NOT A SUBSTITUTE LOVE
The flashback

Flashback...

"Bang Raka doesn't love me anymore,"

Farah went into the empty toilet and locked the door.

Her tears spilled as the door closed.

Sitting on a closed toilet.

Spilling all the pain.

After a while, Farah began to go away.

"Don't crybaby Farah, the journey to pursue love bang Raka is still far away and still trying harder so that only you are in the lyrics bang Raka and consider other girls just displays,"

Farah wiped away the tears.

Strengthen that struggle in reaching Raka's love.

The journey of pursuing Raka's love that still needs a struggle not to mention many rivals.

The rival of the girls out there who want to occupy the position as a special person in Raka's heart.

Farah did not want to be knocked out of that position or lose before fighting.

Farah came out of the toilet to class because the lesson hours were about to start.

Farah followed the lesson with a branched mind.

When the body is in class but his mind is on Raka.

*How is it?"

Thinking of a way for Raka to only see him alone.

The man who became the heart.

Knock the pen held on the table.

Luckily the teacher who taught did not see Farah's action.

If he could, he would get angry or get punished.

Kan is not an elite once in the law because of daydreaming.

Time to ask.

"What direction is in your brain that doesn't focus on the same lesson?"

Ask the teacher who is teaching because Farah does not focus the same explanation in front.

Time to answer.

"Magain think of the future of the same bang Raka Bu"

One class laughed at him, mostly watching soap operas.

School is not finished but thinking about the future.

School used to be right just thinking about the soul mate will not go anywhere.

Until the end of the lesson Farah did not go to the cafeteria but to the class Riska would be a sister-in-law candidate.

In addition to having to conquer Raka he also has to approach Riska's sister Raka.

"To Riris class ah let it be even more familiar,"

Farah went alone without inviting her friend because she again made an approach.

If inviting friends is the same as giving a gap to his friend to be close to Riska and become his rival in seizing Raka's heart.

And Farah didn't want that to happen.

He just wants to be alone and doesn't want a lot of competition.

It would be very troublesome if he went to meet the younger brother of the girl at school.

"Riris is going to the cafeteria?"

Farah approached Riska who had just left the class with her friend.

Riska stopped her steps when she heard a memorized voice outside her head.

The voice that almost had a chance came to his parents' house just to ask for Raka's teaching.

Which is just an excuse.

"Aren't you going to the cafeteria too? Come on, yeah,"

Take Riris did not feel the same objection to the arrival of Farah.

Riska's attitude is the same as Khira who is friendly to people but also restless at the same time if with Raka like Arka.

The combination of the attitude of his parents is in Riska.

Sometimes he is hard to guess.

"Yes my sister is also hungry, deliberately want to eat the same Riris,"

Farah agreed to Riska's invitation.

Although there are friends Riska but Farah can not tolerate different if they had made an appointment and wanted to eat alone.

'Hopefully he's not one of the people who wants to get Raka bang!'

Farah sees Riska's friend who if seen from Farah's point of view if Riska's friend is definitely like Raka too.

'Why did the rival increase anyway, did he deliberately approach Riris to get Raka bang as well?'

Guess Farah saw Riska's friend.

Who does not know Raka in this elite school.

Almost all the girls in the school are eyeing Raka to fill various positions in Raka's life.

Farah's blood boiled at the thought of his many rivals, where he had yet to occupy a safe position in Raka's heart.

Makes him into his own cat.

Though the matter of a soul mate does not need to pursue in the earliest time possible.

"Riris want to eat what let sister order?"

They chose to sit in a corner seat near the window facing the park.

So while eating enjoy the beauty of the garden which again treats the scenery of flowers that are again blooming.

But unlike Farah's day which is again withered because the idol has not given the green light to approach any further.

"Just like my sister,"

Risk is not picky when it comes to food.

Can eat anything as long as it is still healthy and safe for health.

Farah went to order food in order to get Riska's attention so that the road to approach Raka was easier because it already had additional supporters.

"Please,"

Farah came to bring food for Riska because Riska's friend chose to order it himself because it felt bad.

And also not necessarily Farah want to bother ordering food for friends Riska because she is not part of the purpose of getting Raka.

It could be that Riska's friend is one of his rivals so there is no need to be close to anything else looking for face.

"Thank you brother,"

They started eating quietly.

Occasionally Farah looked towards the other table that Raka and Rasya were sitting on.

Wanting to want to approach the place where Raka sat and join but considering Raka's treatment this morning made Farah undo her intentions and choose to sit on the spot.

