Lecturer Idiot
Episode 38's

I don't really know what my heart is like. I just live what I feel comfortable with. But, I don't know what I'm with morgan like? He helped me a lot, but if I fell in love with him because of that, it means I just feel sorry for him?

"Fring..Cringes.." My phone is ringing. I touched the green screen to pick up the phone from my sister.

"Yes.?"

"There's morgan here."

"Okey I'm going there, you."

- Tuuuuuuuttt

I ended the phone call from my sister. I suddenly became nervous. What's wrong with me? But I have eaten. Did I eat wrong? Uh. No way. But I was trembling to hear that morgan had arrived at my house.

"That's so bad of me!" I flowed with the meaning of encouraging myself. What's wrong with me? I feel like I'm okay. Am I sick? What next time I go?

"Any time I refused? Not good either."

"But I lemes gini, why yes? So bad for gini mah."

I was so nervous about choosing between going out or staying in my room.

"Crekkkkp... Krieeeit..."

"Huh? what the hell is loe here?" shirih ku. I saw morgan who was already in my doorway.

"Braaaakkkk" Morgan closed the door. I'm getting scared of him.

"Loe, don't macem!!" Threaten me. As always, morgan comes in that shitty cool style. I hate her attitude that can't be sweet with anyone including me. He stood before me sitting on the lip of the bed. The atmosphere is very awkward. Morgan just looked at me, not budging at all. And my mind was already floating around, worried that morgan was doing something I didn't like. Suddenly he sat beside me. He seemed to sit with great doubt. Not my heart condition now? It was like running a marathon for 5km non-stop.

I looked to the right, throwing my eyes away. Morgan wasn't looking at me at all. He just looked in front of him. I play my fingers. I was so worried about what he wanted to do. I'm not quite ready to do hot scenes with her yet. He seems to be experiencing the same thing as me. I occasionally look at him to the side. No response from him at all. I just kept quiet while waiting for him to speak.

Some time passed. But he still did not start the conversation. I felt like he was ignoring me. Though I have been trying to gather my courage for unexpected things that he might later do to me. Could have~

"Ohhhhmm.." After a while, I finally heard Deheman's voice from him. I looked towards him. Apparently, he tried to prepare something until it took a long pause. He took a long breath.

"Greebbbb's.." He clasped my hand. I'm surprised I'm not playing. We both faced each other.

"May I ask you something?" ask morgan. I nodded unconsciously. He tried to strengthen himself. I wonder what he wants to ask.

"Can you do one thing?" tanyakanya. I'm getting curious. I was quiet for a while.

"You can refuse if you mind."