Lecturer Idiot
97. Male Chat (SEASON 2 EPS. 15)

"That's because Loe asked for 3 days off but did not enter 5 days. People panic nyariin Loe even though Loe knows we are here out of semester exams and many answers that must be input web grades. Loe should have more responsibility anyway what is now Loe's job. Although Loe is here Lecturer in Economics, but Loe has a dual role to input the value of students after taking the exam. Isn't that right, Mr Morgan?" Aim. I am unable to speak anymore. I took a deep breath and tried to accept my mistake.

"Yes, maybe what you said was true. Never mind, later I'll personally apologize to Prof Handoko for my negligence all the duties so neglected." I muttered who gave up. Dicky then grinned at me.

"That's dong! This is just the name of the lecturer who is honored to accept mistakes." His words made me laugh more and more. The siomay seller came to us. He carried two portions of siomay in his hand. He put it right in front of us.

"Excuse me sir, the order. I'll grab a drink first, sir." He said, who then went back to his place. He came back with the drink we ordered.

"This is the drink."

"Thank you, mang." Dicky. I just threw a faint smile at the seller.

"I'm sorry sir." Say the seller again and then go back to his place. The aroma of this food, successfully made my stomach struggling.

"Eh Gan, by the way Loe hasn't answered my question. Why are you two going to Japan?" He still remembers what he asked. Why does He always interfere with every problem that happens to me?

"We went there to see only sick relatives." Answer me in a very flat tone.

"But there, you two don't do anything, do you? Let's be honest!" Shoot Dicky. Turns out he already knows everything. Is it possible that his experience? What is common if all Men and Women who are traveling long distances and staying in the same hotel must do so?

"Yes, we do everything all the time." Answer me origin. Dicky brought his face closer to me. He looks widened his eyes. But I don't care, I took the food in front of me and finished it off in a short time. It only took me 20 seconds to finish it all.

"Oh my goodness, Gan! Slowly eat it." His impact. I don't care about her. I took the drink I ordered and finished it in a very short time. Feel the pleasure and freshness of the juice I ordered.

"Ohhhhhh..." I feel myself getting very fresh when I down the remaining avocado juice. Dicky until glared in shock at my maniacal way of eating. I don't care about your business.

"Loe seriously Gan admits it's the same jutek girl as him?" Ask the ones who don't believe. I took my wallet out of my pants pocket and took out a piece of money to pay for my order. I prepared myself then got up and put the money under the plate.

"Repo." I then left with my bag. Even though Dicky called me a few times, I didn't care about him. I just walked into my room. I looked at my watch in my left hand. The clock shows at 1 pm, while the meeting will start in the next 1 hour. I rushed to my room to just unwind and prepare to attend the meeting.

Arriving in my room, I immediately closed the door again and put the bag on the table. Then I sat down to stretch my waist which felt very sore. Accidentally, I remembered Ara's words earlier when He was unconscious. What say?

"Reza.." I'm sad. My head started to feel heavy thinking about it. I closed my eyes and held my forehead with my right hand. I didn't think that his words would have such a profound effect on my mind. Who is the man he met in a dream? Is he part of Ara's past? Or even the man who is now chasing him? I felt like I had too little time to think about Ara's feelings or just listen to her past stories. I was overwhelmed when I heard a foreign name spoken unconsciously from Ara's mouth.

"Arghhhhh.." My true emotional nature is resurfacing now. I can't hold everything alone. Am I currently plagued by my jealousy? Naturally, anyone would be jealous if the woman dreamed of a man whom she had never talked about before.

"Tock.. Geck.." Someone knocked on my door. Immediately, I confirmed my sitting position and acted as if nothing had happened.

"Lake in." My screams are a little loud. Soon, the uninvited guest came in and sat down in front of me. He also put his bag on my desk.

"Dw, Gan! Loe why did I leave you? I haven't finished eating." He muttered that sounded very upset. I just looked at him flat.

"I feel like I'm done eating. So, what else do I have to wait for?" My question might have framed Dicky. It was like she couldn't accept me talking to her like that.

"Please help dong. My body's all pegel's done 'that' same Ara." My original ledek. Dicky looked at me with a cynical and lazy look.

"Damn Loe!" Snapped Dicky. I didn't answer anything. I just throw a faint smile at him.

"Loe is not like Morgan. If there's a problem, try telling me the same story. Usually Loe is the most anti to reveal things that have been done Loe. Especially about women." Aim. The analysis is very precise with me now. Can he help me solve my current problems?

I took a long breath. I started to open my mind wide. Yeah, it's okay! Who knows with my openness to this problem, I can get a middle ground and a solution to solve the problem. What's more, Dicky is a pretty good Lecturer of Psychologists. Ara had been caught liking Dicky at that time, just by analyzing once. It's a stupid girl.

