NOT A SUBSTITUTE LOVE
The flashback 2

"But you don't want to let Riris go home by herself.

But Riris knew that Farah approached Riris only to be able to get support to make it easier to get close to Brother.

My brother doesn't like the way he does.

If he really likes his brother he should approach his brother in his own way, not like this.

He had to fight alone without anyone's help.

And also Brother does not feel the same he and brother do not want to think of having a lover for now.

What's more important is that you already have someone you like,"

Obviously Raka is long.

In addition to not having feelings Raka also does not want her sister to be used for the sake of Farah herself.

Not hate the same Farah but the wrong way.

They are still small and it is not time to talk about feelings.

It's too early for that.

Raka just wants to focus on school and college.

And also he was determined to study business majors and continue the company that now Arka runs.

She wants her Daddy to stay home and spend his old age with her.

Raka wants to make her parents happy in old age and not think about work anymore.

Without Raka knowing if Arka's age is not loyal to stop working.

Still at the early age of forty can still work for the next ten years.

No one knows if Khira is older than Arka.

So by his own conclusion Raka considers Arka is old and it is time to retire from the workforce.

"Yes also bang, about feelings and love can not be forced even though it is the parents themselves.

The feeling came by itself and did not know who he would dock with.

Although Brother Farah likes brother if brother does not like brother Farah, brother Farah can what try.

And also still in school thinking of going out.

Should have been the right school, like Riris,"

Raka Reflek snapped Riska's head in anxiety.

"You're sick tau bang, why try it? It can be or kissed.

What if Riris's a concussion?"

Riska rubbed her exhausted head on the nugget just now.

Tell me it doesn't hurt just spoiled and asking for more affection doesn't matter.

Tell me dear where someone is sick.

Different from the anger that is done with all my heart.

"Let's just a concussion of the brain.

A child is also very good at discussing the issue of love.

The right school never goes out.

You're my brother's favorite sister and can't hurt you other than you know,"

What kind of brother is that.

If to hurt maybe Raka has often done and Riska is not deterred at all.

How can deter if how to hurt is different from others.

Hurt but more affection is in it.

As a brother ever willing if his loved ones hurt by others.

Although he often makes his sister cry but not willing if others do.

As bad as he is, don't expect anyone to hurt.

"If the brother who hurt is countless.

So many books are lacking,"

"Get in yuk bang, like our abandoned son sitting on the gini porch,"

Walk first into the house in follow Raka from behind.

Look at that back with affection.

The only brother I have is fully guarded.

Brothers who are often in jahili but the ignorance makes them closer.

'If you often snebelinize and often make Abang upset but believe me Brother will be the first person to protect you'.

Enter into each room to clean themselves and change clothes.

As his only brother and brother Raka should have taken care of Riska in addition to their parents who were not always with them.

Not a small responsibility.

Keeping a sister should be extra compared to a brother.

The sister needs extra care both in terms of security or comfort.

"Love and feelings, it's too early, too soon,"

Decak Raka when out of the bathroom only uses a sheet towel wrapped in Raka's athletic body.

Raka's body is printed well because it often does sports.

All types of sports equipment are available in the house so Raka diligently uses even in between time before leaving school.

As late as dawn prayer may be.

No need for free time but free time to do sports briefly at least fifteen minutes.

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The next day at school.

"Bang Raka why not say if yesterday can not go home together.

I came home with Riris yesterday,"

Farah aligned her footsteps with Raka who was walking in the corridor towards the classroom.

Raka just glanced at a glance and continued to continue walking towards the classroom.

For him neither the presence of Farah nor the talk of Farah mattered.

Why discuss things that make the mood of learning so lost.

Raka wants to make it clear that Farah is not too close to him but is confused about how to convey the fear of hurting Farah.

Also the same with Farah's parents.

Being in the wrong position.

Raka just feels uncomfortable with being approached like this.

Added with the gaze of other students who drew sharply on Farah who could be close and talk to Raka.

Everyone's dream.

"There are extra classes,"

A short reply Raka.

Just like I said to Riska yesterday.

And for the details of the reason enough Raka and Riska who know.