Quite this morning he was humiliated this morning in class and it succeeded in making Farah resist embarrassment.

If he were to approach Raka now and get treated like that, it would probably be even more shameful than before.

'Farah's patience still has plenty of opportunities'.

Farah had to refrain from following the urge to approach Raka.

This morning's memory made him endure and look from afar.

'Why is Raka so handsome. Mommy Khira when pregnant bang Raka eat what huh?.

Admiring Raka's good looks from afar.

While eating steal a glance at Raka.

"Who will the slices go home with?"

The food ordered is over.

"No idea, look at it later,"

Reply Riska spent the rest of the cold drink that felt cool flowing in the throat.

"Back with my sister, yeah,"

Invite Farah to be with Riska longer and who knows later she can go home with Raka.

Because Farah knows Raka school uses a different car with her who has no permission to bring a car in a long distance.

"Yes, brother,"

Because it is not good to refuse so Riska agreed to Farah's invitation.

Other than their parents being close and also there was no reason to refuse Farah to stay away.

"Ris the million-girl dream class sister already has a boyfriend yet?"

The voice of Riska's friend disturbs Farah's sense of hearing.

His chest rumbled at the question.

True Farah's guess if Riska's friend has the same heart Raka.

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"Back with my sister, yeah,"

Invite Farah to be with Riska longer and who knows later she can go home with Raka.

Because Farah knows Raka school uses a different car with her who has no permission to bring a car in a long distance.

"Yes, brother,"

Because it is not good to refuse so Riska agreed to Farah's invitation.

Other than their parents being close and also there was no reason to refuse Farah to stay away.

"Ris the million-girl dream class sister already has a boyfriend yet?"

The voice of Riska's friend disturbs Farah's sense of hearing.

His chest rumbled at the question.

True Farah's guess if Riska's friend has the same heart Raka.

'What he said was a dream class brother of a million girls, cih it was true he was one of my rivals and he befriended Riris just to get close to Raka bang. Unhealthy friendship'.

Comment Farah's heart rumbles violently turns out that his rival is also close to his brother.

The person who is not close to Riska alone he is tired but this is close to Riska.

Looks like Farah has to move even faster in winning Raka's heart before anyone occupies first.

"Udah do not discuss things that are not important, enter yuk dah want to buy,"

Take Riska to stand up to class.

Lazy discussing bang Raka is endless in girl chat at school.

Twisting lazy eye.

Not in class or in the cafeteria always discussed brother nyebelin but very dear Riska it.

What good is it trying to talk about him? Better discuss the lesson, think Riska lazy.

Why, Raka Raka and Raka.

Of the many guys in school why should Raka be discussed.

Other guys are no less handsome also from Raka but Raka who became an interesting discussion.

"Ih you're not cool to know Ris, your eyes like they should be checked.

Look at the Raka bang with maximum pleasure when you are not interested anyway,"

Following Riska's steps towards the class.

If his other friend was invited to discuss Raka then he excitedly replied.

But when with Riska it is clear that this friend has no interest at all even seemed indifferent.

Any girl in school wants to be near Raka but not with Riska.

Is my friend normal? Guess Riska's friend didn't think it through.

'Normal lo pitak, if it's not my brother then I'm happy to discuss him too.

Lah this the nyebelin it continues to be discussed, making the ears dizzy.

It was right decision bang Raka who did not tell us our status in school so I could study quietly.

Love bang Raka's'.

Happy Riska is free from all questions of her friends because they do not know the status of their relationship as brothers.

If they know, surely every day Riska will be terrorized by various questions, sending gifts to Raka through Riska or approaching Riska to seek Raka's attention.

There are many more actions that can make Riska uncomfortable in school.

Raka had thought of everything given her popularity at school and kept her sister away from the girls who wanted to approach her.

Too dangerous and too troublesome so better they do not know each other when at school.

Home school.

"Where the hell is Riris?"

Farah was waiting at the gate because she had promised to go home together.

Deliberately did not come to Riska to class because lazy jostling with a younger class who wants to go home.

Looking at the circular clock in his hand was already more than ten minutes waiting but there was no sign of Riska's appearance.

"Sorry old man, the task was not finished yet,"

Regret Riska with a little breath hunting because not want Farah to wait long.

Not want it either but because of the task that must be completed today at the time of returning to class.

"It's okay, sister's just afraid you forgot,"

Where can Farah be angry or upset.

