NOT A SUBSTITUTE LOVE
Hard as a Stone

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Devan stared at his lover's face with a sad look, either out of guilt or because there was something else he was feeling right now.

But clearly in her heart, she always apologized to Nafisa for lying to her. Again and again Devan can't ignore Cintami.

His heart was now filled with great guilt. But he really could not if he had to lose Nafisa if the woman knew with what she had done.

While Nafisa herself really can't bear to ask Devan a lot of things, why she could lie to him again and again.

Actually what this man wanted, just because he wanted to be able to walk with Cintami, Devan was not willing to accept the offer of dinner with him.

Nafisa walks towards the kitchen, fetches cold water in the refrigerator then gets Devan a canned drink.

They both sat in the middle room.

"Why are you here?" nafisa asked without looking at the man.

But in contrast to Devan who immediately turned his head instantly, hearing Nafisa's question that sounded strange according to him.

"Why are you asking like that? am I wrong if I visit my girlfriend's apartment?" Nafisa could only sigh hearing the question from Devan.

Whether he can still be called as his lover if the man himself acts as a plan.

"No, you're not wrong, but I'm wrong" upset, that's how Nafisa feels.

He felt annoyed at not daring to ask about the photos he got of someone who knows who, he does not know the person.

But what is clear is that the photo did happen today, because of the clothes worn by Devan today is the same as the clothes worn earlier in the photo when with Cintami.

If so, what should Nafisa do? will he still be able to maintain his relationship with Devan if the man alone can't be honest with his feelings.

Yes, according to Nafisa, Devan is currently in between the anxiety of the heart because of two choices that are difficult for him to choose.

But it seems here that clearly must succumb is himself, because even though he is currently the lover of Devan but in Devan's heart still stored the name of Cintami is very large, he was unable to remove the name and replace it.

Perhaps it was time for Nafisa to make a decision, she would rather step back than be with a man who has not finished with her past, let alone turn out that the past has returned and even wants her man.

"Dear, what's wrong with you? I chatted you but not bales?"

Nafisa did not answer Devan's question, but expressed her wish.

"Devan, actually I've wanted to say this since yesterday-yesterday, but like you're so busy,"

Busy with ex.

"What's the matter, baby?" ask Devan marketing.

"You want a vacation? how many days? why should I look for your replacement? If only a few days' leave will not need to find a replacement for everything," the man did not think with the mind of this lover.

"I don't know when I'll be back, because my mom's sick and there's nothing to take care of, so it's better to find a replacement than you'll be back" the woman replied, turning her eyes away.

Actually Nafisa is already looking for a new secretary for Devan. This plan he had been thinking about a few days ago when he got the news that his mother was sick, Nafisa had indeed prepared herself to resign and speak well to Devan.

However it seemed that he had more reason to resign immediately because it concerned his heart and at this moment he had truly prepared to leave the man's life.

Devan rubbed his face, maybe he should give Nafisa permission because this concerns his mother, even though he was not willing to be abandoned by the woman.

"Well, hopefully Mommy will recover soon and you quickly return here, What time will you leave for Surabaya tomorrow?"

"Hour 07.00 by train,"

"Let me take you to the station" said Devan.

Nafisa could only nod, then she stood up while breathing in the air slowly and exhaled slowly. Since then it feels so crowded because it has to withstand various kinds of feelings that are currently at war in his brain.

It feels like he is defending Devan and fighting for his love for the man, but if you remember how Devan was the one who deliberately opened a gap for the woman of his past back so make what Nafisa bothers to maintain.

There he will continue to be hurt to see Devan's lies and also the man's attitude that can not be firm with himself.

"It's late, you better go home and rest, must be tired, right?" said Nafisa deliberately insinuated Devan with his words, because Nafisa knew since returning to deliver her to the apartment, the man must have met Cintami and walked together.

"Well, if that's how I go home first, tomorrow morning I'll pick you up and we'll go to the station together" Devan kissed Nafisa's forehead.

Then the man went straight from Nafisa's apartment.

"Well Devan, tonight is our last meeting because I'm leaving tomorrow at dawn by train at 05:00 at dawn."

Seriate.

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Blurbs:

Handsome and rich widows are the target of single women, but have absolutely no interest in remarrying because they still love an ex-wife who has been captured by another man.

While planning to live single with the title 'Duren', but failed because the mother was busy looking for a woman to be betrothed to him.

Until he has a way out to find a woman to be a contract wife to fool the mother.

Will this Duren find a woman who fits his criteria?