NOT A SUBSTITUTE LOVE
Visiting the Arby Group

This afternoon counted for a month Farah separated the same house Raka, even the girl had no news from the man who was still her husband status.

"Can't it be repaired anymore?" The more days the regret in Farah's heart became more entrenched.

He regretted his treatment all this time towards the husband, and now the sense of regret was increasingly eating away at his heart especially after he was discovered by the papa let alone Raka had long not visited the residence of his parents.

"Tomorrow I'll try to get to Raka's office," even now she has dared to call the name of the man with the call of Abang when usually Farah is reluctant to mention the name of the man who is still her husband.

But now it is told that the name is like a favorite name that must be said every time.

"I'd better go to bed and tomorrow morning to bang Raka's office," Farah realized and regretted her actions all along and she was already determined to apologize to her husband.

Affairs are forgiven or not Farah no matter what is important she wants to fight to get her husband's heart.

Indeed that is the result of prayers that every night he did and he got answers to defend their household even though it seems Farah had to fight even harder because from the beginning he built a barrier wall then now he's the one who has to tear himself down.

Morning,,,,,, uh,,,,

"Morning pa ma, deck," as Farah had intended last night that she would visit her husband's office so early in the morning she was tidy in casual clothes.

"Where are you going this morning?" Because they all know that the girl is no longer working so it is quite surprising that this morning has been fun neat clothes.

"You go to Raka's bang office," Farah could not lie about where she was going because after her conversation with the father at that time made her realize and the sense of regret grew in her heart.

Because without him knowing all this time his every step is always followed and every action is always known by his parents only they pretend not to know but after that day Farah was so sorry for preparing men as good as Raka.

"If it is forced to be better off, he also deserves to be happy," it is not that he does not love Farah anymore but Dean feels bad for his best friend because his son was played with never even considered his existence but the man never complained about Farah's ugly attitude all along.

"Is that second chance really not there?" If you look back again then what Farah will do now then the same what he will do when he was in school.

In the school days he once loved Raka but the man was told to love his sister and after marriage he wasted and ended up with regrets then now he will repeat the story of the past with a version different ones.

"Not nothing, if doing this is just as guilt then let her be happy with the other person,"

Degs....

Imagining Raka happy with others Farah feels sick and unwilling.

Will he be able to see Raka happy with the others? If asked to his heart of course Farah is not willing.

"Now answer papa's question one last time, brother fixes this relationship because of guilt or past love that actually never left?" Dean is also hard to say this but if left as a parent he feels failed and ashamed of his best friend Arka.

Instead of answering precisely Farah's face met red when she only imagined the face of her husband.

Dean who saw the change in his son's face was just a head bobble.

"Hadeh, don't answer. Good luck hopefully brother has not found a replacement for what else he is a successful young entrepreneur then it does not rule out the possibility if many who like it even though they still have a wife,"

Degs....

Again, Farah's heart rippled when she heard what other wife said all this time she was very far from that word.

Don't be a wife so just a friend she doesn't give her husband a chance.

After finishing breakfast and helping to clean up Farah's dining table how many meters to her parents and drive her car to Arby group.

In office....

"Excuse me if Raka sir is there?" Farah had to find out if Raka had arrived at the office or not let alone she did not know the schedule of the man.

"Did you make an appointment?" It was with a sense that Farah was crying in her heart because to meet her husband alone had to make a promise so evil in the past that people only had to ask first whether she had an appointment or not?.

"Could just call her secretary and say Farah wants to see you," Farah asked the receptionist for help to contact the secretary of Raka alone because if Farah said that she was the wife of their boss, of course, no one would believe because their marriage relationship was just family members who know.

Arriving at the top.

"Is Raka's father around?" Farah was like someone else who wanted to see Raka alone because he had to ask first about the whereabouts of the man.

Now the remorse is growing and the regret is now that she asked to hide their marital status and now she has to go through company procedures to meet with Raka.

"There's a madam, please," Farah thanked him and then walked to Raka's room as soon as he stood in front of the room for a moment to catch his breath.

Geck...

Geck...

"Come in," Farah pushed the big door slowly and then she came in and closed it again.

Immediately he could see the existence of the man who was focusing on the laptop that was on and could Farah see how handsome the man was if he was focused on working like this.

Farah was still fixated on enjoying the good looks of the man who had not yet taken his eyes off the flat screen.

"Assalamu'alaikum," greeted Farah quietly.

"Wa'alaikumsalam," Raka looked up and she could see that his wife was getting prettier after a month of not meeting.

"Let's sit down," Raka got up from his seat and walked up to his wife he intended to pull and then sat on the sofa but he puffed out with his hands hanging in the air and all that did not pass from Farah's observation.

"Let's sit down," Raka pulled her hand again and took her seriously to sit down even the man took a step first and did not attract Farah.

**Astaghfirullah**wanted it felt like Farah was crying in her heart because her husband was not pulling her but she realized where the fault was until her husband himself was afraid to touch her even if it was just to hold hands.

The girl's eyes were already dewy holding tightness inside her chest and she followed Raka to sit down and take a spot right next to Raka.

"Remember a drink first," Raka was shocked by Farah sitting next to her and she took the initiative to grab a drink and sit face to face with Farah.

According to him this position is better than sitting next to each other because Raka does not want to make the girl uncomfortable.

"How are you?" As much as Farah's energy held back her tears because there was no anger or disappointment displayed by that handsome face.

Only once did Farah see it and it happened one month ago but now it's like when they were living together.

"Well," Farah answered in short a question from Raka but not because she still inhabited her husband or was still hostile to him more precisely but she was at a loss for words when she was already in front of her husband.

Though from home she had gathered her words and apologies and her purpose was to go to her husband's office but after seeing that handsome face all the collected words just disappeared under the air.

"You're how I fucked? Wh why? Late eating or lack of rest?" They are still Raka who will always pay attention to her loved ones even though she has been disappointed but she cannot hold a grudge in the heart.

Because he knew it was not good that the man would not repay the same thing that someone did to him.

"But my brother was very good," after Farah felt long enough to part with her husband and the goodness of the man did not fade at all just increased.

"Is one husband kind to his wife?" The thread liquid had already flowed in Farah's eye peluhan but as hard as he could bear even he just did not dare to look at that handsome face.

"For a while, you order food first, like you eat less until the gini," without waiting for a response from Farah Raka ordered food to her secretary.

When Raka was caught off guard the girl wiped her tears she slid freely on the smooth cheek without him accidentally but since then she had been resistant so that the clear liquid was not freefall but her efforts were not that strong.

"How's your job? Smoothly. Is he good?" How can a husband ask the news of a man who has been close to her husband and maybe only Raka is the one who did all that.

If asked how he feels, of course, it hurts but it hurts more to force someone to be by our side, but his heart does not look at us.

"Though bang," without warning Farah was at Raka's feet when the man just sat on the sofa he left a few minutes ago to order food.

Tbc,,, uh,,,,