She is Raka's dearly beloved sister and through her also Farah will get more support if they are close.

Which might be a waste of opportunity.

"Come brother,"

Get Riska to start walking towards the stop.

Farah was astonished as Riska headed for the stop.

'Not even a road? Not going home with Raka' bang'.

Farah did not understand why Riska was walking instead of waiting for Raka to come home together.

His intention is to bring home together so that one car with Raka is not to use public transportation.

This is not what he wants.

"Aren't you waiting for Raka?"

Not being able to stand the questions stored in the head makes Farah have to ask so as not to be curious.

Riska should have gone home with Raka.

He had informed Dean earlier so that the driver who used to pick him up did not come because he was going home with Raka and Riska.

But if it is like now it is not like the original plan.

Go home on public transport and jostle with others not to mention the smell that mingles into one.

Just imagine it's been successful in making Farah's stomach nauseous.

"Bang Raka there is an additional class so Riris is picked up by the driver,"

Lemas was already on Farah's knees hearing Riska's answer.

Get the driver, that's right.

He wants to go home with Raka instead of the driver.

If he's with the driver, he's better off coming home.

Not really up to expectations at all.

"What's wrong, brother?"

Riska asked when she saw Farah standing still.

Is there something wrong with Riska saying they will go home with the driver.

It's the same, both go home and get home.

"It's okay,"

How could it not say yes if that invites Riska.

If anyone else is better off he's coming home with a driver than this.

It's been a long wait eh not even come home with Raka.

Who dares to play himself.

Though since the break he had imagined one car with Raka and if possible he would find an excuse to sit next to Raka.

All hope is lost and delusion remains.

Not long after Riska's pickup car came and they both came in.

During the trip Farah just remained silent and many looked out the window.

Riska brings Farah home first and she returns home.

"Eh bocil you've arrived too?"

Sapa Raka who was sitting on the terrace still wearing school uniform.

Deliberately waiting for the arrival of Riska who did come home not together.

Not without reason because Riska had sent a message if Farah invited her home together and Raka asked Riska to go home alone with the driver.

At that school.

"Sister Farah went home together".

Fill in Riska's chat when you enter the class and wait for the teacher to come to teach.

"You go home with the driver is fine,"

Riska clucked irritably when reading a reply to Raka's message who liked to call him bocil.

"Can't be bang don't call the bocil continue,"

Sullen Riska sat next to Raka with a two-person loading chair.

So they can sit together.

"Lo is a leak so just accept it,"

Swiping Riska's head in love.

This one brother he loved so much that not even a single person should approach or come with a particular purpose.

Raka will make sure if Riska is always okay either when they are together or when they are far apart.

Not because at the request of their parents but feel responsible for the safety of Riska.

"Your brother likes that,"

Rajuk Riska leaned her head on Raka's shoulder.

Enjoyed the rubbing while closing your eyes.

Brother once gus Riska's protector.

Raka smiled sweetly looking at her spoiled sister like now.

They get along again so when they see it is very sweet.

But try if you are in a nosy mode then there is nothing good to see or hear at all.

"Why didn't you want to go home with us?"

Riska is still curious about Raka who does not want to go home together when she knows that Raka does not have additional classes.

But Riska was still able to withstand the level of curiosity.

Different from now.

Riska must know, what reasons do not make them go home together.

Riska does not want to guess the origin of Riska incident which was lowered at the stop.

Riska does not want the incident to happen again and misunderstand the tears wasted.

"But you don't want to let Riris go home by herself.

But Riris knew that Farah approached Riris only to be able to get support to make it easier to get closer to Brother.

My brother doesn't like the way he does.

If he really likes his brother he should approach his brother in his own way, not like this.

He had to fight alone without anyone's help.

And also Brother does not feel the same he and brother do not want to think of having a lover for now.

What's more important is that you already have someone you like,"

Obviously Raka is long.

In addition to not having feelings Raka also does not want her sister to be used for the sake of Farah herself.

Not hate the same Farah but the wrong way.

They are still small and it is not time to talk about feelings.

It's too early for that.

Raka just wants to focus on school and college.

And also he was determined to study business majors and continue the company that now Arka runs.

She wants her Daddy to stay home and spend his old age with her.

Raka wants to make her parents happy in old age and not think about work anymore.

Without Raka knowing if Arka's age is not loyal to stop working.

Still at the early age of forty can still work for the next ten years.

No one knows if Khira is older than Arka.

So by his own conclusion Raka considers Arka is old and it is time to retire from the workforce.

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