Lecturer Idiot
72. Aishiteru, Arassa.

"Lho, what are you doing here?" Ask brother wonder. I tried to process my breath that was almost finished because of running earlier.

"Go ahead." Said me breathlessly. Slowly, I adjusted my breathing that was still choking.

My brother and I went from this cafe to our house. Brother glanced at me with a look of wonder. I just looked lazily towards my front while bending my face.

"Why the hell? I think it's bad mood again?" Ask brother wonder. I turned to look at the brother who was driving.

"Yes kelp! You didn't? At that time I was again having lunch with Morgan, and suddenly there was a girl who nyamperin we pretended to know the same Morgan. Continued to suddenly sit next to me with Morgan. How can people not try?!!" Obviously I am long. I just saw Brother smiling towards me. I who knew that was immediately upset and hit his chest without hesitation.

"Brukkkkkkk.."

"Addavid.." Moaning big brother while stroking his chest that I just hit.

"I'm not kidding anymore!" Snap me to him. He's still smiling.

"Cie's jealous." Ledek. I'm getting upset to hear that prick.

"I'm serious brother! There was a girl named Tata if it wasn't wrong. He's like Morgan's best-known person." Snap me. The brother looked back in front of him.

"Oh Tata's. He has always loved Morgan. But Morgan is cold, just like everyone. It's hard to communicate with Morgan. What else, since the Princess died. He's getting more self-absorbed." Obviously big brother at length. I round my eyes. Remember what Morgan said last night about his past with the woman named Princess. I forgot that my brother has been friends since High School with Morgan. So maybe, big brother knows a little bit about Morgan's past as well as Princess's. I need to dig up more information.

"Huh? Continue, how?" Tanya I tried to pry more information about Tata and also the Princess. He slammed the steering wheel to the left. Right now, we are in front of my housing complex. There's not much time for me to wonder about what I want to know.

"Short story is that. Arrival from the 1st semester, even from the time of MOS, has begun to ngincer Morgan. Because Morgan once nolong him when skirt he stuck in the elevator. Morgan wasn't as cold now. Since he met Princess, Morgan became different. So more closed off as he feels. She rarely goes to the cafeteria with her sister. There are, even read the novel continues in class. He also rarely eats. Maybe because I still think Princess in addition Bokap and his sister who constantly keep the same distance he because of a misunderstanding that brother himself does not know how the story." Evidently. I round my eyes hearing the explanation from big brother. Morgan can be that thin.

"Lho.. What would he eat?" Ask me who is still curious about the state of Morgan at that time.

"Sometimes sister Kasian is with him. Not because I have no money. Precisely savings he a lot for the young age like us in that era. Sometimes I bring food from the canteen. If he doesn't want to eat, sometimes I tell Tata to bribe him." It definitely makes me a little hurt.

"So Tata nyapin Morgan?" Ask me in shock. Brother just shook his head little.

"Because big brother can't bribe him, so so his older brother, big brother Tata to nyuapin Morgan. But, Morgan refused and immediately ate by himself. You don't have to worry. Morgan's not the kind of guy who can suddenly turn away from the woman he loves."

"It's means, he's not gonna forget his ex?" Ask me with a sure tone. Big brother turned his head for a while towards me then turned his head back towards his front.

We also arrived in front of the house. He turned off his car and looked at me.

"Maybe it could happen." Brother made me understand that. Morgan could have been cold with someone else. But, Morgan could also have not forgotten the woman he once loved. Something different from each other. I should have understood the consequences. Until this second, even I who had gone through my own days, still thought about Reza who betrayed my feelings. I still can't forget Reza who may still be alive today. What about Morgan? Which woman no longer exists in this world? Maybe it was the same feeling I felt when I lost my mother. I have had KDRT all this time. My dad is very temperamental. It made me, my mother, and my sister afraid of him. Not infrequently I saw my mother beaten to bruises and bleed. I miss Mom. From that moment on, I was traumatized when I saw other people being rude to me or to those closest to me.

Suddenly, a car came that was no stranger to me. Yep! Morgan's car. I looked at it from the end to the courtyard area of my house. So did brother.

"Noah.. The guy's coming." Brother. I just kept quiet and couldn't say anything. Morgan just got out of his car. He carried something in his hand. He approached near the door of his brother's car. He opened the glass window of his car.

"Why come home?" Ask in a cold tone. I just kept quiet and looked at the flower she was holding.

"Gue unplug first, bro. There's a meeting this afternoon. I just accidentally met Ara at the cafe." Shouting sister. Morgan took a step back while showing his palm. I turned to look at my sister and then got off the car. My brother left us both. It was so awkward I looked at him. I immediately left him.

"Reppppp...." He held my arm. I stopped right in front of him. He threw a bunch of flowers at me. I looked at him with a confused look.

"For you." Morgan said in a cold manner. I became upset because of it. I looked at him with a cynical look.

"Don't be the most romantic, if you can't do me right!" Snapped me and then tried to get my hand out of his grip. However, her hand was so strong that it made me feel pain due to her grip. I groaned in pain and then he loosened his grip from my hand. I threw his hand out.

