NOT A SUBSTITUTE LOVE
Barmy

Farah still did not dare to get out of the car even though Raka had been waiting for even the girl's suitcase had also been removed from the trunk of the car.

The girl's heart was pounding and thinking about everything that might have happened inside if she had entered but to leave it felt like she was at a loss where to go?.

"What should I do? Actually all this time bang Raka was very good with me but why did I just close my eyes on it and uh wait lest bang Raka hear our chat time at the cafe at that time, it's only natural that he was angry that I approached another man while we were still married," Farah was very upset about what she had to do especially now that they had arrived at her parents' residence.

And if all of a sudden his parents came out then it was certain he could not dodge anymore.

"The lady I have to talk to bang Raka and hopefully she understands," Farah hurriedly got out of the car before her parents got out of the house and caught Raka carrying a suitcase.

"We can talk for a while," Farah felt anxious and afraid if Raka refused because now she only realized that her actions had hurt the man's feelings so much.

It flashed in her memories of how she treated Big Brother all this time never even appreciated the intention of the man to maintain their marriage and instead she was close to another man who was the boss of the place she was works.

Even during the marriage Raka never treated him badly even Raka never reciprocated her actions nor speech that was far from friendly.

"Let's go in. Let's get things done quickly" Raka did not comment on Farah's remarks and she preferred to invite the girl into the house.

For Raka now everything was destroyed and it was over with no rest because her struggle did not produce sweet results so it was better that she returned Farah to her parents rather than staying by her side but could not make the line is happy.

But it was actually not Raka who could not make Farah happy but that girl who refused to be happy so here was not entirely Raka's fault.

If Farah just want to open her heart a little then it is certain their relationship is progressing but let alone to give the opportunity to see or assume the existence of the man alone never.

And even more painful is the saying of Farah who said that this marriage is the beginning of her suffering then Raka has no reason to maintain all this.

"Please just this once," Farah still hopes Raka changes her decision and they return to the apartment.

He did not want to make his parents disappointed over the end of their marriage relationship which could be said to be a new corn.

"I don't want to make papa and mama disappointed if we go our separate ways," Raka smiled bitterly at Farah's reason because from the beginning the girl had never expected this marriage and was never willing to accept and willing to undergo.

She was just afraid of disappointing her parents and without thinking about how many times she hurt her husband's feelings and might soon become an ex-husband.

"You believe all will be well, let's go in, "without removing the parched face shown by Farah.

Raka pulled the girl into her in-laws house while dragging the big suitcase.

Let alone Farah Raka was actually afraid but as a man he also has a self-esteem that must be maintained and also he needs sanity to continue his life.

"Assalamu'alaikum,"

"Wa'alaikumsalam, how do you bring a suitcase? What's the matter?" Farah could only bow and did not know what questions to ask her parents.

He also did not expect if it would be like this when he did not have any readiness.

"Can we just talk to each other, pa?" Raka did not want this conversation to be heard by the two women so she needed a place of privacy and maybe there was something she wanted to say more important.

"Alright," Dean was curious about what his son-in-law would say, let alone just the two of them.

The two of them walked towards Dean's study located on the first floor leaving the two people staring curiously.

Where Farah is.

"Dear baby? How are you drinking suitcases again?" Farah clumsily herself had to answer what the question of her mother.

"Tomorrow I will explain yes ma, now I want to rest first," without waiting for an answer from the mama Farah just dragged her suitcase to where her room is.

Lucky same mama doesn't talk much and she can get away for the chance this time but doesn't know for tomorrow morning.

But he values that privacy and will ask again tomorrow and maybe his son will need a break.

"Luckily mama did not ask much," until in Farah's room immediately locked the door and lay down her body which suddenly felt tired even though she did not do heavy work.

The girl's mind looked up and thought about how the continuation of her marriage was then what steps she had to take.

He didn't want to upset his parents but enduring a marriage like this made him uncomfortable, now he's in two tough choices.

In Dean's room.

"What really happened bang?" Because if nothing happens then it is impossible for the child and his daughter-in-law to come at night let alone Farah carrying a suitcase.

"Abang just want to leave Farah alone during Abang abroad because the company there again has a problem," luckily Raka has the right reasons and also happens to be a subsidiary of his company overseas is experiencing a little problem so he has a reason to return Farah to his parents.

And also Raka did not fully want to return Farah at this time as well but happened to be the right moment and he did deliberately not tell Farah about this plan.

"What about your marriage?" It felt impossible if Dean did not know how the child and his daughter-in-law's relationship developed.

It was impossible for him to miss the information but he only wanted to hear straight from the mouth of his daughter-in-law.

"Do you have to explain directly? It's not like you know everything!" Raka was not stupid that she did not know that she had always been followed by bodyguards who were always placed by her side so whatever happened was certainly immediately informed to her parents and in-laws.

Even if he intends to hide but all that will not be easy because the bodyguards are difficult to guess by Raka because they do not use clothes like those used by bodyguards in general.

"Papa is sorry about what happened in your marriage, but I really hope your marriage is like your parents' marriage which although suddenly but ended happily until now," Dean still remembers how the marriage of Raka's parents could have happened even from the beginning they did not recognize each other and met after becoming a married couple.

And he also very much hoped that Farah's marriage was like that but his assumption was wrong because his own son who did not want the marriage even though they were good men was only a problem in adolescence makes Farah judged a Raka badly.

"It's okay maybe this is the way and I want to help him for one thing, just think of it as proof of my love for him,"

"Well, do you love him?" Dean is quite surprised to hear that if Raka loves Farah he really does not know this one fact because Raka's personal realm cannot be entered by people who usually follow her son and daughter-in-law.

Moreover, Raka who never brags that he loves Farah so no one will know if the man loves his wife very much.

"Yes, that feeling was present in the early days when we were newly married and that feeling is growing and growing up until now but I can only hold my own," Raka remembers and imagines that her love is not as sweet as her parents' love story.

Though he really hopes that Farah will open her heart again for him but unfortunately that Farah has already given an ugly stamp for Raka.

"I'm sorry for your son who hurt you," although he knows his son's marriage is on the edge but there is little happiness if Raka loves the girl but unfortunately Raka does not allow to tell Farah.

Let him hold that feeling for himself.

"And for the sacrifice, are you sure of the bang?" Because this is not a small decision and Dean does not want Raka to misstep and will be fatal to himself.

"It's okay, pa, I just want to see the girl I love survive without thinking about anything else," Raka was already unanimous about her decision and she was very confident that what she did would have no effect on her.

"Papa can only pray for your happiness and may you not be separated. Hopefully after this sacrifice Farah's heart can melt and come back to love you Bang," as a parent of course Dean expects the permanence of his son's marriage and hope there is no separation.

However, holding the status of a widow at a young age is not a good title especially sometimes the title of widow is labeled ugly among mothers and afraid if their husbands are tempted.

"Hopefully pa, brother said goodbye first," because he felt there was nothing more to be talked about they say goodbye to return to his apartment according to the words of earlier because he would soon leave for abroad.

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