Lecturer Idiot
52. Secret

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"Stttt...." Morgan touched my lips with his index finger. I instantly became silent. His eyes always make me drunk. When I looked into his eyes deeply, I felt a happy sensation. And the disconnect between logic and feeling arises. My logic is resisting, but my feeling of happiness can be this comfortable.

"I said it.. Don't like me." It makes me even less confused. What does he mean? I don't understand at all.

"Udah! Don't be pretentious to say it's like that, instead of loe who has a crush on me huh?" I asked in an overbearing tone as if I felt that nothing could match my beauty.

"Secret.." Her speech. His face seemed to continue to throw an ignorant expression. I'm getting dag-dig-dug ser.

"Don't be so good with you!! Anywhere I want, I will never like you!! So, you don't have to be so smart about all the caves!" Snap me. He laughed a little. It felt as if something between her legs was stuck between my legs. Is he tense right now? I feel that way too. I'm so tense that she's constantly doing this intimate thing to me. I definitely won't stand his invitation. I'm starting to get scared! Worry if he did it on purpose to me.

"Why?" Morgan asked who was probably confused because I looked down and looked towards the thing that was nagging. Morgan's breath was choked. His heavy breath was blowing from my front. I was very nervous to see Morgan's reaction which seemed to be unable to hold back his lust. He stroked my cheek gently. At first I was worried. But I thought, enjoy it. Over time his hands rubbed my lips. His eyes were only on my lips. I was getting distracted by his strange behavior. His eyes seem empty. I follow you to be confused.

"Mo's. Morgan's.." I continued to watch Morgan's strange reaction.

"Cupppwss..." Morgan reacted by kissing my lips. I was shocked and unintentionally responded to his treatment.

"Mci-mhh..." Over time, I became carried away by him. Thought I was no longer of any use. I can't get away from him. We've done more than this before. And I guess there's no need to hesitate anymore for us to do this.

I'm getting aroused by him. There's something I'm holding back. It feels ticklish. His hands began to touch my chest. I really enjoyed the game. For a moment I was carried away by him. He's getting smarter now.

"Enggh..." I realized that Morgan was stopping her activities. He hugged me tightly by staying on top of my crush. I held both sides of his face.

'Hot.' I felt the heat on his face. Is that how he restrains his lust?

"Sorry." He nodded while tightening his embrace. Apparently, he preferred to hold everything back. Resisting that lust. There was a bit of annoyance and disappointment but why did I feel that way?

He hugged me tightly for a while until I had trouble breathing.

"I'm here until nightfall. We're going to go home." Sluggishly. I nodded lightly saying every word. He then got up and tidied up his clothes that had been messed up by his own actions.

"I won't touch you, Ra." It was her who left me alone. I wiped the rest of my sweat that was still on my forehead. I feel Morgan's gone too far. If he won't touch me, why did he start all this? I've been devastated by all the things he's done to me. My mind always floated when Morgan had already done such a thing to me. And.. As hard as I hold back, in the end I will lose to my own lust. This lust keeps on stirring and it doesn't feel inferior to the first time I did that to her.

I stared at the ceiling of my room to think about my own feelings. I am confused as to how I feel. My feelings and logic are completely out of sync. I think in the future, how it will be.

"Drrrriiiinnngggggg" My phone rang. I'm looking for the source of that voice. After I found it, I saw the name and photo of Bhishma listed there. I immediately raised a video call from him.

- VIDEO CALL

"Hi, ra." Sweepings. I forced myself to smile at him.

"Hi."

"Gue bother you?"

"Okey."

"Btw, it's still at 5pm. It's means there already at 5am dong huh?" Ask him, he nodded small.

"Tumbens? What's up?" Ask me again. He just smiled.

"Jam this way, you must have just returned home. So I woke up early for a phone call." The answer made me a little uncomfortable. Until that's how he was to me.

"Bec.." Morgan's voice came from behind the door. I hurriedly ended the phone with Bisma. I'm afraid Bhishma knows that Morgan's here.

"Aissshhh..." I snorted annoyed at Morgan's treatment.

"Adoooohhhh what the fuck is that calling gabaras??" I returned his screams. Maybe my voice has been heard to the end of this complex. *No yes gaes joking 😂

He looked up from the end of the door.

"Mandi gih."

"Deg..." It feels like a husband and wife couple. My eyes were round after hearing his words. A little overshadowed my life maybe when she and I became us.

"Hey.. How bengong?" Ask Morgan who surprised me.

"Yes I'm taking a shower!" Answer me origin. Morgan smiled slightly at my response.

"What loe??" My senga. Morgan laughed a little.

"Sono is doing here!" I kicked Morgan out. He chuckles small.

"You take a shower with you.."

"WHATTTTT???!!!!!! WAY NO!!!" I obviously refused his request. Even though he's seen everything that belongs to me, but that doesn't mean I don't have any self-esteem anymore. I'm still perfectly allowed to defend my pride.

"It's a habit of times." He murmured in a cool tone as usual. I said to myself in response to her being too bold to do anything stupid to the girl who had absolutely nothing to do with her.

My hands swirled around taking the little pillow that was in the corner of the bed. I snatched it immediately. I aimed the pillow at him.

"Go not loe?!!"

"Ehhhh, oh, my goodness." He left without closing the door to my room. Again I was annoyed by his behavior. But after I thought back, funny too. I laughed spontaneously. At the time, I was upset by his treatment of me. But without me noticing, I laughed myself like that because I remembered Morgan. Have I gone crazy? Is this what you call love?

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