NOT A SUBSTITUTE LOVE
Maybe That's His Desire

Raka read through the sheets of paper she received from someone more precisely her confidant.

He meticulously read through the letter by letter written on the paper not even a single one was missed by his eyes.

Until Raka's forehead wrinkled the short writing made him shocked that the information was really very surprising.

"The "kidney" that Raka read was a report from the person who followed Farah and it was shocking what she had just learned.

Farah had kidney disease and she was not told at all

Raka remembered this morning and Farah had nothing to say about this had Raka not put anyone to follow Farah wherever the girl went for sure this big news she would never have known.

So his decision to put people to follow Farah was the right choice until he knew what happened to Farah let alone Raka being responsible for his wife.

"Why is this big secret that he chose to hide?" Without asking any questions Raka certainly knows the answer and Raka will pretend not to know Farah's disease.

He will act as if he knows nothing.

"Gue had to find a donor as soon as the disease got worse and it was difficult for Farah to have children," although treated in such a way by the girl but they could not close their eyes and close their ears to what was experienced by Farah.

He will try to find the kidney donor any way Farah can be helped.

Whatever Farah's response later Raka doesn't care what she wants Farah to get well soon.

"Hello find a kidney donor as soon as possible," Raka contacted her trusted people to quickly find a donor for Farah.

Of course, it will spend a very large amount of money to compensate anyone who wants to donate his kidney.

After Farah's exit from the office Raka seeks a new secretary but a man because he is not comfortable working with the opposite sex.

Especially considering if Raka is married so she has to keep her distance from any woman.

"Pak Raka soon we will meet with clients from company X," even though he is new to working here but very deft and so smart as to arrange Raka's schedule.

Even he is quick to adjust especially he is a person who is quick to respond and quickly understand so there is no need to ask a lot of questions while working but a lot of action.

"Is everything ready?"

"Already sir," because before telling Raka it was certain that she prepared everything for the meeting.

"All right Let's go, '" Raka did not want to delay.

Because it already has a male secretary so if to go to meetings they only go together without using the driver again.

But make no mistake Raka will give more salary because the secretary is driving the car.

Arrive at the destination.

"Please, sir," they went to the promised place.

"Welcome Lord Raka," they shook hands until Raka's gaze stopped on someone.

"Sorry to keep you waiting," Raka felt bad because her client came first.

"Include him my new secretary, Farah," Raka's client introduced Farah and they shook hands like people who didn't recognize each other.

"Buck,"

"Flood,"

Raka keeps her shock meeting because Farah works at this company and she won't reprimand Farah or act as if they've known her for a long time.

Raka will behave like Farah's wishes before.

"All right, let's start the meeting," was it really not to assume that Farah was his wife at work like this and also he did not want to reprimand the girl who could have just embarrassed him.

Not necessarily Farah will answer his greeting.

'Just think of a kidney donor for him'

Raka gets rid of that thought and just wants to focus on helping Farah find a suitable kidney donor.

Whatever Farah's business outside Raka's house is enough to monitor it from afar and will help if Farah is threatened.

Outside of that Raka will not interfere.

"All right, I agree" until they get the deal and sign the contract.

"What if we have lunch first," take Raka's client as it's lunchtime.

"By master," Raka could not possibly refuse this invitation of her client and also she was already feeling hungry.

While waiting for food to come they chat lightly, until.

"According to Mr Raka do I match Miss Farah?" Raka's heart was racing hearing such a question.

This was not the first time she had experienced such a thing but Raka was powerless to prevent all of it.

"If that's not what I know, sir," there's no way Raka would say if the two of them were a match.

So it was better that he looked for another answer especially now that his heart was no longer fine.

"But I'm doing the same approach Miss Farah, may Miss Farah receive my love," too blunt actually but Raka's client this one does love the people's slips let alone they are almost the same age.

Farah who became the object of the one-sided chat could only lower her head because she also did not know what to respond with?.

Here her boss is trying to approach her and ask and ask her husband for an opinion is a very confusing condition.

"If you like each other there will be a different way if you love one-sidedly," it seems like Raka is talking about herself.

Because what is spoken now is like the state of him now who only loves his wife while the wife still hates him until now.

I don't know when the hate will overshadow Farah's heart.

"Yes, too, your Lord Raka is right, but I think Miss Farah also likes me but is just shy," sure that Farah also likes him from his shy attitude all this time.

"It is good if you like each other," rather than hurting each other or never considered, Raka continued in her heart.

Until their food comes and eat quietly.

After eating, they split up in the parking lot because they had to return to their respective offices.

At Farah's place.

"The far I said was serious" now they're on their way back to the office.

And boss Farah talked about him liking her.

In one month of work there, the boss has shown great excitement that likes Farah has even expressed her feelings.

"meaning?" Although Farah understood what was discussed, she still needed a clear conversation.

He did not want to misunderstand the words of his superior.

"I've really liked you since I first met," the beautiful and deft Farah at work adds a plus point and becomes an attraction in itself.

Farah was stunned in her place, not believing that there was someone who expressed feelings to her at the time of her current status was still a wife of a Raka.

"And I hope you don't refuse," the boss desperately wished for his love.

Farah herself also did not expect to be able to make her boss like her.

She quit her in-laws' company and looked for another job wanting to work quietly, but there was something that made her less focused.

Why would he dare say that because Farah's status in the cover letter was single so he assumed that Farah was not married.

"Let me time sir," I don't know what Farah means to answer like that when he could have said he already had a lover or fiancee but if like this it is the same he gave hope and forgot his status as a wife.

Farah really did not think clearly and did not think about what the impact would be in the future with her status still tied to Raka.

Office home.

Farah has an appointment with her best friend and meets at a cafe before the girl to return to the apartment.

"Old sorry!" Farah felt bad because when she came her best friend had already come first.

But how else would he work in the company of others so can not go home at will.

Farah had to follow the rules of the existing office and could not be like still working in her in-law company.

"No matter how relaxed, we also just arrived," Farah took an empty seat and immediately sipped a drink that was deliberately pre-ordered before she came.

After the meeting that day only now they can get together again because of their respective busyness and it is difficult to match their schedules that are free and only now can meet it at the time of the office.

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Nightfall.

Raka just returned from the office with a chaotic appearance, ah not a chaotic appearance but rather a feeling of him.

"Assalamu'alaikum," Raka's face looked Jesus once even his coat was no longer used just carried with his briefcase.

"Wa'alaikumsalam," Farah who happened to be watching answered the greetings from Raka but did not see at all the arrival of her husband and she preferred to see the show on the flat screen.

"Have you eaten?" Even though Raka was faced with the painful reality, her attention would not be reduced and the pain of the heart let her keep it to herself.

"No need to act kindly," Raka smiled bitterly at Farah's reply.

Is one of the husbands concerned for his wife? But Farah responded to another.

"Sorry," Raka doesn't talk much and chooses to go into her room rather than talk a lot will only get a sniffy answer.

Farah did not see the sad-faced Raka because her wife's reply had not thought about her feelings at all.

Though Raka has done a lot of ways to melt Farah's heart, but it seems Farah has closed her heart tightly.

What if parents knew that their marriage was nothing more than a contract in the same building of a different country.

It feels so foreign.

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