NOT A SUBSTITUTE LOVE
Chapter 125's

Dean entered his new room at a stay for a while because he wanted to meet raka asked that his best friend would take a break for a while, but instead of according to the blabbering is not clear according to Dean.

He did instead get Raka to rest for a while and make room for her body to gather energy.

Each body has a work capacity that has been determined if the force will cause the impact of one of them is sick.

Fatigue one cause people easily sick can even cause other diseases that are more dangerous.

"In love attention does not want, ntar sick I also work like a horse. Good friend if you have not kicked since then," Dean chose to go around for a while before going to his room.

Want to see the performance of the employees here and not for long he turned the bow again.

"If for a long time he will be angry and say 'if I only make it a mendingan display do not need to be brought' is always right girl," Remember his admiration will be angry in a long stay.

"Say I can't go far," Pede once you're a singles sir uh but now it's not single anymore because his feelings are welcomed though not completely hearted but this is better there has been development.

"Sorry to wait a long time," Dean entered to greet Via who again watched the favorite drama of most women if you have free time.

"Not what," Reply Via focuses on a laptop screen that displays everyone's beloved scenes.

But Dean could not see the scene had passed.

"Where from?" Shifting his gaze at the laptop screen and looking at Dean who was already sitting next to him.

"To Raka's room, I mean to tell her to rest even in the talk about already having a wife talking casually," Follow see the film that is still spinning.

"It's natural that he is, everyone has their own expression in a relationship.

What we consider excessive is actually not according to him, we can not judge if we have not experienced," Via who has begun to open himself fully to Dean or the comfort that Dean gives makes Via can talk like a close friend.

But one that clearly Via does not feel uncomfortable anymore close to Dean.

"But I don't think I'll do that later if married," Dean doesn't want to overdo it like someone new to love, if others see it will be fed up.

"Where we know, you don't have a married wife yet" Via watched again after saying it didn't see Dean's face turn squinting at him.

"What do you mean?" Investigating Dean felt he didn't accept Via talking that way.

"What?" Replied without seeing Dean at all.

"You mean don't I have a future wife yet?" I don't like it, really. Even before Via accepted Dean as a lover, Dean had said that he would propose to Via if his statement was rejected.

Why pretend to forget this?.

"I don't know, though," I didn't realize where Dean was going because the drama was more interesting than Dean's talk.

"You're my future wife when I forget?" Grasping one hand Via gently in the grip using both hands and placed on his thigh.

Via's focus was on Dean's speech and looking at the clutched hand.

"Since when? The feeling of not proposing yet," Refelek Via closed his mouth that was speechless.

Curse his presumptuous mouth as expected in Dean's application.

"So I'm ready to apply?" The flushed face held in shame.

If he could run now maybe Via did, he was really embarrassed.

"Who said?" Elak Via accompanied by a heart beat that is increasingly crazy plus a loving gaze from Dean.

Why would he be released and hope to be applied? Does Dean think he's been begging for marriage.

May he soon forget, the prayer of Via in heart.

But all of that feels impossible when young people are forgetful.

"Can you just say baby that I haven't applied yet" God, what kind of call is that? It was ridiculous and wanted to stuff Dean's mouth with a couch cushion.

"Don't call me like that to throw up the taste," Shudder in horror at the call baby, lebai bin alay.

It is better to call names than calls that are often used by couples.

"Not yet I've anything the time wants to throw up, really fast it will be," Discuss what else is this try? What's fast? How perverted brain.

Via glanced at Dean and pulled his hand.

"Don't talk perverted yet old enough" Delik Via sneered and looked at the laptop screen rather than the handsome face.

"Hey what does it mean is not old enough, I've two five tablets already can make you crumble liter," Do not like still considered small.

High School children only know when he has finished college is still said not to be old enough.

"Silent Dean or I don't want to see your face anymore" Threatened Via who is not strong faith discussing intimate matters in addition it is not his spirit now.

Still dating so it's a strange thing if discussed differently if married.

"If you don't want to see me, I can come see your parents and ask their children to be my wife, get it done," What's wrong? That's the mouth that asks to be cleaned so as not to talk carelessly.

And sure enough if his request will be granted easily.

What he forgets if even parents approve remains the decision in the hands of the person concerned.

"It will be accepted confidence," Syndir Via seemed to say that Dean did it would be rejected without thinking.

Said that their relationship would never get to the stage of parents meeting each other.

"What do you mean by that? You're just playing me for accepting my feelings?" Holding both shoulders to face each other.

"Don't hold-hold it can't be, anyway," Brushed Dean's hand on his shoulder and turned to sit again.

Dean turned the Via back and held the two clasped hands.

"What do you mean? Want to play with my feelings? That's what you mean?" Strictly Dean does not like the words of Via, as if Via just toying with himself and considers his speech is just a mere joke and establish a relationship like a teenager.

Dean's feelings are hurt about this.

What is still lacking the struggle and attention given to this lover.

Via threw his face away when dealing with Dean.

"Look at me if you say, again" Holding Via's chin gently, though his soul is in anger but cannot hurt his loved ones intentionally.

