NOT A SUBSTITUTE LOVE
Farah's Disease

"Far eat first yuk brother already cooked," asked Raka when he saw his wife out of the room.

Farah wore a neat dress and went somewhere with the girl, but now Magrib was past and soon dinner.

"I'm not hungry" Farah indirectly rejected Raka's invitation and this was not the first time.

Even the girl went straight away without saying goodbye to her husband and without saying where he was going.

It seems that the girl really did not consider this marriage and and felt herself still single.

Let alone to appreciate Raka say goodbye was not, it was very outrageous as a wife of his behavior.

This had already counted the 6th month of their marriage age but there was no progress at all even the girl was impressed getting colder to Raka.

"Is it like this at last?"Raka stared at the closed door and she breathed out violently because the efforts made over these few months were not fruitful at all even the girl was getting further away even though they were living together.

And for the job the girl had resigned in three months of their marriage and chose to work elsewhere on the grounds of wanting to find experience even though Raka knew if it was just an excuse so she did not continue to interact with Raka.

But the man could not resist because after receiving Farah's resignation letter the girl never came to the office again.

"I better eat myself than wasted," forced Raka to eat the food itself because it is impossible for him to throw food let alone cooked by his own hands.

Although Raka comes from a wealthy family but she was never tolerated to waste food so since childhood she was taught to appreciate food.

At Farah's place.

The girl drove her car to a hospital.

"Why does it hurt again?" Farah held her stomach because of the sudden pain and this has been felt in recent weeks but was ignored because it was considered possible because she was late to eat.

But today he decided to have a health check and it just so happened that the doctor could only be at night.

Until the hospital.

"Congratulations, Doctor Dina is there?" Farah asked the doctor who had made an appointment to her and the nurse escorted Farah to Dina's doctor's office.

"Please Mrs Farah," Farah sat in front of the young doctor, Dina's doctor was arguably a young doctor because she was only thirty years old.

"Thank you doc," Farah sat down and grimaced occasionally as she felt pain in the abdomen and felt very wrapped around.

"Is there a similar kidney disorder Bu Farah?" Ask Dina's doctor when she sees where Farah's hand is and is definitely in the position of the kidneys.

So it's natural that Dina's doctor asked her how else to see Farah's painful face.

It's definitely a serious matter.

"I don't know doc, a few weeks of pain I think maybe because of the effects of late eating and my stomach recurred," Farah did have heartburn so she assumed that if the stomach pain and felt it was only her stomach that relapsed.

"How's doc?" Farah had sat down in front of Dina's doctor again and wanted to know if there really was a problem with her kidneys or just a recurrent stomach ulcer.

He was anxiously waiting for a response from the doctor and hoping that everything would be okay.

"As I thought from the beginning, Ms. Farah had a kidney disease and it was all treated with a kidney transplant," Farah gaped at her place hearing her doctor's diagnosis that she had kidney disease and more astonishingly she had to get a kidney donor.

Where will he look for the donor and whether he will tell his family and without the illness he is living with.

Farah was worried about what she should do or chose to keep this a secret.

"Thank you doctor, I'll let you know if you've found the donor" Farah left the hospital in a state of lethargy due to shocking facts and illnesses that required extra treatment.

Farah was still sitting in her car because she had to think about this carefully between telling her parents or choosing to keep it a secret and taking medication secretly.

"Why did all this have to happen to me has not punished me enough with this marriage? Then give me a disease like this too that can even make me unable to have offspring," Farah is getting upset this is a big secret and if she keeps it to herself then one day her victims know for sure they will be disappointed.

But if he was honest right now also did not want to trouble everyone.

Even he had felt that if this marriage was a test for him too when if he wanted to open his heart then he would definitely have the full support of the husband.

"Gue needs a friend to confide but it's night time," Farah desperately needs a place to share at this time but to call her best friend it's also impossible because it's night and time to rest.

So the girl decided to go home instead of being outside is not as obvious as this.

But clearly he will not tell Raka about what is going through this because he thinks it is not important and also Farah thinks that Raka does not necessarily care about him.

Without the girl knowing that the husband loves her so much, Raka prefers to love in silence.

"Capeknya," arrived at Farah's apartment immediately went in and cleaned up and the girl lay down because she felt that today was a tiring day.

She feels the test of her life is getting tougher but to share it with everyone it feels impossible especially about her marriage problem Farah does not want people to know that marriage is just a status on paper.

"What is this confused gua marriage?" why is it only now that he questions what this marriage is like, did not Farah have asked from the beginning where this marriage will be and Raka has also answered.

This marriage lasted until Farah found someone she thought could make her happy and Raka as a husband who loved his wife could only let go and smile on his wounds.

"Why didn't he ask to separate anyway? just troublesome. I don't see the status of a widow as long as I don't feel burdened like this," I can't think of where so Farah prefers to be a widow rather than fix something that is certain in plain sight.

Does he think the status of the widow is good and glorified by people.

sometimes the status of the widow is underestimated because there is also sometimes the status of the widow like cheap women and the wives think widows like to flirt.

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