NOT A SUBSTITUTE LOVE
Chapter 115's

What a short chat it slapped Farah so real. Why did her mother ask the thing that her own husband never asked her.

And also her husband did not or had never asked about the child, her husband was calm.

"What does mama mean?" Farah's gaze was far ahead thinking of the speech in her mother's message.

The boy! although their marriage was two years old and only a few months and they just returned home honeymoon three months more.

Farah felt her queen's stomach thinking about when she came to the moon and as she remembered that month she had not been able to and also if calculated according to this date had passed.

"But what is possible?" Hands are still on the stomach by gently rubbing.

Is there really life in her stomach? Or just late.

Now his mind is racing thinking about all the possibilities that could have happened.

"Hubby, kid,"

Never several times asked for signs of alluding to the child or asked whether she was pregnant or not because since her husband never absent from night service except being obstructed.

But yes also faithful married people certainly want children present between them not least the two of them.

The hand was still at home stroking his queen's stomach which felt throbbing slowly but not so much.

"Do I check it?, but if the results do not match how? Or am I going alone first?" Farah did not expect to arrive today which was very hard for him.

Children in the household are something that must be discussed from the beginning.

It is impossible for a married man to not want a child let alone from his own seed.

Children are a gift also strengthen the husband and wife relationship, with their children increasingly harmonious and also feel perfect as a couple.

But not all married couples who can be gifted children or quickly in the love of children.

"Are you trying to test using a test?" Hah why so confusing like this, just now she had talked to her husband in order to rest but now she can no longer, her mind is possessed and must be resolved immediately.

"Well go to the hospital," The woman broke into the house and walked to the room to change clothes and bring all the necessities.

**By I want to go out first anyone wants to buy, I have permission yes**

Farah sent a message to her husband because when on the phone not picked up may be busy.

**Be careful baby, when you're done go home directly**

Reply to the message Raka allows his wife to go out and do not forget the driver has been prepared if he wants to go out there is no reason to use public transportation.

He does not want his wife to be alone with others or jostling.

Very prohibitive.

"It's neat, bismilbornrahmanirrahim o Allah, may the results not disappoint," Hope the results are according to what he thinks.

Walking to the front porch before going to the room, he told his aunt to tell the driver he wanted to leave.

Don't think the driver is male but female and if he doesn't drive Farah then he will work to help with homework.

"Hospital yes mbak," he asked when he was sitting in the back seat.

"Well miss," The car was driving ahead at medium speed.

Along the way Farah felt stubbornly approaching the hospital.

Slowly squeezing his finger channeled his anxiety. This is the first time in his life.

Should have gone with her husband but fear of disappointment is better to go alone so if disappointed enough she herself feels.

The car stopped in front of the hospital.

"May God," Still busy praying as he walked to the gynecologist's room and took the queue number after he could wait his turn.

There were still a few more people before him.

Half an hour passed and he was not called and the worried person suddenly sat down next to him.

"Honey," Calling a very audible voice right in Farah's ear, Khira turned her head until the two noses met so close the distance between them.

"Hubby," Farah stammered to her husband who was there all of a sudden.

He felt no contact with him would be here and now he's there.

"What are you doing here?" Looking around a lot of women there are themselves in the company of her husband.

He so excited to answer what, the goal of coming there has not been achieved and has been found out.

"I, I by," How she should answer when the question itself has not been answered, may she pray that her husband is removed from it.

Is he praying for such a husband?.

But he was confused what to answer?.

"Remember poli!" Looking around there is only one room doctor and of course his wife wants to see a gynecologist.

Do not ask why he could know his wife was there because the driver had told him while on the road without the woman knowing it fit to stop at a red light.

Men are very protective of his wife's safety so wherever his wife goes he must know.

"Why are you here? You pregnant?" There was no answer from Farah who was still silent while squeezing her finger so nervous.

It's more nervous than a job interview or doing their first night.

He was like a man who was caught turning but did not want to admit.

"The answer you're pregnant with?" Luckily their seats were a bit far away from the others, so their chatter no one heard yet still he felt like he was the center of attention at the moment.

"I, I don't know by," Farah slowly looked down deeply, her eyes already teary-eyed holding back tears.

Raka sighed deeply and then let go slowly.

"If you don't know yet, why are you here?" Why is it like this? Who has influenced his wife to be like this and dare to lie to her.

Permission just wanted to buy something and not to the hospital he was a little disappointed because his wife had dared to lie.

He had to figure out who pushed Khira to do this.

"I just want to make sure, that's all, that's it" Honestly Farah, yes she's here to see if she's pregnant or not but why it's like this.

Her husband knew they were fighting.

"Why don't you take me?" Farah was stunned when Raka called herself I was no longer the brother as usual.