The two sisters had no secrets at all.

They are open and support each other.

"The truth is there are extra classes or are there other events bang?"

Investigating Farah to Raka wants to know for sure why Raka did not come home together yesterday.

He was already very happy to go home with Riska automatically going home with Raka as well.

And wishful thinking is only wishful thinking.

If only yesterday so then Farah will take the opportunity to photograph Raka from the side and then made the story so that those who like Raka envy the same Farah can go home with Raka.

"Do all my activities have to be reported to you?"

Raka can't be interrogated like this.

In addition they do not have a special relationship that requires Raka to tell Farah what activities she has one day.

Note once again, they are close because their parents are friendly and if not not necessarily they know each other and can even talk freely.

Tau himself if Raka is difficult to approach but friendly when in greeting.

Raka is tame pigeon.

Don't go near her if you don't want her to leave.

"That's not what I mean, bang,"

Farah's stuttering is wrong.

He just wanted to ask but why even in reply not to wear it once.

He asked so because he saw several pairs of eyes looking towards him and this was his chance to show if he was one step ahead of the others.

But again and again expectations are not the same as Farah's wishes.

Intentions want to show off but instead dropped in front of many people.

"Please keep Farah at a distance, I don't want to hurt you more often,"

Raka was aware that the answers given a little must have hurt Farah.

But Raka was not the type of man who would have a sweet mouth just to keep someone by her side.

He doesn't like pleasantries just to attract the attention of a girl.

What else is just meant to be played.

Not the Raka type.

He has a younger sister so as much as possible also keep the feelings of the other woman was the person who was spoken to quickly respond and understand the meaning of the words without having to be expelled.

"But you know that I like you, brother,"

Farah did not give up and indirectly she had already said her feelings towards Raka.

How did Raka react? Whether to accept it because many people are afraid to make Farah embarrassed or refuse because it does not have any taste.

"That,"

After saying that Raka sped up her pace and left Farah with a feeling of being hung up.

Not answering or refusing but Raka is like hanging Farah's feelings.

As if saying there is still a chance to be accepted.

Farah saw Raka's departure with wide strides towards her class.

Looking at it with a look like what?.

Only Farah knows.

"Why is it so hard to get close to you either at school or at home,"

Farah complained to go to her class as well.

The long struggle made Farah have to rack her brain to find a way for Raka to look at her.

The good and friendly raka was not an easy start to approach.

Though Farah also often approached Raka when with her family so that there is no reason for Raka to refuse but without Farah realizing if Raka's intelligence decreased from Arka to know to look for reasons without having to hurt.

"Lo why is that fast walking? Another fast-paced race?"

Rasya asked as she saw Raka walking quickly towards the classroom.

Since talking with Farah earlier Rasya has been paying attention even though he does not know what their chat material is.

But when he saw the look on Farah's face it was clear that Raka did not like their conversation.

And it's also no secret to see Raka near the girls at school.

"Yes now training,"

Reply Raka sat down on the chair next to Rasya.

They sit at the same table.

Raka took out a notebook while waiting for the teaching teacher to come in.

"Riska has no guy yet?"

Curious Rasya will be the figure of the beautiful Riska who became one of the prima donna in the tenth grade.

In addition to a beautiful face is also a charming smile but that smile like a full moon is rarely seen but very alluring for anyone who sees.

"Where do I know, it's none of my business, either,"

'Tuh bocil will definitely be big head if you know someone has a crush on him'.

Guess Raka, but not necessarily what Raka thinks will be the same as what Riska thinks.

Abang laknat indeed, accuse the sister haphazardly.

A brother who deserves to be exchanged adds to a better one.

Raka does not like her sister to be the talk of boys at school.

She wants her sister to go to school quietly without any distractions for liking her.

Enough Raka who feels uncomfortable when approaching the girl at school and her sister do not.

Her sister needs to be together at school.

Don't bother with feeling unstable and disruptive to school.

If you want to approach wait until the time if not when you have entered college.

"Lo's eyes are blurry? Not seeing that Riska is beautiful not to box where else.

