Lecturer Idiot
65. Would You Be My Girl?

“Cupss..” He kissed my lips softly. I'm sontak

surprised by his treatment. I've been looking forward to this ever since. And

if not wrong, this is the most romantic statement of love for me.

After his declaration of love, he then immediately kissed me. Without having to

waiting for my answer. Would she be afraid if I refused her love? But

if I refuse, I will definitely not receive a kiss from her, right? What

the sign that I accepted his love? What is the sign, I love him?

My breath felt tight because he kept kissing me

a kiss full of warmth and comfort. I'm afraid of losing

himself. I don't want to part with him. But what about Bisma? I

not wanting to disappoint him. I want to live my life fully with

normal, without any relation to things that smell of romance. I wanted to

free, but I have no power to feel lost anymore. Enough of myself that

once lost the figure of Reza is very warm and has its own way to

pleased me. I don't want to lose Bhishma or Morgan with

any reason. Am I so selfish not to let one of them

get out of my life? I love Bhishma with all my heart. But, uh,

suddenly Morgan came by forcing me to love him. I can't

linger like this. I had to be brave to ask about

certainty for me and my bisma. I don't want to take any wrong steps forward.

Remembering my messy past that was able to make me miserable for a year

this backwards.

He took that kiss off me. Now, we are focused on

one point of view. I looked at him plainly while waiting for what he would do

do next to me. His eyes were empty, he was lost

his consciousness.

“I won't ask you the answer right now. You're free

to specify.” Sluggishly. I swallowed my own saliva. I don't understand

my feelings are contrary to logic. I can't keep going

it's continuous like this. I have to find myself. I can't live

in this kind of compulsion.

He rose from his place. I was confused with

that behavior. It was like reaching into the bag of groceries we just had

buy. I got up and just kept quiet and looked at what he was going to do

do so. He was seen taking out the necklace I had chosen earlier. He is also sitting

next to me and started putting that necklace around my neck.

“What does it mean?” Ask me. Morgan was silent while remaining

put me on a necklace. I'm confused as to why the necklace she said was for Fla, but

he gave it to me?

“Well.. Good right.” Morgan said with a smile

look at this necklace. I was touched by his actions this time.

“Loe give me a necklace? Said he made Fla?” Ask me which

still half confused. He smiled mischievously at me.

“Lho.. It does. I just matched it up in you.”

Morgan replied in the most annoying tone I've ever heard.

Suddenly, I changed my taste. I held my anger against him. Why is he so

sucks? Why make me fly first, then he drops me into

bottom ravine?

“Males I'm the same loe!” Snap me. I can't stand it with

his attitude just left him towards the balcony of the room. I can't stand it

she was embarrassed because she misunderstood what she was doing. I didn't

more special than any woman he has ever loved before. I was wrong

appraise it. He doesn't care about my feelings at all. I held back the crying

I looked up at the tall building I could see from up here.

‘Why am I stupid

really, use it so all? I am ashamed because it does not fit the same

huawa cave. Morgan even playin my feelings are already happy. I

it looks like a cheap and lazy woman. What women like me pantes

treated like this?’ My mixed mind makes me unable to

holding back my tears. A gust of evil night wind, forced through the bones

my. I, who was wearing only a t-shirt inside, felt the air tonight was so cold.

“Happp..” Morgan suddenly surprised me with

hugged me from behind. A single tear fell on his back

right hand. He hugged me so tightly that it made me a little bit of trouble

breathes.

“You are beautiful wear that necklace.” He whispered softly in

my ears. My eyes rounded for a moment after hearing her praise.

“I bought it for you. Not for Fla.” Added. I

overwhelmed to hear his words.

“Why do you mainin my feelings anyway?” I scream. It

even further tighten his embrace.

“About your hand that I keep holding while we

look, it has to do with the death of the Princess. I am not sensitive to

around me and just watching what is in front of me. Sorry

until it makes you uncomfortable because of the laser beam. I just want you

fine.” Speak with full softness. I understand now what that means.

At first I might have thought Morgan was overreacting. But, after

knowing most of the truth, I thought it was something

commonplace.

“Sorry.” Sluggishly. I just nodded small. That mood

it looks mellow with wind gusts that make the atmosphere look more sad.

Sorry for being late to know yourself.

“At the very least, don't go again.” Added. I just kept quiet

while digesting what he just said. When I go for

left him? I should have said that.

“I don't need words or answers from you. Yang

most importantly, you should always be there for me.” His words long ago

it's getting more unreasonable. Maybe because he was too tired and talking

all you want?

“Udah.. Sleep.” Ask me to change the topic

the talks. The longer, the more ambiguous the topic he said. It doesn't

let go of his embrace altogether.

“Happpp...”

“Morgan I spontaneously shouted because of Morgan

suddenly carrying me like a child being carried by me

her father's. He carried me forcibly towards the bed.

“Down I gan!!” I screamed at him, continuing to move

both my legs up and down.

“Turunin?” Ask. I look cynically at him.

“Brruuukkkkk.

“Awwwwwwwwwwwwww.sss I was thrown spontaneously by him

on the bed. It hurts even though the bed is so soft.

Still, he treated me harshly. Why is it not at all

change out? Why is he so rude to treat me?

“Crazy loe huh??” My cynics. He raised his eyebrows.

“So request to come down?” Ask in a songful tone. I

very upset to hear it.

“Plak..” I hit his arm. He complained

agony.

“Aduh.”

“Let's know how it feels in the rough!!” Snap me to him

who was still grimacing while holding his arm. It turned into a mimic

like teasing me.