"Oh, let's talk like this. Yes Loe indeed***, I'm not okay anymore. I have another problem, and that problem didn't accidentally make me drop." My words bluntly. Dicky brought his face closer to mine. He watches me closely.

"Try Loe to tell me the chronology. Who knows I can know the plot." Her request. I sighed and was silent for a moment, trying to think about what next word I would say to her. My mind feels empty! Just because of this problem, I couldn't concentrate.

"Gue felt that there was something different about Ara now. I'm afraid he's not someone I knew. Lately, he's changed drastically. He was always dumbass, suddenly I felt something weird about him. When I asked why and how he was, he was always silent or replied he didn't know." Obviously I am long. Dicky scrunched his forehead towards me.

"There must have been an event before or after that. Does Loe remember what happened after Ara's change of attitude?" Ask. I nodded small confirming his question.

"So before I drove him home, he was delirious about calling someone I didn't know. Even I just heard him call that name. Though according to psychology, there must be something that happens between them if until Ara mentions his name in an unconscious state. You're a lecturer psychologist, you know what I mean? Isn't that right, Mr Diki?" Obviously I'm the one who hit back at Dicky's trap.

"So the story, Loe back against I nue nih?" Aim. I folded and held both my hands together.

"Just answer me." Force me. Dicky leaned his body into the chair he was sitting in.

"Yes if it is like that, it is true Mr. Lecturer Morgan said. In the field of psychology, it is like that. There must be some pressure or event that makes the girl think of the man she calls or who appears in her dreams. They must have sensed something similar so as to create an energy capable of casting shadows in an unconscious state." Dicky's remarks allowed. My mind became increasingly unsettled. I want to feel like I'm blowing it all up.

"So what do you think I should be? What else do I have to do? Do I have to withdraw his feelings? Or openly saying that I don't like what He's feeling right now?" Ask me. Dicky looked silent as he stared ahead. Maybe right now, he's thinking about how to uncover everything.

"If by approaching He always keeps his distance from Loe, and is always indifferent to Loe, it is better for Loe to keep the same distance He used to be! Let Him think and try Loe give time to Him to accept all the circumstances that have happened. At least He chooses which is best for Him, whether the one He is living now or the other man we do not know who is. Later in the end He will definitely feel lonely anyway, which usually maybe Loe call Him, walk the way He, continue usually Loe ngajak He eat, continue now suddenly far away. There may be a sense of loss at the time, and Loe must also know when it is time to withdraw Him again. Do not let Him turn to another heart just because of this cold attitude of Loe who again stretched out His heart. Believe me, everyone must need time and maybe Ara's mental now again disturbed. Given the distance between the age of Loe and Ara is also very far. Loe can't identify the perception between Loe's mind and Her mind. Moreover, almost all men use logic, in contrast to Women who wear feelings." Dicky replied at length. I just kept quiet while reflecting on his words. I think this is the right answer. I have to keep a little distance from him. Let Him choose what is good for him.

"If so, thank you for the suggestion, ****. I'm sure I'm getting advice from you. I also don't want to worry too much about things I don't know for sure. In my opinion, yes it is a ambiguous thing because there is indeed a wrong of Me too who has not had time to know his past Ara. But I with His PD mengedeketin Him. Although I knew Ara long before I met Him again, but as long as we separated and did not see Him again I did not know what happened to Him and then, I also still love the Princess. Maybe that guy named Reza is his past. His name is monkey love. Let alone 18-year-old Ara, I am this age still remember My first love." Say me at length. Dicky seemed to be holding back his laughter. I looked at him flat. I know what he means.

"Don't laugh, I know what you mean." Tukas I'm lazy. He could not help his laughter any more.

"Geez, relax Gan. I'm the same age as you." Laughter broken. I suddenly became upset.

"Not to suck. I'm 3 years older than you." His eyes widened. He looks very surprised.

"So, Loe's 28?" His tone was so surprised. I just look at him cynically. I also got up and tidied up my suit buttons.

"I want to get ready. The meeting is about to begin. If you want to be here, go ahead." I left coldly and again left Dicky there. Am I being too cruel? Dicky helped me solve my problems, and also listened to me tell stories. But how else, I was annoyed when He laughed at me like that. Indeed, since the first time He was less able to keep his words and actions so often make me annoyed and upset over all the activities He did. But on the other hand, He always helps me when I'm in trouble. What else happened that time that involved Ara and also the jerk. If there wasn't Him, maybe I wouldn't be able to find where Ara was then. I have to give something to Dicky in return and my gratitude.

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