"I'm afraid the results don't match and you must be disappointed by, "Test, Farah's tears came out as well after all she could bear, but because she looked down from her handsome husband yet to see.

Trying to hold back Isak cries that somehow he wants to cry at this moment even without cause.

"Since when have I ever been disappointed with you, I've been disappointed like this," Honestly, he feels like a husband who is not considered even though this is a small mistake but if he is accustomed to it will be a bad habit.

All lies start with a small, repeated lie.

Don't ever think gini ah it's okay to lie a little and also this is for the sake of mutual interest, no. No lie is good, let alone in the name of mutual interest.

A lie is a lie even if it is small.

"My eyes," Holding the chin quietly but Farah endured the fear of her husband seeing the tears that drenched the cheeks of Raka's favorite cabi.

With a little coercion finally Khira's head was lifted.

How surprised Raka to know his wife has wet her cheeks.

"Sorry," Haish if it's like this how Raka continues her words.

He does not like loved ones to shed tears especially when both and moreover it is because of him.

Pulling his wife into a hug to calm her beautiful wife so that she would let go of her crying.

"Who told you to cry? He said not to cry,"

Changing the call to yourself, aware of the call is enough to make himself like talking to others.

Swiping that vibrating back slowly.

Loosened the hug and slowly wiped the tears with his hands.

Not no tissue or handkerchief just want to channel the warmth so that his wife immediately calm down.

"I'm sorry," That's the only word that can be said to reveal guilt.

Raka looked fixed on that beautiful face, her heart sliced at the tear marks on the cheeks of her beloved wife and she would try to make this the last tear that fell for a sorrow.

"Nothing else to say where to go next.

This problem should not be repeated.

Child problems, have you ever brought up or forced to quickly have children?" Farah shook her head in response but was afraid to make a sound.

"Abang silent does not mean not want, very want in fact but all of that decision above never burden yourself with something that is not our power.

Brother does not want my wife to feel burdened if you discuss the problem of children, let it be a secret of God.

If not in love we just wait while trying and praying, let's just say we're dating again we've never been dating so enjoy the time we both do not be a burden.

If it was time, God would love without asking,"

"Don't ever think if you don't want children, you really want even more children born by a sister who loves.

Now do not make it a thought, remember our marriage is still new even people who have been married for years do not have children.

If God feels we are capable then the child will be present among us,"

Though married a long time but Raka considers it still new.

Grasping that little hand while staring while talking.

Should not talk there and find the right place but because it is already better completed.

Most of his wife has taken a queue number so it is better to check immediately and if it has not been given the gift they can do a pregnancy program.

"But if the results are not appropriate, don't be disappointed?" Why should think of it, but Raka's mouth has long explained that the child's problem is handed over to the creator.

"if the results do not match what baby, we are still young there is still plenty of time to make and also you must be ready I invite overtime every night, easy.

Do not be bothered if it can run out of here directly we make, the hotel is near here," Raka's clear speech successfully made the beautiful face red, very frontal without filters.

What no shame discussing it in public places, hospitals again.

"That you've imagined" Stabbed the still red cheek.

Smiling happy his wife started to calm down.

Swiping that head fondly.

"I'm serious, '" Whinek Farah pinched the soft arm wrapped in a suit that her husband was wearing.

Then throw your face to the side scared at the tease again.

"Abang more serious which, if yes you tell Dean to book a room," Please this in a public place, later just discuss this if you are both in the car for example.

"The room at home is still comfortable by," Farah slowly but still can her husband hear.

"So she wants to be home?" The beautiful face was getting red when she heard the husband.

Why does he like to tease his beautiful wife.

Don't know if Farah's chest is pounding.

"Tempting again my rations are lacking" threatened Farah to stop her husband from flirting with her.

"Remain reduced rations, can if not get rations or can sleep before in rations? For the sake of the police car that never met at the gas station, Farah was eager to drown her husband in the swamp.

Why did the mess arrive at this deadly level?

If only can not once or twice can still be held but if the persistence of her who can not stand can attack her husband while sleeping.

Until not long the name Farah was called to enter because it had arrived in turn.

Looks nervous face Farah immediately Raka holds to reassure.

"Quiet that if it has not succeeded brother is still strong, if necessary we go honeymoon again. Come on," Walking hand in hand like a custom it's never missed if they're both.

It was as if there was a magnet between the two hands until it was easy to stick.

**Who's husband is God? Why the more perverted days but I also like him to mess up eh**

Chuckle yourself when you like to be confused, any wife who does not like to messuman her own husband even doled.

Shake slowly to expel all the dirty thoughts to immediately get lost in the head.

Who told him to come in without excuse?.