close to Morgan. I wasn't ready for all that.

“I don't want ya, until everyone at this college knows that we're both now dating.” Threaten me

to him. He is still focusing on his phone. I was so upset that he didn't listen to my words. I forcefully snatched his phone from his hand.

“Eh.. What the hell?” Resenting. I ignored him and even checked the contents of the chat from his phone.

There are so many unknown numbers of people that Morgan himself did not keep. There's only a few

the lecturer's number and also the Morgan's family number that I know, then there are also some contacts that he has named, but I do not know him at all. I caught a glimpse of the message Morgan had ignored but only from the outside, not reading it from the inside. I was so surprised by all the chat. All the numbers he didn't know were female numbers. I tried to restrain myself from venting my emotions for free.

“What the fuck?” Cynic me while continuing to read the contents of the chat from all of them. Morgan was silent

“Pak Morgan, how are you?”

“Pak Morgan, Number is new again?”

“Pak Morgan, it's me silvi.”

“Pak Morgan, can you meet later at cafe xxxx?”

“Bapak handsome, how to change the number not ngabarin me anyway?”

“Pak Morgan really don't bales chat me anyway? Kan miss.”

“Mr, i miss u.”

I continuously read the contents of the chat from them without clicking on it from inside. I don't want to get to them

thought Morgan had read the contents of the chat from them.

“What does it mean?” Ask me in a more cynical tone than before. I keep reading

from the beginning of the message with different people.

“Oppa.. I was at that mall at that time, oppa still remember not?” I looked down, I glanced at Morgan

directly blocking his face with his hands. I glared at him sharply.

“Why is this here?” Ask me in a very bad tone. I don't like the behavior of women

that's. Morgan did not dare to look at me. I hit his arm without hesitation. He looks like he is in pain.

“Jawab!!” Snap me. He looked at me with a cold look.

“She turned out to be a college kid here too.”

“Terus?”

“She said she got my number from Dicky's lecturer. At first he didn't realize that I was a lecturer here. But, yeah

maybe he's looking for info on me.” Clearly Morgan. I just snorted annoyedly at her explanation. I can't believe there are so many Morgan fans everywhere. I checked his call log. There were 144 missed calls, 7387 group chats, and 6549 personal chats. I can't read them one by one because I won't end up talking about them.

“What the fuck? 144 Missed calls in 1 day? Chat a lot, which in Whatsapp, which in

regular incoming messages. You are not an artist, Gan!” Snap me. I got to floss

talk rough to him. But he ignored my words. It just

looking at me with a flat look. No expression at all on the face

her face.

“This again, a lot of messages, never you read, never loe bales, apus cake or what about the cake? Block cake

let me grin.” My words that can't hold back my emotions anymore. He took a long breath. I took a deep breath to ease my emotions. It will never end if I talk about it. It turns out that it is too difficult to mejanlin relationship with a person who is in the public spotlight. In fact, he is not an artist. Many made him an idol. Maybe I will feel annoyed for a long time if like this continues.

“I never read them all. Every time I open my phone, I just wait for you to talk to me. Or just see information from the group about work.” The answer. It seems with an honest tone. That sounds very romantic, but also very stupid. Why didn't he start to start first? Is he not a man?

“Kan loe can do me first?” My cynics. He touched my cheek gently.

“Sayang.. Yes already. Not in continue. I'm open like this, so you know everything from my side. I want you

know that I am like this. But I can only love one woman.” Evidently. I was teary-eyed to hear his words. I didn't know this was his strategy or it was true that sincere words from his heart alone.

“Iya yes.” I muttered because I didn't want to until Morgan found out that I was being touched by

that word.

“Yaudah, may I request a return phone?” Her request. I saw it cynically. But, how else? It belongs to him, not me. I thrust the phone at him. He smiled warmly at me and took it very gently.

“This time, I'm sorryin.” Say it with a tinge. He seemed to be laughing at me.

I prepared myself to get out of his car. Don't let everyone make me the center of attention

because I got off their idol's car. I stepped outside the car. I put on my hoodie so no one can recognize me.

‘Hopefully no one will squirm at me. I don't want to get bullied by all of them who like the same

Morgan.’ My mind while looking around me if there is anything strange about the area around me.

I headed for the corridor of Building A with great difficulty, worried that someone might see me. I didn't see

around me.

“Brukkkk... Awsss.” I accidentally bumped into someone who appeared from the opposite direction from me. I

until it slammed far back.

“Greeeppp Someone's holding my body. I was confused, who would be so quick to save me? I try to look at him. Someone who was also in the lake at that time. My eyes were on him. Her eyes were not too thick, and I also had from my hoodie that covered part of my eye area, making it difficult for me to recognize her eyes. But in the end, I realized and recognized him.

“Ekhmm.” I woke up from my daydream. I also rose from the embrace of the Japanese men I saw in the

the lake at that time. I felt a little wrong with him. I justify the hoodie I'm wearing.

“No perverts on this campus.” Said the man who hit me, who turned out to be Mr. Dicky. I

pretty upset by that word. I didn't do anything. I was actually helped by the man, because it had collided with him.

“Lho Sir, I don't do anything!”

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