NOT A SUBSTITUTE LOVE
Chapter 126's

A beautiful woman was sitting on a park bench behind her parents' house.

Her husband had been gone for three days and there was no word on when he would return home.

He had longed for the handsome man's figure to return soon but he was unwilling to reveal his intentions and break his work focus.

At most if you tell each other only tell stories of daily activities, there is no discussion of when to go home.

Let miss in the chest expressed freely when you meet.

The husband must patiently wait for his wife to fall asleep if contacted at night while enjoying a beautiful face that can not be touched because it is blocked by distance.

"How long is the deck?" Swiping the distended stomach from outside the gamis that is worn.

Happy even though away from her husband but have friends even though they do not talk to each other but it is more than enough.

Imagining that distended massage then her husband will wipe every will want to sleep and open his eyes.

Just imagining that would make him smile.

"Just keep on deck, let's hang out with mama and papa," The birth of his son is still a long time but feels very impatient.

Can't wait to see whose child's face will look more like who or whose dominant face, waiting patiently for that moment to arrive.

"The father is very handsome and if you are a man will certainly be as handsome as papa or more," Obviously his son if a man as handsome as his papa because of Raka who sows seeds and cultivates almost every day if not see the tired face of his wife.

The hot activity was unfortunately limited since there was already a little angel among them for the survival of his son in the womb.

"Tuh mama became a kangen papa, Daddy evil we are kangen gini," Complaining about the longing that is burning but can not be released on his person because it is far there.

Looking at a small garden next to a house that is neatly arranged with various types of flowers ranging from those with flowers to those with only leaves.

"Mama's hungry, man," Waking up from sitting and stepping into the kitchen to see if there is food to eat but since Farah came and knew she liked to eat mama Sila provides food for Khira so that there is no need to make back then.

In the State of the People...

Since yesterday the couple is still on strike especially Dean who is reluctant to start the conversation because he still feels disappointed and does not expect much of their relationship and is ready for the decision of the girl in the first place like later.

In addition to being aware of their different ages, Dean realized that he had forced an unnecessary feeling.

"My fault also has forced him to accept and who knows he already has a potential crush then I came as a bully," It was already night there and Dean was again sitting on the balcony of the hotel where they were staying.

After dinner last night Dean decided to enter the room on the grounds that there was still unfinished work.

It was not the intention of wanting to ignore the girl as well but she needed time to set her heart on a decision that she would soon hear.

Good ugly he should accept.

"What is he doing?" See the quiet balcony next door where the girl stayed.

Since the beginning of booking a room deliberately taken close together so that their relationship can be closer but all is not going well.

They are like strangers who do not know each other.

Sighing quietly with the view still focused on the balcony of the room Via.

**Goodbye** Although in the feeling of anxiety at least Dean gave attention that may be the next day can no longer.

Tomorrow I don't know what will happen.

Didn't expect to get a reply either and after sending a message Dean put his phone back in his pocket.

On the balcony there is a sofa provided, Dean lay his body there while enjoying the night breeze that hit.

It felt very cold but he had no intention to move as if he did not feel the cold.

"If your soul, body and love cannot be yours, then let me remember it in my heart" Dean closed his eyes to enjoy the cold of a bone-chilling night.

It feels that longer being outside might make us freeze.

But Dean ignored it because this was all he could do to cool his hot brain thinking.

In the room of the girl Dean likes.

The beautiful girl turned her head when she heard her hp notification ringing.

See who the sender is and open the message.

"I'm sorry," Little felt guilty about yesterday's incident but there was no courage to apologize and explain the truth.

Via's feelings are still worried between this is just a sense of comfort or indeed has received Dean enthroned in his heart.

It's not easy for him, it's too soon considering their closeness is only a month and Dean has expressed his feelings.

It was not the fault of the real Via but he felt that he was also playing with the feeling of the man in a way that thought he was playing games.

"Tomorrow I have to straighten this out and don't want this to drag on any longer" Via's unanimous decision will be to discuss this with Dean.

He is an adult is not the time to date like a schoolboy who intermittently craves and wants to be persuaded.

The message that Dean sent was simply Via reading without replying because it would discuss this clearly tomorrow.

"Enjoying the cold air for a while is okay," Via walked to the balcony and stood on the iron barrier by stretching his hands enjoying the cool air against the skin.

"HM is really cool," Closed his eyes for a moment enjoying the country that is identical to winter but now is not the time for snow.

"If I stay here frozen yeah, ah but the people here enjoy it so much," If people are used to it may not be a problem but if people who usually live in tropical climates then they will not be able to stay here longer.

"Dean," For some reason, he turned to Dean's room and saw someone sleeping on the couch curled up.

"Dean," Walked even closer to make sure that the one sleeping on the couch was actually Dean and not a misgivings.

"That's Dean, why is he sleeping there? Don't you feel cold?" Yes Via is not wrong to see that the sleeping one is Dean.

Sleeping curled up and hugging both hands because of the cold.

"Dean wakes up" Call Via when he sees Dean is cold from the way he sleeps.

"Dean woke up don't torture himself so," cried Via but not strongly afraid of disturbing the other room owners.

"Dean plis don't make me anxious" Via's call wasn't heard by Dean because it was late in the dream.

Via's feeling was more agitated when Dean showed no movement.

A terrible feeling haunts Via because Dean is still silent.

Thinking if Dean was like this because of yesterday's incident but if Dean had anything to do then Via felt more guilty.

Via is increasingly anxious about the condition of Dean who is called not an answer or just moving his body to signal he is fine.