It is suitable to be a future mother for my children in the future.

If he had any brothers I'd like to approach his brother first for blessing,"

Khayal Rasya's.

If he knew who Riska's brother would have approached his brother first to get support and blessing.

Because getting the blessing of brothers and getting the heart of his worship both have their own difficulties.

If you focus on approaching the idol of the heart then ignore the existence of a brother who is also no less important.

Brother's blessing is important too.

Siblings are an important role to approach as well.

After the parents blessing of the brother is also important.

Do not assume after parents give blessing and we ignore the blessing of brothers.

That is if they are not only children.

But even if the only child there are still others who can get in the way like having a cousin who is not inferior if they have a possessive cousin.

"Dream in the morning,"

Cetus Raka who is careless to hear his best friend has a spirit if it has been discussed about Riska's favorite sister is also a sister who is often the material of Raka's fad.

A brother who will be loved more than himself.

The brother will be taken care of with all his heart.

The younger brother who will be prioritized above his own will.

Raka will ensure the happiness Riska used to be just attach importance to her happiness.

Because he will not be happy alone while his sister is still far from happy or in the wrong hands.

Raka will make sure Riska gets a good man and will take care of it wholeheartedly.

Don't just accept Riska because it comes from a family and uses their parents' wealth.

It is fine for ordinary men to sincerely accept Riska without any frills behind her.

There is no need of an equal family, no need to have a higher education, no need to have a well-established job and also no need for a handsome face but a crocodile.

All of it is unimportant and pointless if there is only falsehood in it.

It is better to be simple and loved in an extraordinary way.

"Gua mah no wonder again if you do not have the same interest Riska, your taste is different from other normal men,"

Sebal Rasya whose brain is the same as Raka's brain is not in line in discussing Riska.

Though in view from any angle Riska that there is no harm.

It could even be said to be the perfect category for a girl of her age.

Still small but the beauty in the possession is difficult to take a look.

Who is my brother? Thought Rasya's brain was spinning.

It's getting close to hard to add with the difficulty of knowing who Riska's brother is.

Ah if Rasya knows if Riska's brother is Raka, people who are often invited to talk about Riska.

People who always do not support themselves if they have discussed prima donna in tenth grade.

If Rasya knows it will certainly be excited and will pry information about Riska as little as possible.

Friends are brothers of people we like.

Great luck but it is still a secret until now and no matter when it will be kept tight.

Or there is a chance to break it all by itself.

"So I don't mean normal? Precisely because I'm normal that's why I don't like girls the same,"

'If he's not my brother, maybe I'll think of liking him too.

But what power if we come from the same embryo and the same seed.

Lagian tuh bocil why it can be as beautiful as that and make the bachelor clepekan.

Watch out for lu bocil'.

Sometimes her ears are also hot when her classmates discuss Riska.

How is the girl's hospitality.

The sweetest smile unnoticed.

Answer the greeting every time it is thrown.

But still the hospitality shown does not give a gap to be approached.

It is almost the same with Raka.

Dumb pigeons.

"So I mean that I'm not normal because I like Riska.

Wow bad you be a man, I doain you will never like him until I have no big rival like lo,"

Happy Rasya.

If until Raka likes Riska also has certainly lost competitiveness with Raka.

Idol girl in school

Competing with Raka it is better to resign from the beginning than to waste time and effort because the winning point will not be achieved or even seen.

Competing with Raka is more self-conscious.

"Gue also ogah have a rival like lo, win before competing, no struggle at all,"

Hearing Raka's reply was extremely annoying to sound in Rasya's ears.

Why if the handsome and popular people who talk can still be tolerated.

It will not cause hatred of the flesh.

Handsome people are free to do anything.

I'd love Rasya to stop if he doesn't remember this friend of his own.

People who want to accept him as a friend who comes from ordinary people.

But behind those words there was no excessive rant.

Just words to be an entertainer.

Never put in the heart even to become a grudge later on.

Establishing a relationship as a friend must be able to accept all the advantages and disadvantages of friends themselves.

Do not want to just accept the advantages and be indifferent to the shortcomings.

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