"Don't make me that! I don't like it!" Shake me and then get out of there. I ran to my room. I purposely didn't lock her up so that Morgan could easily step in to apologize to me. That's all I want right now. Maybe a few strokes and a little kiss can make me melt back.

"Brrrrruuuukkk..." I threw myself into the soft bed of Blue. I closed my eyes because I felt like my eyes were hot. I didn't have the slightest energy and my stomach felt like it was burning. Did I eat wrong? Oh no! I'm late for eating! I have Magh's disease that hasn't recurred in a long time. Now maybe the disease came back after I tried to keep my diet, and finally now I have to feel the pain again. I held my hot stomach while closing my eyes. I'm waiting for Morgan to come. However, after a while, Morgan did not come to my room. I'm confused and curious about Morgan's situation out there. I might've been hitting him too hard earlier. I'm the one who's curious to go straight to find Morgan's whereabouts.

I'm heading to my front yard. But, I was held back from smelling such a delicious scent.

Arriving in the kitchen, I was surprised by the sight I had just seen. Apparently, it wasn't the aunt who was cooking. But Morgan is the one who cooks. My eyes got round because I saw this rare sight. Can Morgan cook?

"Here's den. Let aunt go." Said the aunt who tried to take the spatula to continue cooking. Morgan was just focusing on flipping through the dishes he was making.

"No need, Bi. Let me make it for Ara." Reject Morgan. I heard a sentence that touched my heart. One more thing I know about Morgan. He can cook. Unlike me who has absolutely no gastronomy. I was just following Auntie in cooking. I do not understand the amount of spices that must be given so that the taste becomes fitting and delicious.

"That's not it, den. Aden is tired of working. Let auntie keep going." Auntie still hasn't given up. He constantly insisted that Morgan give his food to Aunt.

"Bi, my permission to make Ara a meal.. I'm his girlfriend now bi." Morgan. My heart has become uneasy at this moment after hearing Morgan say so. He is not ashamed to tell our relationship to others. Different from me. I'm so embarrassed that they all found out that I was dating Morgan. But what is wrong with him? He's handsome, rich, cool, but I'm embarrassed to have to make fun of him in public.

"Waaahhh... Congratulations to Den Morgan. Finally, it's yeeeee.... Not in vain ngedeketin non Ara sampe seginnya." Ledek Aunt. Morgan simply smiled as he flipped through his cooking. I smiled at their conversation. I left Morgan joking with Auntie. I sat on the couch scrolling my Instagram homepage.

"Tseeett..." Instantly, a Bisma Instagram account appeared that passed my Timeline. I saw his picture post with his basketball club. Last time we called, it was me and Morgan eating at that Japanese restaurant. I suddenly missed Bhishma very much. How is Bhishma now?

"Darling.." Morgan from behind. I was shocked to drop my phone on the floor. My heart kept beating until it was irregular. He stopped in front of me while carrying a plate of fried rice that he had made. I hurried to get my phone that had fallen off.

"Auntie makes you fried rice." His words confused me. Obviously I saw him make it. Why did he say that Auntie was the one who made it for me?

"mmm.. Aren't you the one who made it?" Ask me confused. He smiled at me.

"Tukkkp.." Morgan touched my nose gently while smiling. My eyes are round because of it.

"Are you sure you were?" Ledek Morgan with a sharp gaze. I got caught this easy?

"Sokay know you." Flap me with a wave. Morgan smiled and sat down next to me.

"There's nothing you can hide from me, Ra." Sluggishly. My eyes were only fixed on his brown eyes which were always able to make me drunk. Is that right, I can't hide anything from her?

"Would you eat by yourself, or in a bribe?" Morgan asked with a flat expression. I was stunned because only this time he asked like that. I was so confused to answer. I'm dead stylish, can't do anything.

"Non't answer? Means ask for a bribe." Shoot Morgan, who is preparing to scoop up food. I'm holding.

"Eh.. I can eat by myself." Reject me and take the plate in his hand. I immediately bribed my first bribe.

"Aaaaaa.... Mmmmmm...."

Whoa! One mouthful managed to land on my tongue. It fits perfectly with my tongue. Not less than one thing. This fried rice is exactly like my mother's fried rice. With soy sauce that is not too much and also with rice that is not sticky at all. Just one thing I don't like. Fried onion! I separated little by little the sprinkling of fried onions to the edge of the plate. Morgan took the onion with his hand and put it in his mouth. He chews until it is left. I looked at his weird face.

"Any huh?" Ask to make me shake again and immediately eat the rest of the rice on my plate. Then I looked at his face.

"From now on, whatever food you don't like, you give me. Let me swallow it myself. Just like anything else you don't like, you love me. Spill all your annoyance. I'll swallow everything myself. Just so you're happy, Ra."

"Deg..."

Morgan's words made me unable to digest my thoughts. So all this time, she's been swallowing all the things I don't like? I didn't mean that. But I realized one thing. As he began to vent his emotions, that was when perhaps he was already completely filled with all my rude behavior that he had swallowed up. Thanks, I understand one thing.

I put my plate on the table and hugged Morgan tightly. I feel very happy at this moment. Although I have always been selfish and emotional, but deep down, I love this man. I love my Morgan.

"I love you." I looked at his radiant face.

"Aishiteru, Arasha."

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02-02-2021