That anxious face was very noticeable on that beautiful face.

Think about what Dean would sleep there when inside there was a warm room in cold weather like now.

Why does Dean think short? To torture themselves.

If it's like this Via feels so guilty and now he realizes that Dean is in his heart now.

"Sorry Dean" Via ran out of the room to Dean's room to get the man to move into the room.

"Thank God not in the key," Lega Via when trying to open it was not in the key but Via at once upset why Dean reckless gini? What if someone else comes in and intends evil.

It's the country of people and in other people's places, not in the house that's okay if it doesn't lock the bedroom door.

Immediately Via ran towards the balcony to wake Dean.

"Cold, " touched Dean's cheek, which was cold as the temperature grew colder as the clock went down into the morning.

"Dean woke up," Patting softly on the cold cheek gently afraid he was startling Dean.

"Wake Dean up, move in here cold, "If only Dean and Via had more energy then would have carried Dean inside without having to wake everything up.

"Dean plis wake up, don't make me anxious gini," Via's eyes warmed up when Dean had no sign of waking up.

Did he faint, huh? Guess Via's getting anxious.

Via rubbed his hand against Dean's cheek to channel warmth.

But before that Via took a blanket so that Dean's body did not get colder while waiting for Dean to wake up and move.

"Wake up dong Dean, if you don't realize how I want to apply," said Via unconsciously expecting Dean to propose to him.

Still trying to warm up.

Up to half an hour passed Dean blinked his eyes looking at Via's pretty face from close range and looked anxious.

**Will she cry?** looked at those beautiful eyes looking teary like people were about to cry.

There was happiness in Dean's heart when he saw the anxiety on Vyia's face, wanted to stroke it but Dean preferred to enjoy the beautiful face that was for the first time seen up close.

"If you don't wake up I won't accept your application," Via is already upset why Dean long awake, if only there is no way there is no Via this golden.

"Aren't you going to refuse?" Dean asked when he heard a word that Dean did not think would be said tiny lips Via..

If he knew it would be like this, Dean would have done it a long time ago.

Though the intention of the heart just wanted to lie down to calm the mind and even overslept.

And more fun again Via came to worry about himself even willing to accept him if applied.

"Eh what?" Shocked Via when he heard Dean's question and Via's face met red let alone the distance of their faces so close.

Keep her face away from Dean for being embarrassed too close.

Shame his inner grumbling annoyed.

"What if I apply?" Making sure that he did that there would be no word of rejection later when he came to Via's house.

**In the love of blankets, the attention of my future wife**Felt her body feels warm because the blanket is certainly the work of Via who does not want her to continue to be cold.

So more love. Chuckles in Dean's heart.

"Who would want to apply?" Elak Via did not want to be honest if he had said that word.

It would be a shame to be honest if he wished to be proposed by Dean.

Via woke up from a squatting position to neutralize his crazy heartbeat while so close to Dean.

Not on purpose just reflex movements because of being too anxious.

"Chick next room," Reply Dean changed position to sit while holding the blanket so as not to open because of the cold.

Walking inside on the Via because it was not strong was also too cold.

"What are you doing?" still worried because Dean didn't say he was okay.

"Why me? It was just sleeping" replied Dean sitting on the sofa and patting the side of the empty sofa.

Via did not know what Dean meant to say to sit next to him so he was still standing not far from there.

"Why? The couch is less soft?" Via asked innocently as Dean's hand patted the sofa again.

Dean yelled to ask Via to sit next to him.

Where there are expensive hotels cheap sofas that are placed in the room.

Free to pay if the usual facilities.

"I pull or sit here by myself?" Anxious Dean saw the behavior of Via who he thought was anxious to pinch.

"What's on the pull, Sofanya?" There are yes stupid humans or pretending to be stupid actually do not understand the sign given.

"No, you're the one I pulled. Let's sit here, "Pinta Dean is more clear so as not to be toyed with again, don't test Dean's patience when he's painstakingly holding her back.

"Oh said from earlier," Via according to the Dean with a slightly spaced position did not want to be close.

Besides not being a muhrim is also not good for heart health.

"Udah right? Now what else?" Seeing Dean with this close range really good looks Dean can not be denied can divert the world Via.

Why only now do you realize that the man who became his girlfriend is handsome.

Even with the incident just now he forgot the turmoil due to yesterday's problems.

"Do you know how I feel? Do you know that the struggle to get you is not easy? And you also know before fighting for you I first approach your parents.

So after I decided to pursue your love then at that time you will not be let go, in addition to your words earlier then I decided to go home from here I will propose to you," Obviously Dean at length, explained again the feelings of him who is not playing games and want a serious relationship again.

Not just dating like school children, not also a temporary relationship to fill free time.

Via silently digested Dean's speech, for Dean's seriousness had been repeatedly Via heard but if the problem of the new application this time Dean discussed again.

"And when I told you I was going to propose to you, there was no word to back down anymore,"

Dean added again, assuring that their relationship does not need long courtship is unclear.

If seriously let's get married and if not better end then find another who wants to be invited to commit.

"May I think it wasn't," Lirih Via threw away a face not strong enough to accept Dean's loving gaze now.

The face that Dean looked at but got to his heart felt.

Can crazy the heart of Via if it gets that loving look.

**Kok I could be against him anyway?**

"May we go home later," Via was astonished, go home later that the cave did not know when.

They could be home tomorrow morning, why didn't Dean tell you how many days it was? Let Via prepare.