“But boong.” He laughed, and I tried

my emotions are just a joke. I laughed at him. With his attitude

the flat one, he can make me smile, even laugh loosely like

these. How stupid he is.

“Brukkkk We threw each of us up

bed. I just dared to look up at the hotel ceiling. I dare not to

stared at him. I wondered why I would get caught up in a situation like this

with the people I used to hate? I dare not say I

loving her. But I also don't want to lose him. How selfish

it was me who only thought about my own feelings without thinking about them

Morgan's. I don't know, anyone who's been nearing or approaching Morgan

at present. Obviously, I'm comfortable being around her like this. Although without

status.

“Mmm.. Gan?” Ask me without seeing Morgan at all. I

smiling to remember her declaration of love to me.

“Soal.. Loe's previous love statement.” My vow

with great shame and doubt.

“Guee... Gueee..” I hesitate to say it. Seems

something's stuck. Why is Morgan just quiet from the beginning I spoke

to him. I looked towards him. He seemed to have closed his eyes.

Is that how fast he sleeps? I haven't even finished my words. It's even

already sleeping with his head.

“Basic! By the way even sleep!” I'm a cynic. I

afraid to wake him who seems to have fallen asleep. I looked at the face

his innocence was unconscious. It is so adorable when it is

sleeps.

“Loe really how is it? I can get really stuck

look.” I looked at her face closely.

“Gue would like to thank you for doing so

thanks me this necklace.” Add me. I got rid of Morgan's long hair

covered eyes.

“Thank you for the necklace.” Ogre me.

“Cups.” I peeked at Morgan's lips. At least, at least,

I've thanked him. Whether he knows it or not, that's his business.

“If you want to kiss, the real dong.” His words suddenly

it surprised me. I held my shame because of his words. I got up

from the body of Morgan.

“Happp..” He held me by wrapping his arm

circling my body. I can't squint anymore.

“Apaan anyway! Leasin!” Snap me to him. He just kept quiet

while staring at me. He smiled mischievously at me. I'm so uncomfortable seeing

his smile closed my eyes. He touched my cheeks and neck area.

Instantly, I was shocked by her response and started to look at her.

“You having fun?” Ask me. My face for a moment

become heated. I didn't expect, he would ask like that. Make oneself

I became unbecoming. I just looked at Morgan's face right now

changing position to be overlapping above me. Love..is it this beautiful?

“Awas! Gu. I want to sleep!” I said ashamed of

that sharp look. He did not take his eyes off where

pun. I was getting nervous and didn't know what else to do.

“Sama-sama.” It made me indirectly

smile at him. We both smiled at each other. I feel

no more feelings that make me reject the love of Morgan. I wanted to

have more of a relationship with him. I'm ready to accept

love from him. Nothing can make me refuse it again. It's just, I

must get used to understanding the circumstances of her that I know it's not

maybe he could forget it quickly.

He put his head over my head. I smiled

when receiving a small bump from him. I can't deny, I'm very

I love her and want her to be my girlfriend. Why am I new

realize how I feel about her now? Where have my thoughts been all this time? What

because it's still heavy with my past and with Bhishma? Hm.. I didn't

care about what will happen later. I realized about that feeling

it's been there all along for him. But I just got to know her background

now it's. I can't blame him completely for the attitude he always has

he did to me. I was also wrong for judging him wrongly.

We both fell silent and looked back at each other. I

smile at him, and so does he.

“Ra.”

“Gan.”

We both called each other. Confidence occurs

at present. He who is still above me cannot say anything more. Our

both are stuck.

“Loe first aja.” My words allowed him to speak

earlier.

“You are first, no papa kok.” Throw back. I became

confused by what I just wanted to tell him. I forgot to

my intentions.

“Lho is me anyway? Just go first! I forgot.” My vow

provenance. He just laughed a little at my expression. I looked at him cynically.

“Apaan hell loe!!” Snap me. He touched my nose with

that nose is. I became stubborn again. Every one touch

it made me feel so happy. I don't know why I feel for her

it gets complicated nowadays. Does he feel the same way as me?

“Judah. I used to be yes.” Her speech. Then the mood changed

back to being tense and gripping. I don't know what he's gonna say. I

please, he expressed his feelings back so that I wouldn't be ashamed and not in

think like a cheap woman.

“Mana.. Ye.. Mau..” His tone was always cut and

it keeps me curious. Hopefully I don't die in taste

curious to face this idiot. I looked at him with

a very serious look. I can't wait to hear that word.

“Mau.. What?” Ask me to give you a code so he can talk

a little bit faster again. I can't stand the curiosity that always bothers me

me this.

“Mau..”

“Mau.” He reached into his pants pocket.

“Candy.” He turned the candy towards me.

I did not expect, he would repeat the jokes he had given that time

on me. Does he not understand either? I need him to declare his love! I didn't

need candy. I looked at her cynically while holding back my near-irritation

just explode it. He seemed to be laughing a little.

“Any boy!!” My cynics. He tightened his laughter even more. Then he looked at me tenderly while gently touching my face.

“I want to express my feelings when I give you this candy.and I also know what you want to hear at that time.” His words made me a little embarrassed.

“At that time, I was not ready to state it with you.

But, basically I want you to know my feelings as soon as possible.” Added.

I looked at him clingy. Apparently, he got like that huh? Not ready to state

feelings for me? I have entered such a stage. And all the mood

support him to express his feelings to me. But he is basically the

cannot be sensitive to the atmosphere. Hence, he could not treat

women well and right.

“Ra, Would you be my girl?”

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