NOT A SUBSTITUTE LOVE
This Sickness

"Farah lunches yuk," asked Farah's boss as he passed the girl's desk and invited her to lunch together.

"This is still a little more sir, the responsibility if in stay," replied Farah politely because it was his job responsibility once and if abandoned it felt impossible.

"All right I wait," Farah gawked as her boss stood by her desk waiting for her to finish.

He could not believe his boss was so persistent as to approach him even willingly delay the time of his lunch hour as long as they could eat together.

Farah hurriedly finished her work because she did not want her boss to wait too long and after she finished she immediately saved and copied again into the email afraid if it was deleted or there were people who did not like it to delete his hard work.

"It's done, right? Let's have lunch first, "severely able to comply and they walk hand in hand towards the elevator.

"Where do you eat?"because if in the cafeteria it feels impossible because now it is very crowded especially they come late it will certainly be difficult to the seating section.

Although there is a special room of company officials but Farah does not want to occupy so.

"At the intersection there's a new menu I want to try," Farah's boss nods in agreement with the girl's invitation.

Wherever Farah invites him to eat, it will be agreed upon with the girl.

Get to it.

"What do you want to order?" Give Farah a menu book and let the girl choose first.

"I ordered a new menu yes mbak same drink lemontea," indeed the purpose of Farah came here to try a new menu so he did not need to bother to choose food.

Means even with the man who chose the same menu with Farah just a different drink.

"Far I want to say something," if he's both in and out of the office then he'll talk casually to Farah.

"What do you want to say?" Although Farah knows her boss likes her but there is a part of her that is not comfortable but she tries to get rid of it.

He brushed it off because he thought it was unimportant and just annoying.

"You know I've liked you since I first met and the more I feel the deeper I feel. I want to get closer to you and establish a relationship not just boss and secretary," Farah can already guess where this conversation is going but she did not expect that today would come.

But there was something Farah considered and she could not decide hastily because there were things she had to finish first before starting a new one.

This boss is very good to him especially his boss likes him is certainly badly treated special from other employees.

"I hope you don't deny my feelings" she hopes that Farah will accept her statement of love and want to have more than just a boss and a secretary.

Farah is the girl of his dreams and meets the criteria of the girl he has been looking for.

If it was in sight there was no way he would let go without fighting first.

"Can I ask for a moment first," hearing Farah's answer he felt very happy because if it was like this then he could guess that Farah only needed time to convince herself.

She developed a happy smile indirectly Farah had already given her a chance.

"Well I'll give you a chance to think," of course he will wait, what else Farah does not throw a sentence of rejection then he will be patient waiting.

But because of Farah's back position so do not know about the whereabouts of the person.

And it turns out there are still others who heard the chat.

The man could only smile that he did not believe what he had just heard and hoped it was just a dream or just a joke.

Because if it is really reality then it is certain that there will be other big things that will happen in the future.

"We went back to the office, lunchtime was about to end, too" their lunch went well and the boss never wasted the opportunity to hook the heart of the girl he liked.

Farah walked first to the car and waited in it and not long after the boss came and they returned to the office.

"When can I come to your house?" Because if now Farah has given a chance even though he has not answered his expression of feelings but he thinks he must approach Farah's parents.

He must also be able to take the heart of Farah's parents so that in the future their relationship can be closer than this.

So before Farah answers her expression of feelings she must first get the blessing of the parents of the girl she likes.

"Later if your schedule is not busy, I will take you home," I don't know what now Farah thinks that the girl dared to take a big decision like this and forget her status as a wife.

Does he not realize that his actions now are wrong and of course have given a stain in his own marriage.

She is not a single woman who is free to choose any man for her to approach and she accepts, she is a married woman and a bound woman in a marriage but she acts as if a free woman who is still alone and free to enjoy her freedom.

"Yes also my schedule is solid again, but soon I will try to be free," of course he will loosen his schedule so that he can soon meet with Farah's parents.

And he was already impatient to wait for that day and for sure he would do his best to draw sympathy from Farah's parents.

Afternoon...

"You can't meet now at the caffe near your sister's apartment" Farah gets a message from her sister and replies that she agreed to meet with her sister.

But he was also curious not usually his sister invited to meet outside the house especially in public places.

Usually they are more often if chatting at home while enjoying the flowers planted by the mother in the back garden.

"Sarah what are you talking about? How curious, "Farah also became curious himself because somehow he had a hunch that something important would be said by Sarah.

After making sure his work is done he is in order because the clock home has come.

"Far went home with yuk" the boss took him out of his room.

"Sorry sir, I have an appointment to see my sister" Farah refused to go home together because she asked to meet with Sarah was not possible because Farah felt no need to invite others to their meeting.

The boss nodded in understanding and they joined together to the parking lot even though they could not go home in the same vehicle.

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