"This is already angry, how to want to establish a more serious relationship," Sinis Via is no less cynical, he said, if you want to seriously prove by applying himself in front of both parents, not just talk that everyone can.

Speaking of which is easy but doing and realizing the difficult.

Just like promising to promise is easy but keeping not everyone will be able to.

The focus of Dean's sharp eyes on Via's pretty face, his chest rumbled as the feeling he had was doubted by his heart.

Is this how hard it is to live a relationship that only one side feels loving but not loved?

Is there still more struggle after yesterday's struggle? Didn't see enough of Dean's sincerity yesterday.

"So you doubt me now?" Dean asked in a low tone while regulating the burning breath.

Not angry but what is difficult to express also with words.

Short of course Dean felt when the love we showed was even in doubt but what could this time he be selfish.

Via was silent to hear Dean's words, not doubting Dean's feelings just worried about his own taste so wrongly said.

He also knew and felt the sincerity of Dean just that his heart was slow to open so that sincerity was not fully felt.

"Why is the answer silent or is this the truth?" The silence of Via became the answer to the feelings of this beautiful woman, who was clearly only forced to accept her.

"I should have realized from the beginning," took off the grip and stood up to sit in the work chair.

Turn on the laptop and better busy themselves behind the tightness that hit him.

Disappointed that Dean felt enough of himself that he knew there was no need to show anyone.

Dean busied himself in order to dispel the feeling of being forced more and more torturous.

**Should be from the beginning you are aware of Dean, should not force a sense in someone hoping to be countered, but from the beginning you know that he has shown a dislike attitude. Indeed, sometimes the attitude of self-knowledge and self-conscious it is necessary* Just eyes that focus the same laptop but the mind glares far.

Want to bring her relationship now in continue or enough to get here.

If it is continued whether it is able to survive with a sense of one-sided but ended whether it is ready to release the loved one. It was a tough decision.

Equally stifling the chest.

"Dean," Call Via after a long silence.

Thinking of Dean's right speech, only the man forced himself to accept the feeling.

But not the intention of Via also doubt.

**Am I being too outrageous?** thought Via felt guilty about his actions just now.

Why is Dean getting carried away feeling now is not as usual.

"Dean," Raised the voice because Dean did not answer or just look at him.

"No need to shout this is not a forest," Reply Dean replied in a flat tone unlike usual.

Via's chest rumbled to hear Dean's voice differently.

"But De," Denied Via who was immediately cut off by Dean.

"I give it time to think until we go home later," answered without seeing the face of Via who had been flushed, whether it was angry or embarrassed.

Afterwards the room was silent no one wanted to open their voices even at lunch between them eating in silence.

Dean is disappointed in Via's attitude while Via is at war with his own feelings.

In love time until home but Via itself does not know when to go home, it could be today they go home.

In the opposite country...

Farah the arrival of guests who are not invited and not wanted at all.

His former boss.

But lucky to open the door was Sila's mom so she didn't tell Randy that Farah was there for a few days.

"What's the matter with Randy coming here?" Mama Sila was quite surprised to see Randy standing at the door, she thought of which guest.

"I just want to meet Farah Aunty and if possible I want to ask for her husband's home address," Yes Randy's goal is to know where Farah's husband's address is and he feels Farah's parents must know why he came here.

"Sorry son Randy aunt can not give it away and also it is not the right aunt," declined mama Sila who did not want to give the address of her daughter-in-law.

Besides their relationship is over added Mama Sila does not want her child's household to interfere.

By knowing Raka's address is the same as opening the opportunity for people to enter the household of their children who could have been the person's intentions evil.

Especially with the person who once put Farah special in the heart.

In added Farah just felt happy there was no way she was broken.

"I beg aunt, I just want to apologize to Farah" Pinta Randy with a serious face and now they're sitting in the house's chair.

Mama Sila did not invite in fear that they would meet.

And if sitting in front of Farah is also rarely there, pregnant women prefer to sit in the back garden to spend time.

"Sorry aunt can't kid Randy, Auntie has no right to this," won't change her decision.

If they met outside by accident then it was beyond his power.

"If there is no need anymore, please go son Randy aunt there are still other activities," If only that the purpose comes free is not as easy as it gets.

What does an ex-boss mean if his child is worth more.

An ex is a person who does not need to be remembered and does not want to be in touch with him anymore.

Enough to be a past that no longer needs to be remembered.

"Good aunt, sorry to interrupt auntie's time," Go empty-handed not getting what she wants.

Go with annoyance because the goal has not been achieved.

Ever since Farah got married, she had a hard time meeting Khira.

Even going to Farah's office, no one knows where her husband's address is.

Mama Sila entered the house to prepare to leave because there was an appointment with her friend.

Luckily today Farah did not do much and can stay alone at home.

Since Farah was pregnant, Sila felt caring for Farah as a child, she wanted a lot.

After entering the room, please change clothes with a more appropriate one.

Make sure the appearance is not embarrassing and striking, because what we wear will be in the value of people without being asked.