
"Mam, I put baby bakpao yes," said Laras after finishing breastfeeding for her twins.
Mami who was holding a baby girl also turned to Laras who was giving a baby boy to one of the workers who will take care of baby twins patao.
"You're leaving already?" mami asked while turning her attention to Laras.
"Yes, Mommy" answered Laras.
"Don't wait for Dion? He can take you there, Ras." Mami was afraid something happened to Laras once she got there.
"No need, Mommy. Kasian, Dion must be tired from out of town. Let me be alone, I won't take long either" Laras replied as he picked up a small sling bag on the sofa.
"Yes, be careful. If there is anything directly related to mami," Mami's message.
"Yes, Mami," nodded Laras while kissing the back of Mami's hand and then kissed her two children's eyebrows, then immediately left with a little running step.
Yesterday afternoon, Ervin had just come from Texas, he was sure that today the man was still at home to rest. If there isn't, Laras will meet him at the office.
"I have to meet you wherever I can. You have to explain what happened, until you can leave me and our children," murmured Laras when the car had driven away to the crowd of the road that afternoon.
A while later, Laras had already arrived at Ervin's large residence. A house that was once a place to live. However, there is now another queen who has taken over her position, even without her prior permission.
"Thank you, sir," Laras said before heading out of the taxi he was riding in. Yes, the woman even turned down the offer of a mother to wear a private driver.
That's enough, I've been troubling them all this time. Now, let me take care of my own problems. That was the determination that Laras instilled in his heart.
Barrels standing in front of the iron gate so high, he looked at the prowess of the house that characterizes the building where the male residence he was looking for.
I should have been happy to have arrived at my husband's house. Why do I feel foreign now. This fence, similar to the boundary that re-towered for the two of us, inner Laras while looking up a little, saw the end of the top of the gate that was so towering.
Slowly his hands stretched out to press the bell. Before long, a man with a typical security guard was seen approaching him through a small door beside a large gate.
"What are you doing, Mba?" asked the man who looked burly, but very foreign in his eyes. He's not the gatekeeper he used to be.
Laras frowned, he had wanted to ask the whereabouts of the gatekeeper that once was, but the woman undoes it. He shook his head slowly before answering the question of the man standing in front of him. "I want to see Mr Ervin, is he home?"
"Who are you? Let me ask inside first," asked the security guard again politely.
"Larasadis. I am Larasti," Laras replied with a hopeful smile.
"Related?" ask the security guard with a deep frown. As if he didn't believe the words of Baras.
"Yes, my name is Larasti," nods Laras who feels a little awkward when he sees the confused and suspicious face of the man in front of him.
"Okay, I'll ask you inside first. You wait here," said the man then went inside again with a face that still looked confused.
"But, Sir-" No time for Laras to continue his words, the man had already cut it first.
"Sorry, Mba. Better, Mba get the hell out of here, "he said as he went back in and closed the small gate without listening to the explanation first,
"Sir! Please catch me first. I have to meet Mr Ervin!" laras shouted repeatedly, but no one opened the door for him at all.
Baras smiled smirkily, he saw his palm that had been flushed red because it continued to pound the iron gate even though there was never a reply from inside.
"Master?" Barrel smiled blandly. It turned out that was a more fitting call for Ervin. In just an instant, she could call her husband without frills the word 'master' in front of her.
"From the beginning our distance was too far, sir. Now it is the same, even though I have given birth to your flesh and blood," Laras murmured while staring at the iron gate nanar in front of him.
Sick? Hugely. Who is not sick, when the man who became his love now does not even want to meet him. Disappointed? Might as well. Laras could not describe his feelings at this moment. However, one is certain. His chest again felt tight, like a big rock was falling on him.
His attention was shifted when the large gate was opened to show a car coming out from the inside. Like splashing vinegar in a wound that is still wet, Laras saw with his own head matan, how Ervin sat alone with another woman in the back seat of the car. Even more painful, the woman continued to lean her head on Ervin's chest, and Ervin was not bothered by it.
Unknowingly, one tear drop escaped just like that, sliding freely down her cheeks. Again, his heart was again wounded and deeper.
"Do I not deserve happiness with the people I love? A cloth should be found if it only ends in pain?" mumbles Baras. He began to walk away from the mansion with a broken heart.
Let her express all her pain this time, so that when she comes home, Laras can pull her lips back to form a smile for everyone who has loved her.
After being on the highway, Laras again stopped one of the taxis, now the destination is an orphanage. He remembered, before the accident he was about to go to the orphanage. However, he again swallowed disappointed when it turned out that the home was no longer there, even the building had turned into a redevelopment project.
"What exactly happened to the parlor? Why did they move out of here?" asked Laras while staring at the development area which is now right in front of him.
Barrel spread his gaze, staring at his childhood home which was now flat on the ground. I don't know where all the people he thought of as family went. At the same time, the phone in his sling bag rang, forcing Laras to distract him.
Dion's. Yeah, who else? Surely the man had reached home and found out that he had gone to see Ervin himself.
"What can you wait for for a minute, huh? Why go there by yourself? What if something happens to you, heh?" cerocos Dion so Baras received the call. The barrel even had to keep his phone away from the ear because of Dion's extremely loud voice.
"Sorry," answered Laras.
"Where? I'm following up now!" said Dion with a tone of voice that sounded firm.
"In the parlour" Laras replied, in a tone like a sister complaining to her brother.
"Wait there, I'm leaving now" Dion said and hung up.
Baras stared at the screen of his cell phone displaying images of his two twins, he exhaled violently, trying to release such a tight load as if pressing inside the chest.